Friday, October 07, 2005
me and my girl`
got one pimple on my face. so ugly! sigh` so stress and fucked up. u know. whats the feeling of being used by others. but its not being used as well. cant put into words properly.
my mind is in a great whirl`. in a damm state of confusion.`
kelly clarkson- Because of you
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
, You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray to far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray to far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
Im ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
very nice song aint it? my fave`
12:34 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
