together on a telephone line but living at the world's opposite ends.

Saturday, August 13, 2005

currently suffering from brain cancer or tumor. or some last stage illness.my head hurts. so giddy. sigh` tf aint no better, she sms me in the evening telling me that she's very weak and vomitting also nobodies at her hse. i was so worried and i wanted to go her place, luckily her mum came back. everyone is under depression. x(
feel as thou` im so cheap. faking smile and whatever faking nice attitude to people.
everytime i saw the backview of ur's. things kept my mind all occupied. entirely. i say it all out today. to lindy and i nearly drop tears, luckily i managed to cover it with my stupid smile agn- nobody knows anyway.
i baked the chicken pie today, NO MUSHROOMS, ms song forgot it all. nvm. well as usual i split it among e peeps la. too blend anway. after the rolling of so many dough and got myself in a mess with flour, i started to feel so tired and sleepy. maybe im too hyper at first. lols.and i was called the CAVE-MAN` just because i duno where's the main to the stove.
everywhere i go, theres a slight glimpse of this image. thou im looking forward to see it, yet thinking back, im stupid.
alright- the com idiot heres wants to play maple. yet she don't know how the hell to sign up. and actually this idiot here DL before this maple and yet, still don't know how to play, so she delete it off from her com. and now, trying to re-DL agn` wth- idiots of idiots-. currently waiting for Mr CLAYTOON to cycle home and help me with it. 10.24pm. still not back. ppl like kenneth already reached home long ago. xD anyway, that mushroom looks kinda of cute. like mario game. i like. can step on mushrooms.`x)
im so SLEEPY` i dunwan be panda.
anyway- i suck.
lalala. act happy = what i do. lols.

[[ never be the same agn

12:35 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.