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Tuesday, November 29, 2005

how do we looked? we cant be twins T.T cuz yiting is far too prettie than ME!!! =P

lala` okis. heard that fiona got her hair done. today! yepp. another beautiful girl`. tingfang is going on the 1st dec. yepp`.followed by yiting` imagine the six of us. coming to school tgt with nice nice hair on the first day of school? hahaha. okay. im mads.

alright. today, the 4 went out. me szeli lindy and tf. i poked tf's pimple! haha` and she was groaning away. we went to bugis and shopped for lindy's clothes. and she finally got a few from bugis street. and i got one too. x) haha. 6 bucks. how cheap!!!! then, i bought lindy a black top with a very sexy cut behind at the back!! she looked so great with it. haha.

okis. im done with this post. cya.



4:27 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Monday, November 28, 2005
woots` today , we met each other again , yeah? Lindy's hair is so straight at the back . haha. Nice , beautiful lady`. we had our guzheng cum not guzheng. coz all the peeps went to school for nothing. the instructor had no time for us , so teacher sent us ALL HOME. lol. great joke. on the way out of school , we bumped onto the group of guys. haha. and professor rain kns. LOL.

i don't know why fiona left with szeli. so yiting went on with me tgt with Lindy and tingfang. we hanged around tampines area and shopped! x) i bought a pink pink flower clip-on earrings that i wana buy so much. haha` finally i got it. yepp, after that , yiting, lindy and i bought a set of comb and mirror! Mickey stuffs. how nice! then, i bought a tube , for my clothes. yay! haha. okay. i spent so much today. i haven got enough! lindy and i was eyeing for another shirt in the mickey shop in CS . and i saw this mickey rectangle leather style bag. 32 bucks. ehem. haha. (: well , shopping is just the nature of teenage girls like us.

im so sad. my forehead got a PIMPLE!!!! i hate it! darn hair. all the hair's fault. Lindy's gona have it too. HAHA!!

im just too ugly! bless me!

9:16 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



its such ` a beautiful disaster.

hiya peeps! went to toa payoh in the noon to have high tea or lunch at sakura restuarant. the salmond taste rather nice. fresh. raw. x) then , i ate the clams or don't know whats that called. haha. not bad too. i think im such`a idiot. everyday go round tasting food. lol! can i be a gourmet? yepp, then i saw this very nice bag with a lady on it , i looked so tai-tai style with that handbag , then , my mom don't wana get me one. how sad. then i saw the mickey mouse watch!!!! i wana get myself one! xP yepp yepp!

sad news. My sis is going for thailand too. my aunt sponser her! thats not very fair. now im all left in spore. how sad. and im gona stay at my ah ma hse for that period of time. THATS NOT FAIR. I CANT GET TO SHOP! T_T NOT FAIR MAN. MY HEAD IS ON BIG BIG FIRE! and what pissed me the most is , my mom said : aiya u have to go work with your uncle. so is too bad. " lol. so sour man` thats wth my mom says. argh. whatever. if i work and i got my money , i shop like hell and she would be jealous. LOL nenenee.

yuck. my hair is such`a bother. i cant sleep, eat , properly. go everywhere , the hair just cant stop flying around. messing up my vision. aye. Lindy's hair is also done. tata. tml i wana see her! and My one and only lovely fiona is back! i missed her so damm much. budden i ps her to orbis. sorrie about that yeah? hehe.

hmm. well , tml there is guzheng lesson. okay. i think im gona get scolding as usual. cos im just too dumb at learning. wakakas. crap` lol. tatas. off to erm. slp.

12:00 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Saturday, November 26, 2005
hmm. i need to work. so poor thing right.? but then, got money!!! then i can go shopping with my girlfriends, thats so great. i just recieved the letter for the edusave bursary award. top 25 % how sad. but then, got money take!!! yay!! i think fiona should get the top 5% and szeli will be the top 10%? or 15%? haha. yay! all get money!! im in love with money! -.- whatever.

i think im mad. i painted my 1o nails BLACK. ahaha. den i cut away my nails. now, they looked like burnt potato nails. haha. okay, its lame.

i went to watch HARRY POTTER yesterday night. although i didnt watch the previous ones , but i think its still quite a nice show? everything about magic. so fancinating` lol. not bad .if i
were to fly with a broom man`. great. lol.
im just out of control. haha. so les with lindy` my darling. x) i miss fiona!!! she went to m'sia. i missed her loads.!! my mom and sis is leaving for thailand. wth? den i was left at home! to work like chi-na maid. T_T poor me!!!

i just saw in the newspaper the limited edition MICKEY MOUSE HANDPHONE!!!! so cutee! im gona get one. cuz, erm. i spoilt mine! ahha! xP

tatas. buhbyee. love me just for me <3

12:40 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Thursday, November 24, 2005
why do people look back when they lost something?
why do people regret after they made a choice?
why do people cry after they lost someone special?
why do people don't cherish the one they loved?
` im just one of the people inside.



12:40 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Wednesday, November 23, 2005
hiya peeps! i missed u guys. aha. alright. i just enjoyed myself with my buddies at chalet. that was totally great ! we drink, drank and drunk. haha. beer and whiskey. first time. nice thou`. ying and me got too high till we disturb daryl. haha` yupp` and we spend our time crapping and playing cards. i learnt how to play cheat and power 99 !! haha. yesterday night, we had our bbq. big thank you to daryl's mom. the meat was so delicious and we finished it all. midnite bbq. haha`. on the first night, i was so tired and partly becus of the beer i think. so i fell asleep on the bed while ying and yanling slept below the mattress. and when i woke up, i got a big fright, i saw 4 guys squeezing on the other bed and sleeping beside me. poor them. haha. now. my waist is in damm pain. cos i didnt slp properly last night. haha. fun time !

this afternoon. i went to get my hair done. i spend 4 hours on a chair. but then, i got those nice result. haha!! my hair. when i was on my way back, fiona saw me!!!! not fun at all. no surprise. haha. ok. im lame. okis. tata. off to gengi sushi!!!! muahs.

my sweetest revenge is awaiting for me. =P

7:33 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.




its all about us - x)

They say,
Don't trust,
You, me,
We, us,
So we'll fall,
We must,
Just you, me,
And it's all about,
It's all about It's all about us, all about us It's all about, all about us
All about us
There's a theme that they can't touch'cause you know (us)
It's all about us, all about us It's all about, all about us
All about us
Run away if we must'cause you know (us)It's all about us (It's all about us)
It's all about us (It's all about us)
And no-one can touch (It's all about us)It's all about usIf they hurt you,
They hurt me too,So we'll rise up,
Won't stop,
And it's all about,It's all about, It's all about us, all about us It's all about, all about us
All about us
There's a theme that they can't touch'Cause you know (us)
It's all about us, all about us It's all about, all about us
All about us
Run away if we must'Cause you know (us)
It's all about us (It's all about us)It's all about us (It's all about us)
And no-one can touch (It's all about us)It's all about us
They don't know,They can't see,Who we are
,Fear is the enemy,Hold on tight,
Hold on to me,'Cause tonight, It's all about us,It's all about, all about us
There's a theme that they can't touch'Cause you know (us)It's all about us,
all about us It's all about, all about us
All about us
There's a theme that they can't touch'Cause you know (us) It's all about us, all about us
It's all about, all about us
All about us
Run away if we must'Cause you know (us)It's all about us (It's all about us)
It's all about us (It's all about us)And no-one can touch (It's all about us)
It's all about us!
It's all about us

11:29 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Monday, November 21, 2005
we'r just a coincidental occurance. our memory can be kept and can be erased as well.
it is just not mine`. i smile to see a brighter tomorrow. not because of you`
its not just goodbye , but just goodbye forever. . .



1:16 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Sunday, November 20, 2005
i think all along, im just a substitution. to put in place and take over the other. im torn up. very torn up`. im not that lady who lives in a beautiful kingdom and lead a luxurious life. im not that her. im just an ordinary girl walking in the street...

can somebody listen to my thoughts?


2:55 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



im a happy girl (:
off to some relaxation` tralalas. find me no more. x)

2:30 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



hiya` i don't know why i blogged so much where it seems that nobody's reading. haha. whatever. alright. today we had our performance at elias cc. where we got two slot. one is in the mid-afternoon. another is in the evening. well, the first performance was like shit! perhaps we don't get used to it or what. and so and so. then, we chiong for food. haha. after that the 6 maddies went around pasir ris with that chi-na costume and parade. we waved as thou we like miss universe. lol` whatever. and stuffs. haha. mads people.

the evening peformance was more grand` so when it was our turn. we were like...and when i got ready my stuffs. i turn my head back to help others and i got 1/2 of my face hit by fam yitings guzheng. damm pain`. wana cry. budden i ren la. haha. lol. after the performance. i got temporary depression mood. lol. yeah. suddenly don't feel like talking. haha` and we went home`. thats all`

can i get my earthquake pls? hehe yiting must pay for this! she LOST to me for a BET. haha.

` its not mine ; no use grabbing hold of it
` i learn how to let go ; therefore i will not feel the pain anymore
` ilove;ihate;ismile;icry
` thatsme.


i wana be yr rocka diva ; i wana be yr vintage doll`

12:26 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Friday, November 18, 2005
hiya! im getting used to it peeps. the way u walked past me gave u out. how sad. a pr gone. lol. thats hilarious. Everything had gone back to its starting point, its u and its me again. as thou we didnt know each other.if i knew the ending is gona be like this, i rather not have it at the start . so ironic x) im gona shut this crap.

Last day of school. nothing special, except seeing those peeps that i don't wana see. After school, sl and i went home. while tf and lindy went to fio's hse. and play i think? hahs. ok whatever. maple #37 i wana wear moonlight le. and i won szeli. lol. -.-?

the day u went away..
i lost the key to the heart`
cuz i dunwana unlock it again`
nobody would ever find the key to the heart again. nobody...x)

7:41 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



after three days of thinking. i really get it all right this time! actually , i ve to thank someone. this person really made me refresh my brain. yar. and i finally got some stuffs completely deleted from my mind. thank you.` yupp`. im okay now. i guess. *winks.

hmm. let me see. tml is the last day of school. can i skipped it? cos i don't wana face that mdm sharul. who knows whether will she want me dead. haha. i messed up my whole life. and all i do is maple. cant help it. i used to tell peeps that : life's full of wonders. its not boring. but im wrong i guess. x) aha. im crapping away. so sorry. cus i just recover from some stuffs. anyway. im just bored.

argh` im mad. i painted my nails red. bloody red. looks so cool. then, my sis said it sucks and pervertic. so i got it off. and got it PINK agn!!! xP going for rebonding on the 24th. aha. im sick. hahs. i got scolded in maple by this eggtarty. she scold me :siao. wth man. i afk she also want complain. shit u la. argh` whatever. everyone says im siao. aha.

i shut my eyes and everything seemed to be nothing again. and my smile is back.

12:03 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Wednesday, November 16, 2005
today, i put up a smile to school, like some other days. infact. very normal. i was forced to. i went to watch a movie as i thought i could escape from home and those sad stuffs. thou the movie was damm nice and romantic, but that couldn't do much to recover my mood and feelings. i went back home, nobody bothers about me, as if im transparent. so i do my whatever stuffs on my own. then, i duno wth she want. there she come negiociate and come lecture me. she said she's a failure i answered back : nobody says u are a failure. she said i seemed to dislike her alot : i said : i didnt ever say i hated u. whatever. im so fucked up and attitude. first time i didntt give in to her. i screamed at her like mad. i want to die. living in this world gives me hell. what for?! SCREAMING OUT MY LUNGS TO FEEL BETTER. I CANT TAKE IT ANY LONGER!

10:39 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Tuesday, November 15, 2005
im so freaking sad!!!!!

3:28 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Monday, November 14, 2005
i don't like this at all. i hate everything. i don't like to hate. but i really dislike what im now.
u make me walk out of this everything, now? i think im left in there again. im so damm confused. one went away, the other came back. wtf u guys wan?!

what the fucking hell. my mom sucks. she really sucks. i dont' know what the fuck i did ,made her dislike me so darn much. u don't like me isit? throw me away then, i have enough of you people. you guys are not happy then like to show people attitude. HELLO? m i ur dustbin that collect your stupid fucking mood? pls la. scram out of my sight okay. throw me away. i hope u do. living in the world brings me only hell. HELL ya.

10:03 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Sunday, November 13, 2005
just came home from the singapore expo food exhibition`. hmm. nothing much. hate sunday. it sucks. too bored for me. and today. i don't seemed to be a right mood?! hahs. okay.whatever.

nahlalala`. WHATEVER WHATEVER WHATEVER. I HATE YOU MAN! ALAMAK. [ U'R MY MISTAKE ]( i quote frm fiona (:) ahaha. xO
don't ever take me as some stuffs that can cure ur boredrom or whatever okay. shut that crap la. IVE ENOUGH` WTF. IM SO PISSED OUT OF NO REASON. SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO TORN APART`- x(

7:05 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Saturday, November 12, 2005
haha. yesterday was such a beautiful day for me. school was nothing special except we got released eariler. at 12. yupp. after that. we went to ah nei's hse. ad play!!!! hehe. firstly. the 3 freaks of course [ me szeli and fio ] got hang to maple and left yiting alone and she started to feel bored so i painted her nails for her. blue and green. style can! haha. and i help fiona too. szeli did mine. nicely. except the thumb. seriously damaged. hehe. yar. poor me. like maid liddat. =x then, we went to play badminton. and this is where me and yiting started our laughing maddess. cos we two idiots don't have a sense of direction and we always missed our shot. haha. and i play until i cut my finger without notice. (:

after which. we went back and took alot of candid fotos. wahahas. very nice. gotta show ya some. next time



1:08 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Thursday, November 10, 2005
ive no idea what my heart and mind wants, seriously in a state of darkness.
sometimes we seemed so close, and yet a moment, we drifted apart.
i know , im sick. cause i don't want to make a choice ; i don't want to regret as well. living in a confusion. from your eyes, i thought i saw a sense that i can rely on you. but , im afraid.
anyway, i just cant catch wth u'r thinking. so sorrie. perhaps we should not get involved. xP

YAY!!! tml i going to ah nei`s hse! hahas. yiting, me and szeli wana do great nails. wakakass. mads girls in the town. cheerios. so bored. now im competing art wid one person. anyway i won! hahahaha.

im a happy girl`
I wana live happily ever after.!!!!
mads mads.

7:42 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Tuesday, November 08, 2005
pissed off now.- fed up!!!! argh!!!!

11:31 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Monday, November 07, 2005
what the heck, what isit mean by tag is broken?! sigh` ive typed such long post and because of the " tag is broken " so my post cant be published. therefore. once agn, retype. xP

rich taitai wanabe*
lol- pro afk = hazelnutties. maple freak = zoif, dc queen = Jooo , maple chiong = huu36
aha. arent they familiar. xP

okay. started off with a darn 5 min slow watch, and it got me late and fio was waiting for me and yt like hell. haha! sry about that. coincidentally, we saw dem. Chem lesson, my hp flung out of my bag. my heart broke. omg` luckily mrs yoong didnt focus that much. cause she's busy teaching. Chinese lessons is the gathering of the 6 of us. i liked it the best where the 6 idiots sit tgt and crap. anyway, its all the usual routine. sort of boring.

i think i found myself a job. my cousin and aunty had to go phil. and ive to take over the job. not bad. one week gt 1oo bucks. why not. im so damm desperate about money. so i could shop and whatever whatever. anyway. my mom decided to leave me and kat for thailand tgt with jean. wth? they go have fun and leave we twoo alonee. to rot? wth`

aye. maple lvl 35. damm slow! sigh`. clayton cheated my feelings. haha! i gave him a kumbi for free.! not till lindy say i can sell for a few hundred k. i scream like mad. omg. anyway. he owe me a dark moonlight! i want that! and red whip! but all super ex leh. x( hee.

10:11 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



aye. so bored. rich taitai wanabe.*

i think ive got myself a work. cuz my cousin and aunty is going back to phil. den i have to take our to help out. so i will get money money money! omg. im so money minded. yeahs. if i managed to work. means on week 1oo bucks. gre8. haha!

okok. start off this morning with a darn slow 5 min watch. and i got myself late. fio was waiting for me and yt like mad. mus be. and coincidentally we saw dem. lala. after that chem class. idiot! my hp flung out of my bag and fell to the floor. my heart ache.

aye. maple. got problem. i cant play! lvl 35 hoho. damm slow. as what daryl and clayton describe me : she play play and hang there, play play den stand there. x( hahs. but im liddat. hehe.
clayton cheated my feelings. ahaha. i give him kumbi for FREE? how can. until lindy told me can earn afew hundred k den i scream like mad. wah piang. anyway. he owe me a dark moonlight. wakakas. i want dark moolight! xP whatever. im just crapping and letting time to pass by`.

sigh`. all the shit im doom for. i got myself into this, cant blame the others. the doom tomato. falling back into the same old pace.`

my world seemed to be like a piece of white paper, so plain. till now. it had been coloured by someone-


9:51 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Saturday, November 05, 2005
poor fiona. don't get too sad over somethings like that, its not worth it. =)

hiya! these few days are so sweet sour bitter. nahs. i cant be bothered actually. cause i thought of nothing now. my mind is so blank like paper without colours. is there someone who can paint it with colours? it seemed that there is. but it is so unsure.

FIND BACK MY MOOD shun ppl

10:12 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Friday, November 04, 2005
woke up with a sms.! haha. anyway. tanks for waking me up` =P <33>

today`. the guzheng girls woke up so darn early to school just to perform to some " kids." alamak. i could sleep more u know that. sigh` then, i escape from the f&n. cause i really don't know how to bake cupcakes. haha! so i ran home to maple. and sleep. x)

so boring. my hols are so packed. performances, chalet, schooling, bbq-ing,salon-ing, wana working`. lol since when i got so much donkey time to waste. haha. i haven get my report book yet. hee. anyway. not interested in taking too.

my life's in a big great mess.

Thinking very very hard.

omg.
I WANA SLEEP!



1:31 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Wednesday, November 02, 2005
hows this skinn? looks kinda dancing queen style haha. came upon this blogskin in the late morning. and fam ma da mistook that girl and said it was me. HAHA. lindy say that too. lol. -.-
if i do have the time, i really want to go back for the dance* latin dancer wanabe lol!

i wasted my whole afternoon. in bed. woke up at 10? and played maple and got driven by somebody to go and sleep cos im sick. yeahs. keep sneezing non-stop. my nose is falling`
for the whole day im hugging the tissue box. T_T poor me. since when i last got sick? haha.

went out the whole day yesterday. with my mom, sis and aunt. lol. shopped the whole hell at bugis street. i got a super short skirt. with a big froggy below. very cute!!! my sis got her clothes too. maybe this time round. we'r gona change abit of our dressing plans. haha. lol!

ayee. these few days. i met changes. things aren't like before, where i can ignore. and leave it alone`. its just like a beautiful disaster? i don't know whether to smile or frown. haha. anyway. since it is here, why not?
i just found out why i moved house. terrible. horrible. x( thank god. we've left.

sometimes, i do think, what if it was all just lies? what will i do? will i get sad over that?
as for me, i rather smile to take all the rest of the stuffs. i don't really take into consideration how people looked at me. cos they never get to judge me. x)

sigh`. how m i gona solve these?! hahahaha. happy thou` lol.
yeahs. tml goingg out agn. i love my aunty<33


# looking back makes me feel so empty
# the future seemed so unsure
# which way m i heading to?
[25] im lost`




10:57 PM
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I DONT KNOW`
I WANA SLEEP`
IM SICK.

2:24 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



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