together on a telephone line but living at the world's opposite ends.

Friday, August 05, 2005

yeahs. we had our class debate today, 3e5 vs 3e3` and we won. 3e3 won. - best speaker` harkrishan- she speaks V well. impressive. if i were to speak like a helicopter like what i did today in the bus. fio just can't catch what i says. haha. so let the helicopter slow down its speed. so ppl can get me. x) i don't know what happened to me today. all of a sudden i feel that im so lonely when im in the library. thou my friends are just around me. but i felt im all alone. so i kept quiet all along. i had a v heavy lunch at the mac and on the way back to skull i was sucking a lollipop. and my bag is so heavy and i feel like crawling over the fence to get into the sch// im so sda today, my f&n work is ruined by that lydia. x( the paper that i typed untill i can vomit blood and yet she step on it and even tore it. wtf.` im gona tear ur's next time when i see it flys down to the ground. no mercy-
sigh` im turning so nasty nowadays. am i? i don't even know myself too. a moment i can laugh and smile, another moment i'll turn cold and unfriendly. i tink im a very scary person.- i even fear of myself too.

[[ sometimes we had to risk in the dark to reach the light, but if i'd rather have i choice, i won't help myself out of this darkeness ]]

can someone date me just out?? bring me out??!!
im so lonely-
x(

10:42 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.