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Monday, October 31, 2005
omg. my hands are so itchy. fio, i wana play pool.

my route was running away. and your's is coming closer. im at a lost. at that instance, i felt rather happy to hear what u say. But. if i were to go on for another step, is that a mistake? thats what im afraid of. i thought ive sorted all out clearly. in the end..leaving behind a pile of confusion.

yes. let everything move on its on. u wana smile at me. come ahead.

will i ever meet someone who understands what im trying to say? haha. who can find the sacred key to open all the doors of the enchanted soul?

waiting` i make no regrets. - <33//

11:46 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



so. finally i know whats all about all along`. its not a lie. its just a misunderstanding.

hmm. boring day`. took randal's car to school with ken today. the atmosphere is abit of weird. haha. after that. i watch randal get his hair sprayed. haha. damm funny! well. i almost fell asleep in class today. and i cant write properly either. my handwriting sucks. only when i get together with my gfs den im more sparked up!

my poor arm got vandalised by lindy!!!! haha! twice already. poor hand. during mt. we watched a very cartoon de cartoon show. very touching`

i think im gona gain weight. haha! cos im so free that i just eat sleep and do nothing else. people. im so darn bored. please take me out and play like every saturday!!!! x)

tomatoes mood = shalalala`

7:12 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



omg. my hands are so itchy. fio, i wana play pool.

my route was running away. and your's is coming closer. im at a lost. at that instance, i felt rather happy to hear what u say. But. if i were to go on for another step, is that a mistake? thats what im afraid of. i thought ive sorted all out clearly. in the end..leaving behind a pile of confusion.

yes. let everything move on its on. u wana smile at me. come ahead.

will i ever meet someone who understands what im trying to say? haha. who can find the sacred key to open all the doors of the enchanted soul?

waiting` i make no regrets. - <33//

7:18 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Sunday, October 30, 2005
aha! its clement's burthday todayy` hee. happy birthday boy.

hmm. yupp. went out with clement randal kenneth yanling and fiona. such a wonderful day. played so much today. we went to orchard to get my pink pink bag which fiona wanted to buy for my birthday! tanks darling<33.>
yeahs and we headed off to bedok, to play pool` or duno whats that call. me fio and yanling's such an embarrassment. haha. the prob is we dont even know how to aim properly. and i started with hitting the bloody black ball into the hole. -.-'' aha. and i even sprained my finger!!! =x
after that we leave the guys to play their pool or whatever. den we the 3 girls went to drive car!!! arcade de. yeahs. so fun. that crasy yanling screamed like hell. hahas. funny.i came in first. hahaha!
clement treated us to pasta mania. yummy` hahas. i was so bloated and the peeps suggested for a walk. and agn..to the arcade. me and fio vs each other for street fighter. i lost! wth? haha. i don't know what the hell is that. randal and kenneth played bomber man` haha. nice nice. clement went for his time crisis. also dont know wth is that. haha. anyway. he's a pro in that. -.- haa.

got home at about 10+? hahas. and started mapling. wth. i died agn`. haha.
orbis got big white mao mao. so CUTE!!! and penguin. i hate pixie. so noisy` anyway. monsters in here sucks. cos they are too noisy! hahahaha. -.- #seven went off to sleep. she misses her bed more than any other stuffs.
its 12.00 am now. tank god. cya. muahs*
i love fiona! <3

1:00 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Thursday, October 27, 2005
ive been asking myself. why m i into this stuffs which actually i don't really care or concerned about? sometimes i feel as though im some sort of entertainment to some people. but im not`

lala. im so mad. im so bored till i went to slp at 9. freaking early. actually i dozed off.
well, my results is just nana. no changes. yup. overall i make it to 4e3 next year. heehee.*
and my mom was quite pleased with the result. lala-
SO BORED! i wana go shopping! somebody pei me go ` hahas.

damm it. its better to be what i used to be. cos i know thats not for me. and im not going for anywhere, to who, or whatever. yar. thats me- its like this all along. so its not surprising to see why i respond in this manner.

10:56 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Tuesday, October 25, 2005
sigh`. im living in fearr for these few days. im so stressed. though exams are over, yet i don't know whether will i get promoted or not. lol! im so tired. my throat feels weird. i guess im sick! u know. its a very pathetic thing to live without money. im so sad. im broke. lol. no choice. still had to bear with it. xP

yeah. went to the science centre today. so s u c k y- its so boring. i mean we've went to that place since???? just like the zoo. hang around with lindy and whatever benches we saw, we just sat there and chit chat, gossip like aunties. thats our usual routine. not to blame. and then its so warm outside. at last we got onto the bus and i fell aslp which i almost fell off my seat too. so embarrassed. :x hmm. what else..reached school and ate mac. and rained heavily. wth? why m i typing nonsense here?!

oh ya! fio started playing maple! yeahs. playing with her today. so funny. her char is so cute! :)
it took so long for me to level. its so tiring. im so ugly ` godd
im so bored. somebody. take me out and play. i don't wana face all these alone. i really don't want to.

i got myself a very very clear mind, and im so damm proud of it. LOL!!! really! no joke :x



sometimes. we just have to think with logic. and everything seemed so simple just like a paper without colours.`
sometimes its better to be a dollie. so she won't have feelings, she won't know what is happy and what is sad. perhaps her heart might not get broken into pieces and just the plain smile on its face.


vexed on the inside___*`

11:16 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Monday, October 24, 2005
im so tanned now` godd. so warm.
went swimming at about 1? haha. and in the end im the one that turned so black!!!!
since when i last swam? haha. maybe last years junee? so long agoo`
we met the " wah lau eh " this guy. erm. he swims in a funny manner which i can see very clearly! and he's very red! haha! then serene and her frens came. i didnt really see her. cause i cant see clearly in the first place. haha!!!

sigh` tomorrow im gona conduct lessons in 1N3 . want my life isnt it? haha. nvm i bet haikal and fio will do a better job then me` xP

so freak out. muscles aching like hell` aye. its been so long since i last exercised.not to blame.

so confused-

9:03 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



u know whats the feeling of being caught and locked up in the cage?
like a small birdie that loses its freedom forever?
i saw how far the world was, yet i never get close to it
was that my ending?
im always waiting`
waiting for someday that im totally free`
however, certain things kept me out of nowhere...
i want it all back` back to me`

12:18 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Sunday, October 23, 2005
damm bored` thats not like me at all.
freak. im in such a " bad mood ". don't know why. so pissed. whatever i do, i`ll get freaking comments from people. hello? im such a torn in your eye? fuck off, duno why i got such different treatments.

duh. im bored`
gona drown myself tml. suddenly i forgot how to swim
FREAK`

11:53 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Thursday, October 20, 2005
sigh` im so disappointed. i flung my "first" geo paper which i pinned all my hope on. and the subject which i don't even understand much and with the least confidence was social studies, got a nice pass. lol. what a joke anyway. i felt gre8 to see that result.

e-maths, as usual. haha. well, at least ive put in effort.
yeah. im so proud of my ss and physics. lol! thou i didnt do it very well, but i think its the first time i got those results.
i got trashed down by two papers today. my beloved chem. very saddening. why isit that im so bad in chemistry. lol.
well. and geography. i ought to score better!!! fiona too. we got the same marks. besties indeed! lol.
god. why m i so crappy` duh`. okay. i passed my combined science! hahaha. v. happy.
yep. went off with randal kenneth and clement tgt with fiona for bugis in hunting of presents. hehehe.
yiting` u'r so lucky! cos im the one who choose your presents! hehe. well. im sure u will like it. x)
im so hungry, starving like mad. i wana eat steamboat!
u know? i wana swim!!!!! monday. fio and szeli! i wan swim! hehe x)

im so damm broke. where's the god of fortune. did yew saw me?? i need your help!!!! haha. im so seven* at least better den FAM MA DA hahaha. that wan ar. lame queen. so seven* lol!!!!
hahas.- yeahs. happy burthday yiting in advance! love ya loads!

8:01 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



hey peeps. im so bored.
u know. ive been " chionging" maple and finally a lvl 30 ; ice mage. tatas
yup. went to bugis with ms FAM MA DA today. she went to pierce her ear. and i was. alamak. terrified. looks painful haha.yepp. shopped for yp's burthday present. and bought some usual bangles and stuffs. so cheap. ang got myself broke as usual//

come on` im so free now. nothing's for me to do. school's boring. home sucks even more. its better to get out and play everyday!!

12:53 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Saturday, October 15, 2005
superglue is so powerful. this morning i wanted to glue back some stuffs and i took out the superglue. and the cap was so tight that i was plucking it and it spilled all over my palm =x and it made my hands so rough. so i scratched it all off. resulting cuts on my palm. so pain`. lol. so lame.

too engross with maple and went out late today. lala. 27 //
im so tired- poa nono`. aiming for A1 like lindy said. haha.
sigh`. its just aint right. aye. cant be bothered

nobody reads my blog sob sob.` x(

who do i like? haha. this is a real weird questionn` lol

11:19 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



see? im right. my prediction is right. how could anybody be so lame until to tell two stories of the same? and its just so fake. cant stand ur hot and coldness. whatever shit. u get back to ur own lala story thingy, continue ur double tales and i wana see what can u come up with next .i cant be bothered. cos im enlightened. going to nunnery-

anyway- ive never gone in. so i did not lose at all. and u never go into it as well and its never.

12:37 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Friday, October 14, 2005
im feeling sooo. speechless. cos i just duno what the hell had happened to me. all that great big damm thing. well. its all a misunderstanding. yeah. i don't care , i don't know , i don't hear, neither do i want to see.

talked so much with yt today. and i think i got the answer. it is actually so simple that i didnt even know. i realised im such a fool. i shouldnt have go think about it so much. nana.

bought another bracelet. black and white. nice. i like it. square square pattern de. sigh` i dunwan to cut my nails!!! =x

ARGH! im rotting!
my blog is rotting!
my life is Rotting and my studies is rotting!

10:18 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



lala. exams are gona be over soon` left with poa. hehes. im so broke now. craving for money $ haha. i wana go shopping! i wana buy loads of stuffs!! CLOTHES especially. ,lala. i regained my freedom. dodo.

well, ive straighten my thoughts now. whats the use of holding to something that doesnt belong to me or clinging on me when others wana to take away from me? yar. im giving up. yes im. brave girl wanabe* muahs. i wont wan to turn to look back anymore. cos im looking forward for the futuree. xP

oh cus i duno
i duno what he's after
but he's so beautiful
such a beautiful disaster.

lala. waiting for some kind of miracle. so long`
never gona be the same anymore!

2:55 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Wednesday, October 12, 2005
[ [ wana be that dollie girl in your heart ] ]

i didnt know so much until today. i always thought that you are someone who know me so well that without speaking you would know how i feel. i guess i was wrong. i didnt know that u'r like that.
disappointed.

dollie.

11:33 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



happy is because there will be not more stress and nightmares
sad is because bad news is coming and i know it
depress is because you spoke too much
anger is because i dont wana face anymore facts
jealousy is because im feeling uneasy
curious is because i wana know your everything
broken up is also because of you

wana scream!!! my head is splitting. whatever.
talk to me no more. =x

3:01 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Friday, October 07, 2005

me and my girl`


got one pimple on my face. so ugly! sigh` so stress and fucked up. u know. whats the feeling of being used by others. but its not being used as well. cant put into words properly.
my mind is in a great whirl`. in a damm state of confusion.`


kelly clarkson- Because of you
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
, You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray to far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray to far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
Im ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
very nice song aint it? my fave`

12:34 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Wednesday, October 05, 2005
im so upset and pissed off today.
went home alone and quarrelled with my mama.
and saw a very terrible stuff which made my blood boil.


fuck off

5:02 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Monday, October 03, 2005
i dont blog very often now. lost interest somehow. haha. hmm. my mood swings very fasts and im just mad? haha` dont know. something kept appearing in my mind. so strong that nothing can wear it off` how i wish i dont have anymore troubles, confusion and doubts.
i wana study` i wana concentrate. things stuffs get lost. please.

11:28 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Sunday, October 02, 2005
im such a good girl today` i went to study with yiting the whole afternoon`. yepp. at least something got into my retarded brain` feeling exceptional high`
we went to the library which is fully packed and we went to bugis's national library and we found out that we can do our self study there, so we went back to tampines and back into the library. this time we just find any bench and place our butts on it and started our revision` and something stupid happened, im so hungry that my stomach growled. lol` yiting heard that. and her stomach growl too`.we both were so hungry and we went to kfc to had our " dinner" haha then, study at the same time. x) haha. yepp` after that we hang around century and went home.

lalala` im still me`.

9:41 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



hmm. yesterday went out with tf to complete the chinese blog thingy` so ma fan`
straight after school, we both took taxi to her hse. after she bathed we went off to orchard. our heaven. haha` walking around heeren and we got stopped by the imodelling thingy` and they got our numbers. hahas. lol` then, bought some stupid stuffs, eat eat, take pictures and went off. haha. im mad today.`

12:55 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



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