Monday, February 28, 2005
hmm..wat abt today? as usual..nth much happened afterall..ya..i gt back my maths..kinda of disappointed though i expected it..Congrats to my sis..Katherine!!! she topped the school..and gt 6 distintions for her o`levels..isn't she wonderful?! she's simply great..the perfect one i ever since..she's got the looks..and the brains too..a Perfect lady..=D i envy her so much..she made me reflect on myself alot alot...i told myself i'm not gona let myself plunged into the rally of failures...i'm gona work harder..i dun wana be a fool of myself and waste all my efforts anymore..not anymore..the previous her is already dead..no longer exist anymore..Boa's [everyheart] great!!! so nice..hahas..
5:33 AM
i stayed up nights
until the stars leave the skies.
Saturday, February 26, 2005
yesterday..yiting and mii went for the show [hide and seek] scary..hahas..theres a scene whereby the door open..and the sound effect made mii jump up from my seat and making yiting jump up at the same time 2..hahas..=D and den..we bought popcorns and drinks that we didn't manage to finish even half..and we throw it away..`wasteful` after that..we went to take neoprints!!! whoohoos.. again with all that poses..hahas..and we met amy and yiping...on the way back..we saw pearline jiexing amos and douglas..hehes..its kinda of fun la..at least i can forget all those unhappiness in mie..=) well..i dun really put that to heart anymore..i dun wish to quarrel just becus of small matters..yupp..u noe..that person is such a busybodi..it almost destroyed one's happiness..and so attitude somemore...perhaps * didn't reflect much on*sef ...watever..don't wish to comment on * any further..cos its has gt nth much to do wif mii..hmm..tml is my social studies and geo common test..wish mii good luckk!! and i went to ask kenneth abt geo's topic and he say he's not gona make it for sure...haha..i tink i'm not gona make it 2..hahas...[spirtual eyes..u'r my angel..]
10:47 PM
i stayed up nights
until the stars leave the skies.
Thursday, February 24, 2005
ohh myy..everything is going too fastt..i'm just going at the rate of 80km/h haha..ki siao..too fastt..but i have no idea how to sloww it down..=x grr!!! i wonder how much i scored for my maths..although i knew its gona be that kinda marks..but i still wanting to noe itt..=D hehes..i have to face up to reality...physics paper..haha..another one..omgg..nvm la..let it be..and its only this time round i'm going to let myself do so badly...it shuld be the first and last time..=)) hope soo.. haha..idiot..i just used the computer only rites? and she cum yelling at mii..grrr....i keep quiet she tot i show her attitude..hais..poor mii* Miserable life..haha..lols..these few days i lost some of my stationary..i lost 2 pencil...which i just bought 1..and my ruler..god..hais..=.='' and denn..i still simply can't concentrate in class..old major problem..my brain don't work noww..haha..i'm sick..both mentally and physically..gona faint anytime..haha..
7:19 AM
i stayed up nights
until the stars leave the skies.
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
hais..bad day..i feel that our class manager and key manager are very irresponsible...is like they don't even care? and he's so attitude.. lols..wat else could i say more? =.='' well..i've gt no comments...hais..arghs..hmm..today we had our chi lessons at the com lab..and we r supposed to find the histories of our sur-name..and i just c/p the whole thing on the powerpoint and print outt..haha..=D and denn..erm...physics..the refracted ray thingy..i draw the digram untill so xin ku..and in the end..mine is totally different from others..omg..=x hahas..i despise ppl who criticize..and talks behind others back...ppl do have their dignity rite?! spare a thought for others laa..u'r just depicting ur own character...lols.grr..had our guzheng sef practice earlier on..ms lau said after the Syf..we can consider in joining the C.O..cos we benefits more den the others..and i'm just afraid that i couldn't cope that well although i'm quite interested in learning the pipa and thingy..hahas..Portable radio sings* lalala~ kekes..power supply cut off lers..hahas..no nid sing le...=Pp
6:33 AM
i stayed up nights
until the stars leave the skies.
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Now..i have a neww nicck..[ The portable radio ] sound abit weird..haha..nvm..Today..szeli's absent from guzheng and den i happened to sit at her place cos those sec1s are using my guzheng..so i use szeli's instead..den i became the so-called [ chicken ] haha..yiting too..hahas..blehs..so embarrass..=X haha..tml i'll be getting my maths results..and see how '' well '' have i done..hehe..ehem* haha....if i can pass my maths..woohoos..u can see pigs flying in da skies..hahathats what he said =x i wan to quit being a councillor..hais...at least i can have morre freedom..=D these few weeks i dun see the rain..and instead i saw the haze..bad weather..its getting hotter and hotter each day.. and trees and grasses were burnt..hais..bad bad bad..please let it rain.. i want to sit the pirate ship!!!! haha..kekes..its very stupiddx..Anyway..portable radio sings when she's bored..its harmless..HAHA!!!i dreamm dreamm dreamm of euu..
5:45 AM
i stayed up nights
until the stars leave the skies.
Monday, February 21, 2005
hais..wat a terrible dayy...just had chem and physics CT todayy..ohh myy..i guess i fail like hell and maybe the person marking my paper might vomit blood..hahas..okok..enuff..cos i guessed that was my first test that i didn't put in any effort to study..congrats to mii..i gona fail..=X wahhaha..okaes..enuff...* i'm lost somewhere in the wonderland..i couldn't find my brain too..=s i always find myself dozing off during maths lessons..i try to stay awake..but..i keep yawning..and its so embarrassing..=l i tink i left my brains either at home or somewhere innn .........Haha!!! Maths suxx..yuccks..hai yo..can u imagine how lousy my class is?? theres onli 1 person who passed the maths CT...haha..i told my mum..she laff out so loud as though she's mad..omg! nvm..forget it..i know i will fail like duno wat shit..so just relax and smile..=D hehes.. u noe i saw the ad of tat BOA ar..she gt one song called the Every heart...so nicee..=pp bb..lurving euu..=)
6:13 AM
i stayed up nights
until the stars leave the skies.
Friday, February 18, 2005
yea` i got back my English paper..haha..and i passed..woohoos..i was trembling when mdm norliza gave out the papers..haha..and she even read out all the marks..=X Daniel scored the highest in class!!! congrats..=)) i think i failed my maths horribly..haha..can't imagine..haha...hais..these few days always very late den reach home..so *tired* all because of the duno what workshop la..den play those games which i didn't bother to take part..haha..so boring..and i think to most of the people is just a waste of time...grr!!! monday..having chem and physics common test..omg! stress lehx..hahas...hmm..saturday so boring..=s i want watch movies..haha..i wan watch [ hide and seek] and [white noise ] haha..but also duno when the show starts..haha..i feel like going swimming..haha..miss those days that i was in the pool..hahas..=D soo bored..hahas..lurve u always..=))
8:43 PM
i stayed up nights
until the stars leave the skies.
Thursday, February 17, 2005
nowadays..i can find myself dazing away in class for no reason..and i'm simply just day dreaming away..i find lessons boring..or isit becus of the absence of those teachers that made me to lose interest in lessons?? haha..My frens gt back their english and maths papers.. their results made mii feared that i might fail...=/ kinda of worried noww..mdm norliza said that almost half the class failed the english paper...maths..i guessed its done equally bad...hahas..hopeless..i really regret to change classs...if not..i won't be that lonely in class...although i've got kim..but fatin also wanted to be wif her..grrr!!! got nothing to say..haha.. if i'm in e4..i've gt 2 advantage..woohoos..hahas..=)) however..wat is done..is done..stupid mii..=Xyea`..my new blogskin nice??? haha..ok la..maybee u guys will tink tat is simple..however..it suit me somehow..haha..nice nice..i feel that * changed somehow...[[ There seemed no way out..i just couldn't find the exit.....i'm trapped.....trapped in his heart....]]
6:34 AM
i stayed up nights
until the stars leave the skies.
Friday, February 11, 2005
[[its the first time i feel as though i'm going to it..deeper and deeper into it..i had never felt this way before..i'm afraid one day..i couldn't face up to reality...i might break down somehow..]]i'm so bored at home..=( yesterday..mii fiona ,yiting went to watch movie..i do i do..well..actualii i wanted to watch Constantine..due to the last min thingy.. we couldn't get the best seats..soo we gave up..and watch the show instead..hmm..i find tat show..kinda of..funnie la..but i myself don't really like it..okok..[skip the part]...i just felt so gulity afterall..kinda of feeling uncomfortable...influenced by my frens..i wana go out..but i''m broke sumhow..haha..
9:57 PM
i stayed up nights
until the stars leave the skies.
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
Happie New year !!! hahas..
New year's so bored...i'm just wearing nice clothes sitting down there waiting for ppl. to give me angbao..lols..haha..at least yesterday we took some [act cute] pictures with my cousin, jasper..
well..indeed is act cute la..haha...but is rather fun...and becus he's so tall..he had to bend over to take the fotos..hahas...and we took a family foto with my cam..=) look quite nice overall....yesterday afternoon..i saw s.h.e [ wo ai ni ] that mtv..so touching!!!! seldom see mtv using older aged ppl.
at nite..i went over to my ah ma hse..and we played cards..and i end up losing..haha..and i quit the game..and sitting on the chair munching some tibits and chocolates..and it was rather late..and we went home..*tired..i can't possibly groan infront of my parents...so i fall asleep very soon..after i smsed him..=)) and now...10.30..haha..just woke up..yea` i'm going to visit my great grand ma..
i hoped my story doesn't have an ending..i wanted it to be as long as ever..
8:43 PM
i stayed up nights
until the stars leave the skies.
Saturday, February 05, 2005
fiona sorrie..is not that i dun wana tell u guys abt it..actually i wanted to say on monday..and didn't expect she to say it all to u guys..=/ watever..= let it be den..
anyway..i tot today supposed to be a very happy day for mii....however..hais..it seemed that i made the wrong choice to tell one of my frens abt it..and i was just too happie abt it..and i wanted to tell the rest on monday..den...didnt expect she spread it all outt..and...watever..dun feel like commenting anymore..its pointless anyway....well..i can't express myself out here..perhaps i might find someone to vent it all out..
today i went shopping wif my sis..and we bought 3 pairs of earrings....kinda nice...and i didn't manage to get the type of necklace that i wanted....nvm..i'll continue searching it..
Mood changes everyting..
8:44 AM
i stayed up nights
until the stars leave the skies.
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
hmm..i felt fine today in skool..except..when we are going home that time..lols...i felt that its damm ridiculous..and u noe [ what r f?i?ns for?] i felt i was a fool...from next week onwards..i'll nv stayed back in skool for sef practice...Never anymore! i just discovered that people do have 2 sides of themselves..and today i saw their true colours..they are as simple as i thought..its a total disappointment ! and i felt that i'm nothing compared to that that guy...but..at least i didnt lose anything..i still had my best fren after all...=) just from today onwards...i'll just keep it to myself..
tml i'm gona take my E-maths test...kinda of scared? i mean i really looking forward for that test..
Frankly speaking i'm not really in the right mood now..isit stress? i duno* and dun wish to noe anyway..hmm..i dun wana go the meeting tml..reali! what games day? do i look as if i care?? pls....
use ur brain abit la..dun always conduct some useless meetings which actually concerned abt some other ppl. not us! den just ask them go la..always want us to listen rubbish and waste time..
u noe we ppl got damm loads of homework anot? hais..whatever..they don't listen after all..if i dun go for that meeting i guess eric will sure remind me to go..=
tml..poa..horrible terrible lesson..i hate it..watever..................................................................................
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5:34 AM
i stayed up nights
until the stars leave the skies.
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
hmm..got teased and bullied by clayton =/ haha..got so many names for him to call...duno what mickey mouse...haha..dun care la...i'm fear of mdm norliza..she everytime scold us de..and fine us somemore..so horrible..haha..but at least betta den E1's rajan la..cos mdm norliza nv call us to stay back..soo is counted as ''lucky'' lols..Hmm...i so happie..cos..i'm not down for chemistry..physics..English..remedials...yea`hi^5...hmm..but i guess i still have to work hard in order to remain lidat before i flung like hell again..hehes.
poor yiting..she's sick..and she cried...= wonder hows she...hmm..he's sick 2..=\
does everyone had another side of theirs? i just noticed it somehow..but i didn't mention anything...
cause i feel that i dun have to say it out loud to comment on that person..lols..perhaps..its theirs weakness that we don't know..rite? don't bother much*..idiot..i hate being a councillor..everytime had to attend what meeting which doesn't concern abt mii and go what games day..i tell u..is a complete waste of time la..i want go practice my cca one leh..den thursday want me stay back all the way untill 6 pm..mad isit?! =\ Anyway..i wanted to quit..haha..i don't care..hoho..is so sick to be a councillor..somemore cannot wear anklesocks..cannot adjust my tie loose loose...u noe..the weather very hot lehs..how can liddat de..bleh bleh bleh..=Pp
hmm..next week common test..kinda of *scared? haha.. and itss a miracle that i passed my physics test..whoohoo..haha..so happie..
[ loving yew]
5:25 AM
i stayed up nights
until the stars leave the skies.
