Sunday, July 31, 2005
maii fairytale has ended. ended just liddat. really sorry. crying now. nothing could get it all back, back to me. sorry. please don't hit me with your slience. i beg you please. i felt so miserable now. everything has ended. over. over over.
i lost everything
11:35 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
i lost everything
11:35 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
maii hao jie jie dennis send me the song v. nice.[ will you wait for me ] and its v. sad too. x( nvm lar. everytime listen to that kind noisy de song, listen le also very fed up`. must learn to listen to some slow music better. wuye want me to listen to noisy de songs. hahas.
so many things happened these few days. hainns. v. depressed. i bet i can't smile properly tml.
i read what u sent me. and i duno what to reply.
can someone show me the way out?
10:24 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
so many things happened these few days. hainns. v. depressed. i bet i can't smile properly tml.
i read what u sent me. and i duno what to reply.
can someone show me the way out?
10:24 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Saturday, July 30, 2005
sigh`
i never meant to hurt anybody, especially you. im so sorry.
u think im happy this way?
im so sad.
went out with my mum and i was like, lost?! cause things kept my mind occupied and i wasn't really paying attention to what my mum says.
lindy was right, i was wrong. its maii fault.
SORRY~
i know sorry doesn't mean anything.
11:53 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
i never meant to hurt anybody, especially you. im so sorry.
u think im happy this way?
im so sad.
went out with my mum and i was like, lost?! cause things kept my mind occupied and i wasn't really paying attention to what my mum says.
lindy was right, i was wrong. its maii fault.
SORRY~
i know sorry doesn't mean anything.
11:53 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
yes, im sad.
and i don't know why and what should i do?
i don't want to hurt anyone
i can't bear to
im really confused
WHY AM I CRAPPING DOWN HERE?
NOBODY KNOWS`
x(
3:26 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
and i don't know why and what should i do?
i don't want to hurt anyone
i can't bear to
im really confused
WHY AM I CRAPPING DOWN HERE?
NOBODY KNOWS`
x(
3:26 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Friday, July 29, 2005
weets.
my whole right leg is so pain. i couldn't walk properly in da morning. sigh` yesterday night, i was awaken somehow, den i stretched in my bed. den i tink is i stretch until much and my whole leg cramp. The pain was unbearable and i was groaning in my bed and scratching the wall hahas. after a while, i pain until i went back to sleep again` hahs. X( so awful.
in the morning, i made myself disappeared in the quadrangle and went off with clement, ahhas. so malu when he asked me about that stuff which happened last year? that guy musn't leak out anything cos im gona tear off his mouth` hahas. yeahs. next friday, ill be doin the same thingy again. hahas. so clement. pls wait for me. XP
after skull, i went to the stadium with yiting and we were like so extra? occupying the space.? hahas. yeahs ltr on. gort people joined us la. tf and lindy came too, with maii didi . as usual, scream like hell and the worst part is, i support other classes de. yeahs. wuye was soooo damm impressive, he run so fast~ yeahs. great jobb. We had alot of FUNN~ hehes. laughing, screaming away` hahas.
sigh` how arr? i also duno what i MUST or wat i SHOULD do.
[[ tell me`.]]
11:05 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
my whole right leg is so pain. i couldn't walk properly in da morning. sigh` yesterday night, i was awaken somehow, den i stretched in my bed. den i tink is i stretch until much and my whole leg cramp. The pain was unbearable and i was groaning in my bed and scratching the wall hahas. after a while, i pain until i went back to sleep again` hahs. X( so awful.
in the morning, i made myself disappeared in the quadrangle and went off with clement, ahhas. so malu when he asked me about that stuff which happened last year? that guy musn't leak out anything cos im gona tear off his mouth` hahas. yeahs. next friday, ill be doin the same thingy again. hahas. so clement. pls wait for me. XP
after skull, i went to the stadium with yiting and we were like so extra? occupying the space.? hahas. yeahs ltr on. gort people joined us la. tf and lindy came too, with maii didi . as usual, scream like hell and the worst part is, i support other classes de. yeahs. wuye was soooo damm impressive, he run so fast~ yeahs. great jobb. We had alot of FUNN~ hehes. laughing, screaming away` hahas.
sigh` how arr? i also duno what i MUST or wat i SHOULD do.
[[ tell me`.]]
11:05 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Thursday, July 28, 2005
i hope that im right`
very glad to hear what melvin says. at least i can put away the heavy stone in my heart that i don't wish to share` anyway, if u happen to come by here, just wana say sorry to you`. =)
dont' hit me with your slience. it hurts. u know? im starting to feel abit of feeling that im being cheated? i don't know. my heart aches somehow. just don't come near me. and ill thank god.
so tired. really. he hit me off just liddat today, so? i don't know.
now my councellor lindy is not here, can't pour my stuffs to her, u know?
perhaps maybe im the one who doesn't know how to open my mouth or should i say i DON"T EVEN KNOW?
why do i have such probs. always!!!
6:43 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
very glad to hear what melvin says. at least i can put away the heavy stone in my heart that i don't wish to share` anyway, if u happen to come by here, just wana say sorry to you`. =)
dont' hit me with your slience. it hurts. u know? im starting to feel abit of feeling that im being cheated? i don't know. my heart aches somehow. just don't come near me. and ill thank god.
so tired. really. he hit me off just liddat today, so? i don't know.
now my councellor lindy is not here, can't pour my stuffs to her, u know?
perhaps maybe im the one who doesn't know how to open my mouth or should i say i DON"T EVEN KNOW?
why do i have such probs. always!!!
6:43 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
fate is just creating troubles for my life.
regret is what i felt. and is always. is just that i didn't tell maii friends about it. i kept it in silence all these while. i don't know whether i should laugh or cry in this situation. Its getting me more and more confusing. i tried to explain to lindy how i felt. but nth brings to my mouth.sigh` but its still better for me, myself to know, thats all. sorrie clayton, i used up 2 pkts of tisssues hahaha!!
so tired. really.
gona finish up those idiotic maths and tution stuffs and study maths again for tmr test. X(
i wana flood the hse now now now.
u know?
u don't.
hahaha!!
10:06 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
regret is what i felt. and is always. is just that i didn't tell maii friends about it. i kept it in silence all these while. i don't know whether i should laugh or cry in this situation. Its getting me more and more confusing. i tried to explain to lindy how i felt. but nth brings to my mouth.sigh` but its still better for me, myself to know, thats all. sorrie clayton, i used up 2 pkts of tisssues hahaha!!
so tired. really.
gona finish up those idiotic maths and tution stuffs and study maths again for tmr test. X(
i wana flood the hse now now now.
u know?
u don't.
hahaha!!
10:06 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
i hopee it wasn't - . cos' im hoping it to be another one. i did something stupid. just now i kicked somebody's foot accidentally and that guy said sorry and i say something stupid. i feel so dot dot. haha. so dumb!! luckily i mumbled..not too loud. orelse it will be awful. =P
YAY!!! i passed my poa. gort 3rd in class. whoohoos. hahas. 85% yay- hahas. yingying gort almost fulll marks..hahas. pro her.
my mummy bought the strawberry shortcake's chop!! she dont want to give me! =s
yay!!
monday= pizza hut
tuesday= canteen food
wednesday= long john
thursday= mac
Friday = KFC
hahas. if i continue to eat liddat i will realli die of cancer. lols!! no la..jkjk. too much of fast food also will get sick of it de. aha
sigh` haegan is out from the super star. so sad. tf, he out ler, nvm. he's very shuai! hahas.
currently sending fio a modern dance '' synergy'' super damm nice. and my sis tot me how to dance. hahas. so greatt!! i wanna learn how to do modern dance, actually i chose modern dance as my 2nd cca. den i didnt turn up. hahas. sick of chinese dance, so must change pattern.
do i walk like somebody who wuye and li chuan, lindy says soo? ahahs. i dun thinkk so.
10:16 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
YAY!!! i passed my poa. gort 3rd in class. whoohoos. hahas. 85% yay- hahas. yingying gort almost fulll marks..hahas. pro her.
my mummy bought the strawberry shortcake's chop!! she dont want to give me! =s
yay!!
monday= pizza hut
tuesday= canteen food
wednesday= long john
thursday= mac
Friday = KFC
hahas. if i continue to eat liddat i will realli die of cancer. lols!! no la..jkjk. too much of fast food also will get sick of it de. aha
sigh` haegan is out from the super star. so sad. tf, he out ler, nvm. he's very shuai! hahas.
currently sending fio a modern dance '' synergy'' super damm nice. and my sis tot me how to dance. hahas. so greatt!! i wanna learn how to do modern dance, actually i chose modern dance as my 2nd cca. den i didnt turn up. hahas. sick of chinese dance, so must change pattern.
do i walk like somebody who wuye and li chuan, lindy says soo? ahahs. i dun thinkk so.
10:16 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Monday, July 25, 2005
xixiang i want to kill you!!! hahas.
hmm..went to pizza hut today again. and this time rd without xixiang that girl. hahas. well, in the end we ate alot again, and i ate alot of cheese. i think im gona grow fat and know what fio says? : if you are able to grow fat , pigs can fly..hahas..true la. and we both ordered the beef meatballs with cheese.cheese and cheese.
sigh` why m i soo gong and blurr? lols.
i made a big mistake X(
7:20 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
hmm..went to pizza hut today again. and this time rd without xixiang that girl. hahas. well, in the end we ate alot again, and i ate alot of cheese. i think im gona grow fat and know what fio says? : if you are able to grow fat , pigs can fly..hahas..true la. and we both ordered the beef meatballs with cheese.cheese and cheese.
sigh` why m i soo gong and blurr? lols.
i made a big mistake X(
7:20 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Saturday, July 23, 2005
just now i had a heart to heart talk with maii sis. and we both realised something. [ isit for a moment of passion? or just something else] she told me that if she was given another chance, she still would choose him. But, i told her my views, and she didn't agree. and she revealed a big secret in her which she had kept it for 1 year. I wonder why she could hide herself away so easily and i just couldn't. she found out mine long ago. smart`` i sorted out loads of stuffs today, and i came to an answer. But thats not the real answer, cause that's the answer that u'r looking for, not naturally from your heart. i rmb once, that person told me that fate is something we can control, not controlled by others. and i finally understood why. last time i hate to regret, and i don't feel like regretting, cause that gives me a guilt and a feel that im the one who is wrong. But now, im really regretting, i lost a chance which i never cherish, and i now know why i lost so many and finally i came to realise how much it means. If i were to think properly, perhaps things weren't like now. Sometimes, its a moment of sillyness that cause everything to its end. and thats the turning point in our lifes occurs.
3:02 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
3:02 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Cinderella`]]
When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory
I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one elseI
'd rather rescue myself
Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
taking care of me
I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me
When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing
I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free
.......................................................................................................................................................................
等待那一天的来临,
虽然知道那是一个解脱的方法 但是至少不会那么痛苦]]
那一天永远也带不到今天]]
3:15 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory
I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one elseI
'd rather rescue myself
Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
taking care of me
I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me
When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing
I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free
.......................................................................................................................................................................
等待那一天的来临,
虽然知道那是一个解脱的方法 但是至少不会那么痛苦]]
那一天永远也带不到今天]]
3:15 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Friday, July 22, 2005
X( im down with serious terrible flu now. so sickening. for the whole day ive been sneezing as if i had never sneezed before. and u know// eveytime u sneeze, your heart loses a beat. okaes. imagine how many donkey bead did i missed?? lols. and i told fio and lind that i felt as though im a dragon..so awful. my head is so heavy and i purposely went to eat mac today. cause i wana fall sick. den gort MC no need to attend that bloody skull* now im swallowing some idiotic medicine. and i wana see whether my eyes will swell or not. LOL!!
im so blur. sigh` i missed haikal, lynette, ahmed, charmaine, priyanka, pu hao, clement and kenneth. i missed 2J alot alot. although i still interact with them but the feeling is still different. haha. and i super extra. my class had debate today and i dont bother to scream and cheer for them but i did for jin hao and kaixiang's sake for 3E1 and fio says: ai ya, cheer for ur ex-mates ma. haha. ya.really missed those days hearing lynette's laughter pouring all my stuffs to my platonic friend haikal.although sometimes i would just pop out in 3E1's classrm and chat with them but its a pity they arent my classmates anymore. so sad X(.
yaya. today i baked wholemeal muffins. and i thought it is nice. and i feel that its awful, but fio gobbles them all up and said its very delicious. HAHA. im always so clumsy. i spilled the flour on the table today. hahaha. but its funn!!
ahmed ar. rmb fio says u'r handsome!! haha`
yay!! my son won the debate!! congrats.
10:03 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
im so blur. sigh` i missed haikal, lynette, ahmed, charmaine, priyanka, pu hao, clement and kenneth. i missed 2J alot alot. although i still interact with them but the feeling is still different. haha. and i super extra. my class had debate today and i dont bother to scream and cheer for them but i did for jin hao and kaixiang's sake for 3E1 and fio says: ai ya, cheer for ur ex-mates ma. haha. ya.really missed those days hearing lynette's laughter pouring all my stuffs to my platonic friend haikal.although sometimes i would just pop out in 3E1's classrm and chat with them but its a pity they arent my classmates anymore. so sad X(.
yaya. today i baked wholemeal muffins. and i thought it is nice. and i feel that its awful, but fio gobbles them all up and said its very delicious. HAHA. im always so clumsy. i spilled the flour on the table today. hahaha. but its funn!!
ahmed ar. rmb fio says u'r handsome!! haha`
yay!! my son won the debate!! congrats.
10:03 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Thursday, July 21, 2005
bad stuffs dont come singly. - i learned in my chi class.
sigh` im so badd. i know im, really. everything sucks except all my hao peng yous. thanks to cecillia, everytime help me to clear all those stuffs, if not, i will kick the bucket very soon. hias. im so worried about that damm CT. what if i flung all? lols. aye. dun think about it anymore. so fan si ren leh.
haha. i suddenly rmb about lamer koh's joke. haha. the shake-spear thingy makes me laugh. wtf?!
why am i so fed up. i feel like committing sucide.
whatever. to dem. probably im just someone whos gort AP and stupid brains that doesnt know how to juggle those stuffs. ya right. im one.X(
just someone ]]
leave me alone.
let go`
6:03 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
sigh` im so badd. i know im, really. everything sucks except all my hao peng yous. thanks to cecillia, everytime help me to clear all those stuffs, if not, i will kick the bucket very soon. hias. im so worried about that damm CT. what if i flung all? lols. aye. dun think about it anymore. so fan si ren leh.
haha. i suddenly rmb about lamer koh's joke. haha. the shake-spear thingy makes me laugh. wtf?!
why am i so fed up. i feel like committing sucide.
whatever. to dem. probably im just someone whos gort AP and stupid brains that doesnt know how to juggle those stuffs. ya right. im one.X(
just someone ]]
leave me alone.
let go`
6:03 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
me and my best buds. haha. Ms farm. act cutee.
i loved this picture alot.
fiona says i looked like ms lee in this foto. do i? lols.
neoprints and neoprints.
weeoweeoo..
so bored. so i just updated so neoprints to let u guys cee. taken on the 160705- we went out to shop for szelii-the great's present. in the end we found nth suitable for her. haha.
stupidd. u know. when i reached home. i was stunned by the bunch of weird bananas on the altar.lols. have u seen a bunch of banana so bigg and is bronze in colour? lols. i got a shocked an went to examine whether isit a monster or what. lols. damm lame to find out that it was just a bunch of BANANA`. shit. i duno hows my english CT. Maths. CT i dunwana see. it only makes ppl vomit blood. lols. maths sucks.
tml's szelli's burthday. Happy birthday girl. muaccks. =)
i wana be free`
11:07 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Monday, July 18, 2005
yeaps. today the 3 LUNATICS went to pizza hut after our CT cause we saw on the new papers that theres offer, and so we went there. guessed what?? Xixiang ordered the chicken wings and her own chicken pizza and fiona order onion rings with her hawaiian pizza and im the one eating the sauages mania and with strawberry freeze. GOD. i eat and eat and eat untill i feel that the buckle of my skirt is gona burst. haha. and i showed the 2 of them my bloated tummy haha! and thanks to that burping queen ar, i lost my interest on the food somehow. so gross` and we saw the bill` and our eyes came popping out we spent about 32 bucks?? and we felt abit weird so xixiang went forward to the cashier and asked why isit so expensive. and we learnt that it was Before discount // so we felt relieved..and when we finish our stuffs. xixiang went to pay the bill and ltr on we found out that the bill is still so expensive and that queen of ours went forward to ask again` hahaha. really funny. and when we finished our food we walked out of the pizza hut with embarrassment..haha..nvm la. once in a while wont die`. anyway its been a long time since we last chat and sit down for a proper lunch right girls? well` i really missed those days together with my son eric and my platonic friend HAIKAL!!! haha.
sigh`` maths shucks alot alot. godamm irritating. i spend soo much time on it yet i cant attempt those qns. such a failure.i dunwan be anymore F9..i wana cry..really. cant help it. maths really shucks. i did memorise those idiotic formulae but when it comes to the test. being anxious is only the hell thing in my brain and those mathematic formulae seemed to vanish into thin air. wth. i even rmb last yr i even cried and dashed to the toilet before taking the end yr maths. what the heck..i really want to cry. nvm.
everything doesnt seemed so right`. it so contradicting`.ironically. i cant be bothered anymore. no longer like the past. just leave me alone will do. really. let me off.`
10:16 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
sigh`` maths shucks alot alot. godamm irritating. i spend soo much time on it yet i cant attempt those qns. such a failure.i dunwan be anymore F9..i wana cry..really. cant help it. maths really shucks. i did memorise those idiotic formulae but when it comes to the test. being anxious is only the hell thing in my brain and those mathematic formulae seemed to vanish into thin air. wth. i even rmb last yr i even cried and dashed to the toilet before taking the end yr maths. what the heck..i really want to cry. nvm.
everything doesnt seemed so right`. it so contradicting`.ironically. i cant be bothered anymore. no longer like the past. just leave me alone will do. really. let me off.`
10:16 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Sunday, July 17, 2005
yeaps. yesterday went out. and i feel so weird with that stupid top. its abit of revealing which i think i looked goddamm funny in it. siglap dancers rawks. and yuying sec skull as well as anderson jc. their dance item is so FANTASTIC. which i think its very beautiful-- and i watch my sis 's tpjc's dance..super nice..especially the synergy. so gracefull.
once again. i came across that stupid long beady necklace.. and i just put them on my neck. hot pink. green. purple. even mixed colours one too. and they looked super nice. very unique. sad to say..i didnt buy them. then, i went to taka. theres a food fair there..its making me drool. alot of nice stuffs that i wana buy. haha. yeaps..and i bought my fave emily. hehes.
sigh`. what the heck. maths's just an annoyin subject. they just couldnt get into my brain. i wana die of stress. idiot. sigh`. got scolded by my mum just now. cos of my goddamm irritatin sis. she's always that idiotic. never seen anybody so irritating before.. whatever, like i care.
this morning i went out and i saw a hot pink 3/4 pants..so cute. aha..but didnt buy. cos i dunoo how the hell to match my tops with that hot pink color.although they simply looked good..im havin a splitin headache now. shucks. thanks to e-maths.
i wana that beady necklace..!!!
yay my dinner is backk. to starve is such an awful thing:
8:16 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
once again. i came across that stupid long beady necklace.. and i just put them on my neck. hot pink. green. purple. even mixed colours one too. and they looked super nice. very unique. sad to say..i didnt buy them. then, i went to taka. theres a food fair there..its making me drool. alot of nice stuffs that i wana buy. haha. yeaps..and i bought my fave emily. hehes.
sigh`. what the heck. maths's just an annoyin subject. they just couldnt get into my brain. i wana die of stress. idiot. sigh`. got scolded by my mum just now. cos of my goddamm irritatin sis. she's always that idiotic. never seen anybody so irritating before.. whatever, like i care.
this morning i went out and i saw a hot pink 3/4 pants..so cute. aha..but didnt buy. cos i dunoo how the hell to match my tops with that hot pink color.although they simply looked good..im havin a splitin headache now. shucks. thanks to e-maths.
i wana that beady necklace..!!!
yay my dinner is backk. to starve is such an awful thing:
8:16 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Friday, July 15, 2005
im afraid the old me is back. well, i dont know. i just cant be bothered. yaa. today i stayed back in skull to wait for fionna's detention dutii. shucks. and im down too. on th 21 july and 15 i think` grrr!! i thought im always that luckily to escape But not this time. =s hianns. siann. after that i went to the chem lab to look for mdm norliza for lindy's ezlink card and on the way back. i saw something and i just let out a : blahh' with my tongue sticking out just liddat. and i felt so dumbb. haha. ya and the 6 of us were sitting in the canteen seeing whose tongue is flat and rounded and it was me..=/ haha. yupp. then went on to accompany lindy to trim her hair.then went home to look at my bat woman sista. haha!! yea. u know..i felt so irritated. i didnt see my parents coming for me when i had a performance..but my sis got it and they all dressed untill so grand like go dinner liddat. and im super pissed off and i didnt want to go. yea..and its always that unfair. when im allergic and got my eyes swollen like monster. they didnt care and asked me to shut up and stop yakking there. and now. my sis got it too. and they bring her to see the doctor. wtf. u see, thats why i always think that i dont like my family infact to think that im not visible in their eyes. haa. we've got different treatments. sigh``
9:11 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
9:11 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Thursday, July 14, 2005
mickey all the way`` i loved it`. kinda looks blurr.
it seems that im hung on the wall speechless. i really dont know what the hell is goin on in my mind. sigh` dont feel like bothering so much. its getting me crazy. yaa. just came back from my maths tution with yiting. just had a very very splendid dinner with herr. and i ate alot. u know. actualli honey with lemon juice tastes great with aloe vera.` ya..and we talk alott..especially on those same topics. haha!! and then..we went home..its very scary to walk on those dark alleys.
HAHA` im laffing at my sis now. she got a swollen eye and its worse than mine which i had 2 days ago..HAHA she looked like a bat woman!! hehes..ya..im laffing at her..im not bad..cos she started giggling at me now im just doing the same thing HAHA. well` her's and infection..not fair de. she got 2 days mc leh..that time my eyes and lips swollen i also dun have any mc. what is this man. haha..nvm i enjoyed laffing at her. =) sian..im crappin with that mils and Mr orbiang potato now. damm funny..keep sayin that im very fierce hahas.
well` ive been thinking la. it seems that u know..u dont clear ur doubts before doingg anything which i detest the MOST!!!! wth.
11:36 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
sigh`. why m i always that bad in my luck. my sis had just misplaced my monster badge`. so sad..i like it alot..and yet..its gone`you see. if you dont cherish your stuffs. they would defintely leave u someday`. MY MONSTER !! its lost now. LOST OK!! wth. its such a miracle i didnt scream and bark at her. surprising i said : nvm la. lols she even wana buy me a new one yet i say : dun have to la..grrr` cant stand her man. either make spoil my stuffs or misplace them. watever.
dont feel like going online so often now. cause. its boring. but if i dont. someone would take a parang and chop off my head. hahas. like i care. i don't seemed to be bother about the things around me. im starting to get cold again. im afraid the old me is back again. i fear that i would do something wrong again`. what i know is. nobody can stop me from my decision right??
im rather interested in horoscope and stufffs like this. and i once did go buy one of those things and find out more. But last time. someone told me that fate wasnt control by anyone or anything. Fate is controlled by Urself. and that was what mainly i rmb from him.` dots..its rather true//.
Can u keep a secret??
10:35 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
dont feel like going online so often now. cause. its boring. but if i dont. someone would take a parang and chop off my head. hahas. like i care. i don't seemed to be bother about the things around me. im starting to get cold again. im afraid the old me is back again. i fear that i would do something wrong again`. what i know is. nobody can stop me from my decision right??
im rather interested in horoscope and stufffs like this. and i once did go buy one of those things and find out more. But last time. someone told me that fate wasnt control by anyone or anything. Fate is controlled by Urself. and that was what mainly i rmb from him.` dots..its rather true//.
Can u keep a secret??
10:35 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Monday, July 11, 2005
yiping's creationn` Joey's editonn. dang dang..im so clever lols. during f&n and Art lesson`.
u make me fear of u.
u wasnt like this.
thats not yuu.
sigh` i just cant stand this. i really verh BWG ok. thats what i saw first and thats what i saw i like it first!! and i still advertise to my neck. nvm..forget it. no point screaming down here. im gona get that asap, i DUN CARE and i DUN GIVE IT A DAMM alrite. lols.
yea..went home after the CT damm it. i went to write all about Chi-na stuffs. lols i love Chi-na so much that i wana advertise it in maii composition. wth? lol..at least i did write something to describe it. bleahs.. i think im suffering from a fever now. i hope my head burns up till 38 degree and i dunwan go skull` im sick.
what rubbish. u know? i never did anything that i felt so stupid before. im a dummbie. grrr` i didnt know i was after by alot of ppl after skull haha untill i board the bus and yanling told me haha. so sad. i went to KFC with strawbewi and banana. lalala =P i wana get some sleep.
u know? i like pilots// they looked so cool. i like them ever since i watch the '' chong shang yun xiao'' nice leii. must go watch..
8:45 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Sunday, July 10, 2005
people. tmr is his burthdayy`.
happy burthday darlingg`. muacks.
11:44 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
happy burthday darlingg`. muacks.
11:44 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
isnt it b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l?
maii-creationn*
joey*fiona*Lindy*yiting*tingfang*szeli e great*
The batgirl is gone. woohoos.
1:22 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
My poor eyes. still swollen. my daamm sis is laffing at me now. grrr` i wana punch her now. whatever. my eye hurts. and they looked so small. infact my eyes is already very small..unlike fiona's damm big and nice. lols and now when i smile. ppl couldnt see my eyes. =x they are so itchy. Next time i wouldnt want to eat anymore medicines or pills. everytime i eat. my eye swells. WTH` i dont see my sistas' havin a prob abt it. and its ONLY me.
today i planned to study my maths and english. yup. i hope the pain dont ever come again. cos if it does. im gona lie on the bed for the whole day like what i did yesterday`` SICK`
[ cause perfect isnt so perfect`]
12:32 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
today i planned to study my maths and english. yup. i hope the pain dont ever come again. cos if it does. im gona lie on the bed for the whole day like what i did yesterday`` SICK`
[ cause perfect isnt so perfect`]
12:32 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Friday, July 08, 2005
ok..im soo unblessed. im in great pain just now i and search high and low for the medicine. and i found it. i ate it together with the running nose pills and NOW..my damm eye lids are swollen like puffer fish. and it sucks. they are so itchy that i cant stop scratching. thanks to that medicine. i forgot im allergic to it. although it cured that unbearable pain. but it affect my eyes...a few donkey months ago` the same thing happens liddat. im down with fever and i anyhow go eat medicine. and my eyes swelled in skull` and i ask the doctor y. and he said im allergic to those stuffs and luckily i stop eating it. if not i will die` haha.
im so sick now. lying on the bed like a corpse. lols. before that i was kicking and messing up the house cos the pain led me to that.=s fuck. very itchy sia. fuck la.
4:26 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
im so sick now. lying on the bed like a corpse. lols. before that i was kicking and messing up the house cos the pain led me to that.=s fuck. very itchy sia. fuck la.
4:26 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Thursday, July 07, 2005
sigh` i went home straight after skull today..and..i saw lindy..and someone at the backk and i just walked away immediately. haha. im bad..lols. im a gud child. not a gud girl` haha.
ok..this morning i took wuye as weihong..haha. so gongg` nvm.
im so tired. tired tired tired of everything. ok..a few more mintues to my maths tution` maths again. mdm suliha or duno what always make the maths lessons so bored. infact. 1/2 of the class can fall alsp during her lesson.
went to the dental today. wakaka others took quite awhile to have their teeth examined by the dentist. but me!! haha..less than 3 mintues and im gone.wahaha. cause he says my teeth is perfectly alrite. hehe. i wana have braces!! couldnt think of anything. its so cheapo charlie. hias.
7:29 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
ok..this morning i took wuye as weihong..haha. so gongg` nvm.
im so tired. tired tired tired of everything. ok..a few more mintues to my maths tution` maths again. mdm suliha or duno what always make the maths lessons so bored. infact. 1/2 of the class can fall alsp during her lesson.
went to the dental today. wakaka others took quite awhile to have their teeth examined by the dentist. but me!! haha..less than 3 mintues and im gone.wahaha. cause he says my teeth is perfectly alrite. hehe. i wana have braces!! couldnt think of anything. its so cheapo charlie. hias.
7:29 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
ok..i just had my home tution with a gang of people from 4-7. bless me. for that 3 hrs i sat on that chair........luckily the lesson wasnt very dry la. haha`yupp`.ermm. i guessed something bad is gona happen next` it wasnt about me. its about mua friends i guessed..today we had ourr chinese lessons in the library. and i saw that person that i loathed. lol. idiots. do yoo think i give a damm on it? lols. ya..and fiona bought the hot chocolate and i took a few sips of it. tastes quite nice la.
if i were to say i wished that everything wasnt everything will anyone blame me for uttering rubbish? cause ive been thinking quite alot. and really i did.haa. perhaps its all fated to happen anyway. and i knew that thing too. to think ive no reaction ba`.
shuckks. tml had to go dental appointment` i hate it i hate it` i hate dentist. cause its not their mouth so they asked u to open ur mouth till the skin is gona tear. and they drill ur teeth like nobodi's business// i tell u tml im gona cry again.. cos i know the dentist will do something to my teeth..thats so hateful.i detest them` please..pray hard that they will treat my teeth will care. haha`.
nowadays i keep saying: whats that tong tong: shit man..its gona be a habit again. =s
i wana eat. to starve is a very sad thing. HAHA`
10:03 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
if i were to say i wished that everything wasnt everything will anyone blame me for uttering rubbish? cause ive been thinking quite alot. and really i did.haa. perhaps its all fated to happen anyway. and i knew that thing too. to think ive no reaction ba`.
shuckks. tml had to go dental appointment` i hate it i hate it` i hate dentist. cause its not their mouth so they asked u to open ur mouth till the skin is gona tear. and they drill ur teeth like nobodi's business// i tell u tml im gona cry again.. cos i know the dentist will do something to my teeth..thats so hateful.i detest them` please..pray hard that they will treat my teeth will care. haha`.
nowadays i keep saying: whats that tong tong: shit man..its gona be a habit again. =s
i wana eat. to starve is a very sad thing. HAHA`
10:03 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
allrite peeps. my hair really sucks. and now i've to bundle up my hair like an ah-soh liddat. and its gona ruin my hair in no time. can somebody help me cut off my hair. haha. ok.whatever.
hmm. today i was tricked by my GUD frens Lindy and tf. and they made me cry. they took away my beloved purse and said they lost it. and i cried. i cried not becus of my money. its becos of my purse. that hot pink post pet. grr~ u see im just a lil girl that gort tricked by always. BUT im going to grow smarter some day u see. hehe. and i tricked tf too. she no reaction de.lols. haha. yupp. today. it wasnt really a perfect day la. cos many things happened. cheer up girl`.
yippe yaya.
idiots of the idiots. me and my mei mei. she dont seemed to look like me .`
10:09 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
hmm. today i was tricked by my GUD frens Lindy and tf. and they made me cry. they took away my beloved purse and said they lost it. and i cried. i cried not becus of my money. its becos of my purse. that hot pink post pet. grr~ u see im just a lil girl that gort tricked by always. BUT im going to grow smarter some day u see. hehe. and i tricked tf too. she no reaction de.lols. haha. yupp. today. it wasnt really a perfect day la. cos many things happened. cheer up girl`.
yippe yaya.
idiots of the idiots. me and my mei mei. she dont seemed to look like me .`
10:09 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Monday, July 04, 2005
i saw loads of beady necklace todayy. it looks great on me. hahas. especially the one with pink and white. whoo` so style`..i dunwan go backk to skull` people in the skull are baddies. haha` what nonsense. i cant find anyother reasons for not going tuu skull* i bought something. which is very meaningfull` haha. lols. i dunwana goo skull. My hair sucks. skull sucks even more.` aha.
if i were a rich girl nanananananana``]]
9:44 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
if i were a rich girl nanananananana``]]
9:44 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Sunday, July 03, 2005
wakaka. it wasn't that bad havingg short hair. cos its something different` hehe. i just came across a song called '' if i were a rich girl nananana`] very nice. but don't know who gortt it..hehes.
yupp i've just changed my blogskin again`. isn't it nice? very sensual eh? hehes. yupp.i love it loads.
so romantic..` kekes. stopp.
hains. so bored. lindy's now askking me for comments on some blogskins..and my sis is hooking on some hongkong series. call what [ chong shang yun xiao] everything about areoplane,airport,air stewardess. etc. lols. seemed to be very interestingg`
my brain is goinn to burst.` have been thinking so muchh. yet gortt nth in my head.
stupidd. i onli gort 5 hair clips. isit gona fixed my hair? lol..i hope soo`.
7:39 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
yupp i've just changed my blogskin again`. isn't it nice? very sensual eh? hehes. yupp.i love it loads.
so romantic..` kekes. stopp.
hains. so bored. lindy's now askking me for comments on some blogskins..and my sis is hooking on some hongkong series. call what [ chong shang yun xiao] everything about areoplane,airport,air stewardess. etc. lols. seemed to be very interestingg`
my brain is goinn to burst.` have been thinking so muchh. yet gortt nth in my head.
stupidd. i onli gort 5 hair clips. isit gona fixed my hair? lol..i hope soo`.
7:39 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Saturday, July 02, 2005
i just cut my hair. and its shorter than yt's,szeli's fiona's tf's and almost the same as lindy's. nevermind. my sis went to cut too. i've to complete my chemistry wk by tuesday..and through skulldna. lols. and i've just completed my tution wk on coordinate geo. still left the variation` haha. duno what the heck is that. nevermind ltr go try trry and do`.
yesterday went to toa payoh.and to compass point` so boringg..then, that sengkang is like mountain liddat. wait for the bus untill wana vomit blood. and end up 11+ then reach home` i still think my hair suckss. lols.
1:16 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
yesterday went to toa payoh.and to compass point` so boringg..then, that sengkang is like mountain liddat. wait for the bus untill wana vomit blood. and end up 11+ then reach home` i still think my hair suckss. lols.
1:16 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Friday, July 01, 2005
yea. went to watch the War of the worlds with the 4peeps after skull` but sad to say, the show started at 1.30 and we reached there at 2. and i missed that lightning that struck onto the ground for 26 times [ that scene] i was soooo fed up` haha. den when we settle down, we only saw the movie started with a hole in the ground. and our dear yitingg tot that it was and earthquake.` haha. the show was nice` nicer than initial-d but Edison is better than tom cruise. wakaka. hmm. i think the show was nice. gort aliens that i think it looks like teletubies. and gortt one machine looks like a snake ` hehes. i gort loadsa comments. lols. The effect was superb` i love it. haha.
kekes. yea.after that me and yitingg went to the spectacle shop to adjust my new specs. den she say that the guy very cute. haha..i also think so la. hehes. yea. and then, went homee. and i advertise the princess to my sister. wakaka. lols.
sian` tml going to toa payoh. duno for what sia. over there also gortt nth to buy de. =x can i say i dunwana go? hha.obviously i'll get a big punch from my mother`. sighh`
i pray that monday, the rain doesn't fall on me. hehes.
11:36 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
kekes. yea.after that me and yitingg went to the spectacle shop to adjust my new specs. den she say that the guy very cute. haha..i also think so la. hehes. yea. and then, went homee. and i advertise the princess to my sister. wakaka. lols.
sian` tml going to toa payoh. duno for what sia. over there also gortt nth to buy de. =x can i say i dunwana go? hha.obviously i'll get a big punch from my mother`. sighh`
i pray that monday, the rain doesn't fall on me. hehes.
11:36 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
