today, i put up a smile to school, like some other days. infact. very normal. i was forced to. i went to watch a movie as i thought i could escape from home and those sad stuffs. thou the movie was damm nice and romantic, but that couldn't do much to recover my mood and feelings. i went back home, nobody bothers about me, as if im transparent. so i do my whatever stuffs on my own. then, i duno wth she want. there she come negiociate and come lecture me. she said she's a failure i answered back : nobody says u are a failure. she said i seemed to dislike her alot : i said : i didnt ever say i hated u. whatever. im so fucked up and attitude. first time i didntt give in to her. i screamed at her like mad. i want to die. living in this world gives me hell. what for?! SCREAMING OUT MY LUNGS TO FEEL BETTER. I CANT TAKE IT ANY LONGER!
10:39 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
reach my prismic soul.
Joey Wan
250890 VESPERIAN' i am.
i fly & shine with my mates You'r on my heart just like a tattoo.
xoxo.