together on a telephone line but living at the world's opposite ends.

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

sigh`. im living in fearr for these few days. im so stressed. though exams are over, yet i don't know whether will i get promoted or not. lol! im so tired. my throat feels weird. i guess im sick! u know. its a very pathetic thing to live without money. im so sad. im broke. lol. no choice. still had to bear with it. xP

yeah. went to the science centre today. so s u c k y- its so boring. i mean we've went to that place since???? just like the zoo. hang around with lindy and whatever benches we saw, we just sat there and chit chat, gossip like aunties. thats our usual routine. not to blame. and then its so warm outside. at last we got onto the bus and i fell aslp which i almost fell off my seat too. so embarrassed. :x hmm. what else..reached school and ate mac. and rained heavily. wth? why m i typing nonsense here?!

oh ya! fio started playing maple! yeahs. playing with her today. so funny. her char is so cute! :)
it took so long for me to level. its so tiring. im so ugly ` godd
im so bored. somebody. take me out and play. i don't wana face all these alone. i really don't want to.

i got myself a very very clear mind, and im so damm proud of it. LOL!!! really! no joke :x

sometimes. we just have to think with logic. and everything seemed so simple just like a paper without colours.`
sometimes its better to be a dollie. so she won't have feelings, she won't know what is happy and what is sad. perhaps her heart might not get broken into pieces and just the plain smile on its face.

vexed on the inside___*`

11:16 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.