how sad, nobody dates me out, nobody brings me out. x( due to the last minute changes, i was left at home, rotting at home. the whole day gone just liddat. i did nothing at all today, except for staring into blank spaces and thinking. so lonely and depress.think im suffering from depression- nobody cares anyway. my parents dun care and don't even talk about my sis. they just can't be bothered with me. sometimes i just hope i can flung myself out from this 13th floor house. i feel as thou im octrazied. really. feel so empty- i used to smile alot alot, what have i become to? someone who lost her own smile. sigh` is this what i m used to be? i choose to be like this- no regrets- life is free. for now and forever.
i don't wish to say that i regret. cause i hate that feeling.
10:42 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
reach my prismic soul.
Joey Wan
250890 VESPERIAN' i am.
i fly & shine with my mates You'r on my heart just like a tattoo.
xoxo.