i wana watch moobbeees..after hearing the storyline of the war of the worlds. i wana watch. it sound so exciting`..My sis went off to watch initial-d. lols. she and her gangs of frens come to my hse and mess up the place. and talked alot of crapps with miie. and they even messed up my bed! grrr...luckily i knew that few guys well` if nottt..im gona slaapp them` haha`.
just came back from my maths tution today` and i learnt a new topic. seems very easy` and i think that teacher is great` his explaination and everything..sound so wonderful`..hahaha. i ate too much chocolates today`. the one that randal gave me.its causing me to have ulcers. haha` nvm. its now 9pm and i haven started my maths. * giggles* i wana laughh` cos my father is bring home some supper. goodies.
Must everyone stick to their old self? i thought people do change with the world? ]] co mp lic at ion s__
11:00 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
im so sad to say..i bought a new printer ink. and i don't know why isit not working..haha..nvm. im a computer idiot anyway` hehes. okok..school's as usual and every teacher is complaining about homework and stuffs. however my the ppl in my class doesnt seemed to care?! haha. kekes. Friday im gona watch either alot like love or the war of the worlds with tingfang..cos the rest wana watch initial-d lols. tf ar. better watch with me. hehes. i heard my sis says that war of the worlds is a very nice show. so i wana watch it on friday..i can't stop saying edison's handsome cos he really is. he's mine tf dun snatch with me la. hehe. so handsome.
im listen to the hollaback girl. nice` although its a verh noisy song. too bad thats my taste haha`. so disappoint to hear what my moms says. i dun care i wana get that bk` okok. im left with my tution homework now. i intend to finish it tml` im so busy. everyday got lotsa homework and surprise to say i think i didn't slack at all. haha`. instead i work even more harder. cos everyday peii fiona earli earli jiu go home and got lotsa time to do my maths. i dunwana fail anymore. i dunwana anymore F9s. lols. yaa. keke. i haven decide what to cook for my f&n lols. im wondering if the sardine roll i replace the sardine with mangoes..will it taste nice? and will the mango turn into something awful after the baking? lols. ive no idea.
let the rain fall down and wake my dreams`]]
10:38 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
nth seems to come out from my mouth today, that means i did not speak at home at home` lols. whatever. u think i care?! she always thinks that i pull a long face at home and hardly speaks. and i looked like a bitter gourd. lols. why don't u tink, what makes me turn like this? i wasn't like that when i was in school. cos u don't understand me...
im having a spliting headache now` i've to complete my social studies and my chinese. i feel like cryin againn..haa.
[ let the rain fall down and wake my dreams]] i wana fly`.
10:00 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Monday, June 27, 2005
can i imagine? im crying infront of this computer and typing these rubbish here. lols. if i'd got a choice. i rather i don't exist. rather than staying up here letting this hell sis of mine to bully me. fcuk.
11:53 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
sigh`..i wonder why i must put up with those stuffs. im i such a loser? wello, i wasn't like this in the past..guessed somethings wrong somehow` i don't intend to explain nor change anything. i wana be like what im.
maths really giving me a headache. infact it can tortured the whole G-10 class to death`and this morning that good for nth principal stressed on us and said that this year the sec 3 are not doing very well. and that Mr lio stress us and said that almost duno how many percent of the people in class cannot go into Jcs..lols. theres guzheng tml and Sc's meeting. i loathed it. sucks..another good for nothing meeting`. later on. i will cry like mad. cos my mum is gona give me a good scolding, it wasn't my fault. perhaps she cares more about my idiot sis that wana bring me to death everytime. Well, what m i left with to say? nth` im so bwg now. just awaiting for that bloody 6pm to come and gona wait for my doom` sigh`
[living in a world of confusion and complications, it wasn't what most of the girls wanted]
Fly` open up the part of u that wants to hide away`]]
7:39 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Sunday, June 26, 2005
Hollaback Girl "Uh huh, this is my shit All the girls stomp your feet like this A few times I've been around that track So it's not just gonna happen like that Because I ain't no hollaback girlI ain't no hollaback girl [x2] Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit [x4]I heard that you were talking shit And you didn't think that I would hear it People hear you talking like that, getting everybody fired up So I'm ready to attack, gonna lead the pack Gonna get a touchdown, gonna take you out That's right, put your pom-poms downs, getting everybody fired up A few times I've been around that track So it's not just gonna happen like that Because I ain't no hollaback girlI ain't no hollaback girl [x2] Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit [x4] So that's right dude, meet me at the bleachers No principals,no student-teachers Both of us want to be the winner, but there can only be one So I'm gonna fight, gonna give it my all Gonna make you fall, gonna sock it to you That's right I'm the last one standing, another one bites the dust A few times I've been around that track So it's not just gonna happen like that Because I ain't no hollaback girlI ain't no hollaback girl [x2] Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit [x4] Let me hear you say this shit is bananas B-A-N-A-N-A-S(This shit is bananas)(B-A-N-A-N-A-S) AgainThis shit is bananas B-A-N-A-N-A-S(This shit is bananas)(B-A-N-A-N-A-S)A few times I've been around that track So it's not just gonna happen like that Because I ain't no hollaback girlI ain't no hollaback girl [x2] Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit [x4]
5:29 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Saturday, June 25, 2005
isit nice? wakaka..im mad..nth to do. now editing those photos of mine`. its not a v. nice one but to me.. skull's reopening tml. wth. so fast..still gortt homework haven do finish. so today i gona do it all ard one shot`..lol.i just change my blogskin recently. although it looks kinda of ''depression'' type. but i still like it..lalala` cos of the images and those effects. i prefer to look at something on the other side rather than seeing it on the real side of it.
she` looks like my mei mei. she' loves that number too. she's pretty and cute. unlike me.` perhaps they make a perfect match.
yesterday i tot im gona watch the war of the world. and in the end. my aunty says : sorri ar..the show is nt out yet '' lols. and im dazing away ard home` i wana learn latin dance. so beau-ti-ful. lol. im really bored. tutions are driving me crasii..chad..i wana kill u la.i forget whens the tution. T_T
now` clayton is asking for my homework hehe..too bad. i can't lend u boii.. cos i also haven complete hehes. i bet tml everybody gona get a scolding tml lol. and tats for sure. wakaka. fly` open up the part of u that wans to hide away`
any moment, everyting can change`
10:22 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Friday, June 24, 2005
edison..so handsome..omg..he looks perfect in that show` wakaka.. ok..i've gone for initial-d today with tf..cos we'r both edison's fans..wakaka..lols..and then..the show turns out to be quite wonderful la..i just can't imagine jay..can act..hehes.. and during the show` i saw that word..*** for 2 times..and i was so agitated..lol..what to do..yea..afterall..edison is still verh shuai~ hehes..shawn is isn't bad too..=))
yea..and before that..tf and i was strolling ard the shoopin mall..for about 3 hrs? lol..leg pain..i fall into the drain this morning` lol. got one blue black on my leg` shit it`. so bored.
skull's gona reopen soo soon` i dunwana go backk.. if i go back..everyting's gona get back to its real point`
tell me that it wasn't true..change my point of view towards u.
7:23 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Thursday, June 23, 2005
im lost now` could someone just show me a way out. its not funny to me..its saddening. how can i possibly accept such a thing?! impossible` can someone say to me that it wasn't true.. i really hoped its just some bullshit. lols.who.cares.anyway. losing my grip`
3:53 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
yea..just came backk from that camp lols. so tired. but it turned out to be a very enjoyable one`. we played lotsa games and even played with flour and water. and those sticky stuffs got on to my hair even though i've already wash it..and yiting put my head in the basin and wash for me..and i did that for her too.hahas. erm..and then..it turns out to be like the 6 of us is actually somehow bullying the juniors..we actually prepared 2 pail of balloons with water..and den..wakkaka..we all got it all used up..and those girls and mad and they pour water on the 6 of us..and we screamed like hell. but its fun..and soon` we became the carpark cleaner+toilet cleaners. we scrubbed the floor to get rid off those stuffs...haha..
at night` i turned the whole place into my own personal concert * giggle *..cos i was standing on the chair, dancing and rocking and sing my songs..haha.whenever i go..i sing..lols..and we sat infront of the skull gate and i sing again`.
ms lau chat with us about her personal sweeties experience and soon it was about 1 am. in da morning..fiona and i was sooo sleeply that we went to sleep..on the table..wth..it was so hard...and we dozed off..but u know..i got awaken by this tingfang..which got her hair all flying infront of her..and it makes her looks horrible..and hai wo bei ta xia dao. lols..then..we'r toking about *someting la..and its made us got the wrong idea..and with disappointment..i went to slp aagain.. the next morning..i heard 3 cracks frm my back..its my bones..omg haha.` tired* realli..
shan't say anymore..i know my bed misses her owner.
11:18 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Monday, June 20, 2005
im so sad now..darn it..someone just said that initial -d is a m-18 show` wth..i wana watch edison de..T_T i want flood the hse..haha..
10:53 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
here are some pictures to show`...
models on the way`
pretty us` hahaha lol.
9:55 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
tatas...im backk..from my shopping` hehes..and i met kenneth just now..he shouted my name across the road and gave me a shock..haha..wataver..so tired..*groan* did quite alot of shopping with fiona. and we took neoprints too.haha..duno how many decades since i last took neoprints..haha..and tf and lindy joined us later too..and we took neoprints again..and posed like international models..lols..its very pretty!!! and we bought szeli's burthday present..heehee..and i bought my fave monster de badge..hehe..i love it so much..and i forgot what else i've bought` hehe..ok..wakaka..den we went on to watch a basket ball match that consist of li chuan and his gang la..and its so hot and we left..and ate char kway tiao..yum yum!! and we wanted to swim at the pool at first..haha..so nonsense..llala..
i think im gona die..cos Mr lio is running after me..he wanted to look for my parents and me..lols.. cos i didn't turn up for the parents meeting session..and till now..i didn't get back the report slip..wat a pro im..hehe..dun care la..watever he wana complain..i dun wana care too.
hungry..i wana go mum mum now..bibiies..
[ u made me think alot]
5:55 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Sunday, June 19, 2005
`[ [ __fading off the picture i see.. no longer belonged to that unreal dream its a fantasy. that i saw.. but somehow it didn't happen on me.__`] ] Miracle was what i wished for.
bored..simply drowning because of boredness..sigh` tonns of homework to complete..well..thats what all students have to do during the hols. if you did see any students who doesn't have any homework to do..pls tell me..cos i wana be that person` dots..tired.and i sick..physically. lols. sometimes i thought letting go is doin some good deeds..but in certain cases it isn't.. well last last nite..my family went to watch '' ghost train'' and they wana dragg me there and i didnt want to..cos im a timid girl u cee.haha.i dislike horror shows anyway..but i loved in another sense..but its a midnight show. im afraid after watching it..i might get nightmare..so i rather stay at home with my computer than goin out..and during that online session..someone made me thought back of the past..a sudden flashback..well` its isn't something very great anyway..cause im the one who cause all the sad endinggs..lols.i bett he must have hated me alot..
i wana watch initial-D..got the jay..got alot of nice guys inside..i wana watch!!! will someone willing to peii me to watch that show? hhaha..lols. ok..im talking nonsense..
kekes..i goin to rush myself again..cos i gotta be late for my shopping spree..tatas..biibiies. =)
[ u taught me how to fly]`
9:42 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
giving ur e-mail to ur cousins are such a bother..wth..so irritated by them~ watever..as much as i care? i don't give a damm..lols.
guessed what? i've been thinking it thru all the night..yesterday..i'm in such a confusion. actually..its nothing..it is just..im thinking of it` its driving me to nowhere. i wonder..isit fate is playing a nasty trick on me? or it is just that i dun have a real sense of direction? perhaps its just a lie.. a lie that leads to nowhere` i hope that lie wouldnt be real..cos i dun wana cos anymore trouble.. its a unreal fact. a wrong path to choose. a unreal destination all went wrong`
i urge for my freedom` could someone set me free` i longed for my very best times. and i don't ought to missed..
give me back my Freedom`
7:55 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Saturday, June 18, 2005
my sis and me..yeah..too bored at the Hongkong's airport..waiting for the plane.. Act cute neii..haha.
Wan's family..isn't it beautiful? haa..perfection..lols...look at my mum..she looked so happy..haha.. my dad..looks like.......bat man!!! hehes..
4:25 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
tis is miee..when im in beijing's '' Hu tong'' nice rite? haha..=) i loved to take pictures.tatas..gotta loads to show ya.
3:56 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Friday, June 17, 2005
yea..finally..im backk..
after a long flight..i landed in singapore at last..tata!! drats* damm tired..u know..i've phobia of taking areoplanes..and den..wth..i've to sit for duno how many heaven hours..i hate it!! but..no choice..i've to..den i arrived in beijing..and i saw a disgusting sight at the airport..sucks..haha..kekes..i went to the Forbidden City..and i only can say '' wa..'' cos the palace is so damm great super duper ultra bigg!!!! and i walk untill my legs gona break..haha..but!! i saw wat i liked..the palace..the place where the emperor lived..wow..great sight!!! its such a historica place..den i went to the '' gu gong'' where the ''ci xi ta hoh'' lived..and the ''ta jian'' lived..haha.. infact i go there is to learn history!! haha..i can recite to u guys man!! and the fact i tot is the '' ci xi ta hoh'' very wat de..=S hahas..kekes..then..we went on to the ''tian an men'' also a place of history.. then we proceeded to Cheng de..wah piang..i've to sit a 5 hrs journey to reach that bloody place..and i hate to sit in the bus!!! lols..so..i went to the place where the ''huan zhu gege's'' show where the palace is..and i went there to pose..and i wore those costumes and sat on the dragon chair and pose and pose..haha..so Fun!..and also..i went to tibet........'s temple la..hehe..
unfortunately..sad to say..i didn't really enjoy myself during the shopping time..cos that miser tour guide only gave us an hr to shop..=X and i shopped like mad woman..here bargain there bargain..and in the end..i got myself a pants full of MICKEY MOUSE!!!! i loved that pants so much!!! and i bought a D&G's hotpink clothing..and also a long pink pants too..=P but i still think that it isn't enough for me!! how sad..oh ya!! and i bought 7 pairs of cute socks!! so kawaii..lols.. those stuffs there are just so cheapo!! imagine i could buy untill $1250 china money and i bargain till $730 hehehe..
i duno why the food in china taste so oily,salty, and sour..haha..it makes me so sick..till now~ and i always fall asleep in the bus cos the journey is too long!! haha..
HOngkong!!
ok..toking abt this trip..i'm so mad..i went there for 2 days and it rained like hell..and i couldn't go the ladies street to buy my stuffs!!! i was so mad and hot!! and i jumped like hell in the hotel..ahah.. so we went to the nearby shopping centre loh..nth much to buy..not nice de..over there latest's fashion is wat i liked!!! EMilY and that monster!! hahaha..but infact i didn't buy that stuffs cos i think spore's nicer..yea?untill the last day..i chiong man~ i bought a mickey mouse handbag..and a cookies shoulder bag..and i wanted to buy tat monster bag..but my mum dragg me away..cos she say very scary..=.= and i bought two kiddo's t-shirt cos i can fit into them and i bought a puma shoes..so nice..i loved it..and i bought an emily pouch!!plus loads of stuffs that i couldn't mention... tata..i very tired le leh..byebye~
off to SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!
lalala i love to teach,,the world to sing..lalala~
i love MICKY VINTAGE!!!!
perfection of life..is to SHOP!!
9:58 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
hiya peeps!!! in less than 12 hrs..i will be saying goodbye to everyone..cos i gona fly` hahas..whatever` who cares whether i fly or jump..lolls they don't give it a damm` haha!! sigh``so suay de leiis...hias..=s i hate it!!! hmm..well..i bought a butterfly earing today..so damm nice..=D and i saw loads of mei mei de clothes..abase..Mickey vintage..etc..so nice..i see whether hongkong have anot..go there singapore great sale..haha!! don't feel like goingg..i'll be soo left out..always when i'll be with my parents..i don't like it....thats why i prefer my friends than them..watever` i can't be bothered with them..
so sian..tml 6+ must wake up ler..and hello..i think the flight is at 10 in da morning..and just because in order to get the window pane seats..we needed to check in earlier..hias..go inside there grow mushrooms arhs..=.='' perhaps ppl might get very excited when they are going abroad..but how come i no feeling de?? lolls..if in exchange with money of $1000 i rather don't go` and i just found out that actually i can don't go..u know..my $1000..fly away lers..T_T hahhaha..
i saw alot of mickey mouse..and they are so cute and nice and fabulous..
I LOVE MICKEY VINTAGE!!!!! I WANT THAT MICKEY CLOTHINGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im madd..
8:12 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Sunday, June 05, 2005
sorry my dear fren.
11:32 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Blogs are such in the trend...and u are the one who teaches me how to use it..and now u said i copied u instead..lols..and My new skin actually had the space to upload my pics..and i didn't tot of copying u or wat so ever ok...
about the fuck or fcuk thingy ...its becus someone is watching my blog..so i used fcuk instead of fuck..cos i tot that person might tell tomato sq..get it?
the wishlist part.. is becus my emily skin got the wishlist thingy..so i just write loh..u can't expect me to leave that bloody space out rite?? ok..Lols
i think im in a mood to quaareel with u? lols.
8:55 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
reach my prismic soul.
Joey Wan
250890 VESPERIAN' i am.
i fly & shine with my mates You'r on my heart just like a tattoo.
xoxo.