Saturday, December 31, 2005
year 2006.
we celebrated the ending of 2005 and welcoming the year 2006 at fiona's place. simply great. yiting and i bought fiona a big pillow! treat it as a house warming gift. and we headed towards her condo. her house, was filled with the atmosphere of the vintage times. i LOVED her walls! gold colour with nice prints on it. i want to take photo with it. to bad no chance. haha` yeah, her house was simply great, looked as if a princess living in it. just like a modern palace. her room. ultimate colour! red, orange. circles prints. girl, u'r damm fortunate to have your own room, so don't grumble that it is small. its really impressive.
yupp` so after all these exploration in her house, we went down to her club house and play cards. and the treatment was a cup of beer. whoever loses, drink it at ago. szeli and i each drank about 3-4? and to the end, left me yiting and fiona. and they both! so horrible! pour their beer into MY cup and said : we bet u lose! " how sad, i gt 17, i haven't lose yet, and they both are 19s. so shyt, i drank it all. one big cup. =x after all these drinking, my head was darn giddy that i went down the toilet holding on tightly to the rails. LOL im so afraid that i will fall and lie flat. then, after a while, everything's back again.
we started bbqing. and eating around, haha, and this time when i went with lindy to the toilet, i walked to the gents and lindy pulled me over. embarrass number one. then, we were sitting around the pool sending songs to each other's phone, and only till this time i realised im such a phone idiot! i didn't even know where my port is. LOL. and we took loads of ghostly photos. =PP
yepp` so we picked tingfang up at ws mac and we said gdbye to lindy dearest and the 7 went to bedok to play pool or whatever.
on the way there, randal was walking far behind me, and i saw this shadow that looked so much like him and it is coming closer, so i said : what you want in a damm fierce manner.
then, i found out that it was just a passerby that walked past me. LOL. fiona saw and she laughed like mad and same with me. LOL embarrass number two.
so we reached this bedok, thats when fiona and i realised that we'r already members. haha` yep and we saw wuye blackie and lichuan.
we had two tables. szeli yiting and randal for one table, fiona me and clement the second. HAHA. i did alot of foul and stupid things. LOL my hands just can't get straight. -.- last game with clement, and we both finished at the same time, left with the black, and he got it in. and i lost. =x aha. we ended at about 12.50? and we stayed outside counting down. we shouted so loud. so wild and mad. LOL.
so we lala back with the mrt and taking weird pictures. haha` after we reached simei, we walked all the way back to the condo and it was so tired!
we went to mirowave so bbq food and ate them all, and lights off! haha.
the air con was freaking cold that i cant sleep, besides, fiona and tingfang was like having the whole blanket. T_T froze to death. lol!
and now. i wana chiong homework. I GOT MY SCHOOL BAG! YAY! ESPRIT. lol
9:13 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
we celebrated the ending of 2005 and welcoming the year 2006 at fiona's place. simply great. yiting and i bought fiona a big pillow! treat it as a house warming gift. and we headed towards her condo. her house, was filled with the atmosphere of the vintage times. i LOVED her walls! gold colour with nice prints on it. i want to take photo with it. to bad no chance. haha` yeah, her house was simply great, looked as if a princess living in it. just like a modern palace. her room. ultimate colour! red, orange. circles prints. girl, u'r damm fortunate to have your own room, so don't grumble that it is small. its really impressive.
yupp` so after all these exploration in her house, we went down to her club house and play cards. and the treatment was a cup of beer. whoever loses, drink it at ago. szeli and i each drank about 3-4? and to the end, left me yiting and fiona. and they both! so horrible! pour their beer into MY cup and said : we bet u lose! " how sad, i gt 17, i haven't lose yet, and they both are 19s. so shyt, i drank it all. one big cup. =x after all these drinking, my head was darn giddy that i went down the toilet holding on tightly to the rails. LOL im so afraid that i will fall and lie flat. then, after a while, everything's back again.
we started bbqing. and eating around, haha, and this time when i went with lindy to the toilet, i walked to the gents and lindy pulled me over. embarrass number one. then, we were sitting around the pool sending songs to each other's phone, and only till this time i realised im such a phone idiot! i didn't even know where my port is. LOL. and we took loads of ghostly photos. =PP
yepp` so we picked tingfang up at ws mac and we said gdbye to lindy dearest and the 7 went to bedok to play pool or whatever.
on the way there, randal was walking far behind me, and i saw this shadow that looked so much like him and it is coming closer, so i said : what you want in a damm fierce manner.
then, i found out that it was just a passerby that walked past me. LOL. fiona saw and she laughed like mad and same with me. LOL embarrass number two.
so we reached this bedok, thats when fiona and i realised that we'r already members. haha` yep and we saw wuye blackie and lichuan.
we had two tables. szeli yiting and randal for one table, fiona me and clement the second. HAHA. i did alot of foul and stupid things. LOL my hands just can't get straight. -.- last game with clement, and we both finished at the same time, left with the black, and he got it in. and i lost. =x aha. we ended at about 12.50? and we stayed outside counting down. we shouted so loud. so wild and mad. LOL.
so we lala back with the mrt and taking weird pictures. haha` after we reached simei, we walked all the way back to the condo and it was so tired!
we went to mirowave so bbq food and ate them all, and lights off! haha.
the air con was freaking cold that i cant sleep, besides, fiona and tingfang was like having the whole blanket. T_T froze to death. lol!
and now. i wana chiong homework. I GOT MY SCHOOL BAG! YAY! ESPRIT. lol
9:13 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Friday, December 30, 2005
aint this a nice song? i loved it loads. haha.
alright. FINALLY, yesterday, i said gdbye to STC. =D thou i kinda of sad to leave that place. and on the other side. i was so happy` cause i knew my fingers won't get tortured anymore.
yupp, over this holidays, i haven't been doing homework and stuffs, shopping all day and working like hell is my holidays. haha. and now, im in great debt, LOL moms are so realistic over money. i yelled yesterday and ask them to shut up and i say : tmr i go the atm and press all the money out for u OK? happy? den shut up. is like wth. i have no chance to go to school to retrive my eagles award. and thats fine. so i decided to re draw it out from my acct. and now? both of them pester me for money, is money damm important to u guys? sigh` whatever. everything had changed, so i won't get upset with them. cuz i lost my family long ago.
well, not everything is on the dark side i guess, at least i have fiona, yiting, lindy darling, tingfang and szeli the great. right? or i could just say they keep me occupied. thats why i loved them so much. =PP
phew, im starting to understand myself better,
those memories that ive lost once, i won't force anybody to get it back for me.
neither i will find them back again.
thats me.
8:54 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
alright. FINALLY, yesterday, i said gdbye to STC. =D thou i kinda of sad to leave that place. and on the other side. i was so happy` cause i knew my fingers won't get tortured anymore.
yupp, over this holidays, i haven't been doing homework and stuffs, shopping all day and working like hell is my holidays. haha. and now, im in great debt, LOL moms are so realistic over money. i yelled yesterday and ask them to shut up and i say : tmr i go the atm and press all the money out for u OK? happy? den shut up. is like wth. i have no chance to go to school to retrive my eagles award. and thats fine. so i decided to re draw it out from my acct. and now? both of them pester me for money, is money damm important to u guys? sigh` whatever. everything had changed, so i won't get upset with them. cuz i lost my family long ago.
well, not everything is on the dark side i guess, at least i have fiona, yiting, lindy darling, tingfang and szeli the great. right? or i could just say they keep me occupied. thats why i loved them so much. =PP
phew, im starting to understand myself better,
those memories that ive lost once, i won't force anybody to get it back for me.
neither i will find them back again.
thats me.
8:54 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
the SIX. 
hey! candid! TWO tongues out, TWO twists
i don't know why i loved this picture alot. LOL
gelare's banana split, treat from fiona.
7:16 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
hey! candid! TWO tongues out, TWO twists
i don't know why i loved this picture alot. LOL
gelare's banana split, treat from fiona.
7:16 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
sigh` today's such a long day for me. worked till 6.45, coming to seven! i think im gona put 4 plasters on each of my fingers to school. one auntie pity my fingers and wana bring some cream for me to apply. haha.
sometimes ive been thinking what the hell must i control my temper, like today, i know it wasnt my fault but still ive to take it as it is my fault. fuck. its not fun working at all. i almost cried today, yet i control, if i were to break it all out, i guess i will pack my stuff and leave that place.
my darling got a phone. my daddy wana get a phone too.
YAY! we'r going to fiona's place for count down!
come back-
7:31 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
sometimes ive been thinking what the hell must i control my temper, like today, i know it wasnt my fault but still ive to take it as it is my fault. fuck. its not fun working at all. i almost cried today, yet i control, if i were to break it all out, i guess i will pack my stuff and leave that place.
my darling got a phone. my daddy wana get a phone too.
YAY! we'r going to fiona's place for count down!
come back-
7:31 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
sigh` today's such a long day for me. worked till 6.45, coming to seven! i think im gona put 4 plasters on each of my fingers to school. one auntie pity my fingers and wana bring some cream for me to apply. haha.
7:31 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
7:31 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
went out with my girls today`. finally, the six got a chance to meet. and we took loads of photos and neoprints. usual routine. xP
yepp. firstly we gave each other one hour to shop for gifts. fiona and i was so fast at choosing presents, so we went to gelare to eat ice cream! and it's fiona's treat. =P banana split. kinda nice. and we were thinking how to pronouce this " gelare" we were like gi lare? or dont know what. finally i found that it is pronouce as " gi la re " =PP clever me.
after exchanging all those presents, lindy and tingfang went home and left the 4 idiots. and we went to tiong bahru. on the journey, i was sitting with yiting, harhs. we exchanged partner, cus szeli took fiona. HAHA. yeah. and this yiting heard " tanjong pahga" and we wana get down the train. and i was like " eh auntie, is not tiong bahru leh ?" and i think i spoke too loud that fiona heard me HAHA. and we laugh all the way there.
finally, we reached, and i got my greenish blue changed to pure white, and know what my mom says after i get home? " girl ar, actually the green one nicer leh "
i was so WTH and i shoot back , : i thought u say i always dress like a lollipop or a banana? den now i wana act " shu nu" den u complain the green one nicer?!" lol. moms are such a pain.
yepp`. and fiona bought her school bags. i haven got mine yet! didnt get to see the kind of bags that i like! =( how sad. im only left with 31 dec to shop! =PP
i thought i would be happy,
the feeling u gave, makes me feel so unsure.
8:48 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
yepp. firstly we gave each other one hour to shop for gifts. fiona and i was so fast at choosing presents, so we went to gelare to eat ice cream! and it's fiona's treat. =P banana split. kinda nice. and we were thinking how to pronouce this " gelare" we were like gi lare? or dont know what. finally i found that it is pronouce as " gi la re " =PP clever me.
after exchanging all those presents, lindy and tingfang went home and left the 4 idiots. and we went to tiong bahru. on the journey, i was sitting with yiting, harhs. we exchanged partner, cus szeli took fiona. HAHA. yeah. and this yiting heard " tanjong pahga" and we wana get down the train. and i was like " eh auntie, is not tiong bahru leh ?" and i think i spoke too loud that fiona heard me HAHA. and we laugh all the way there.
finally, we reached, and i got my greenish blue changed to pure white, and know what my mom says after i get home? " girl ar, actually the green one nicer leh "
i was so WTH and i shoot back , : i thought u say i always dress like a lollipop or a banana? den now i wana act " shu nu" den u complain the green one nicer?!" lol. moms are such a pain.
yepp`. and fiona bought her school bags. i haven got mine yet! didnt get to see the kind of bags that i like! =( how sad. im only left with 31 dec to shop! =PP
i thought i would be happy,
the feeling u gave, makes me feel so unsure.
8:48 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Sunday, December 25, 2005
brand new day, for me, for you and for us.
i smile for the better. ((: thats me.
perhaps its all happen to be like this, they want us to search for our own answers.
or maybe, i should give up searching, thou i know i could not, but time would do everything for me.
i feel so lost` bring me back.
10:22 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
i smile for the better. ((: thats me.
perhaps its all happen to be like this, they want us to search for our own answers.
or maybe, i should give up searching, thou i know i could not, but time would do everything for me.
i feel so lost` bring me back.
10:22 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
i think ive lost something that i treasure the most
so heartbrokened.
my christmas aint a happy one.
9:20 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
so heartbrokened.
my christmas aint a happy one.
9:20 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
you gave me your world once, yet i lost it.
how i wish i can find it back,
and i promise it won't slipped away for the second time.
1:05 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
how i wish i can find it back,
and i promise it won't slipped away for the second time.
1:05 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
finally` i got my phone. HEHE`
nokia 6111, LOL. i dono how to use` too chim. HAHAHA.
santa, i want presents. HAHAHA. -.-
12:10 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
nokia 6111, LOL. i dono how to use` too chim. HAHAHA.
santa, i want presents. HAHAHA. -.-
12:10 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Saturday, December 24, 2005
thats pretty idiotic. i actually typed a post at 12 am yst. and i found out that there was an error. so everything's not posted up to my blog. so today, i woke up early just to update a post! my forehead STILL HURTS LIKE HELL! YST I LOOKED INTO THE MIRROR, THERE'S A ORBAKAK! AND THIS STUPID JONENE SAY, IM A LUO HAN! IM NOT IM NOT! i just accidentally hit by head against a metal bar. thats so embarrassing. LOL
alright, yst tingfang fiona and i went out, partly to shop, and eat around. haha. since it was fiona's birthday too. =) firstly, tingfang and i was so hungry that we ate at pastamania. LOL rich peeps. HAHA. [ and the previous day, i ate pizza hut, thats why im FAT! ] yea. so we went to take neoprints that looked so glam in the PICTURE only. the fact that im a ugly duckling, i know. LOL. but the neoprints looked totally different. HAHA! after that, we hanged around at bugis street! FINALLY I GOT MY SKIRT! thou my mom claims that its damm short. actually it is short. its just that i wore it loose. HAHA. -.-
and tingfang got her clothings. and a damm nice dress. indian style. =PP
after that, fiona's daddy treated us dinner at restuarant. nice food. yummie.
so we went back to tampines. and our dear tingfang saw this guy that looked like clayton to her and looked like sebas to me and looked like fabian to fiona. so she just called out " clayton!" then, no replies. and she called out loud the second time when i told her its not claytoon! so she continue calling " CLAYTOONNN!!!'' STILL NO REPLIES. and i was laughing like mad there. and she embarrassed herself. HAHAHA! blur queen.
so thats all about it ya?
MERRY x'mas. =PP
miss ya.
7:41 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
alright, yst tingfang fiona and i went out, partly to shop, and eat around. haha. since it was fiona's birthday too. =) firstly, tingfang and i was so hungry that we ate at pastamania. LOL rich peeps. HAHA. [ and the previous day, i ate pizza hut, thats why im FAT! ] yea. so we went to take neoprints that looked so glam in the PICTURE only. the fact that im a ugly duckling, i know. LOL. but the neoprints looked totally different. HAHA! after that, we hanged around at bugis street! FINALLY I GOT MY SKIRT! thou my mom claims that its damm short. actually it is short. its just that i wore it loose. HAHA. -.-
and tingfang got her clothings. and a damm nice dress. indian style. =PP
after that, fiona's daddy treated us dinner at restuarant. nice food. yummie.
so we went back to tampines. and our dear tingfang saw this guy that looked like clayton to her and looked like sebas to me and looked like fabian to fiona. so she just called out " clayton!" then, no replies. and she called out loud the second time when i told her its not claytoon! so she continue calling " CLAYTOONNN!!!'' STILL NO REPLIES. and i was laughing like mad there. and she embarrassed herself. HAHAHA! blur queen.
so thats all about it ya?
MERRY x'mas. =PP
miss ya.
7:41 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Friday, December 23, 2005
hiya!
guessed what? i was released at 4pm! so early! cos fiona stands more! yep` i handed over my present! that stupid squirrel that looks like and owl to my mom. harhs. thank god, fiona still says is cute. so im glad to hear that! so. i bought two pairs of earrings agn. one ladyBIRD and the other is a GREEN frog` LOL. afterwards, we went to gv to Queue for the tickets for "kingkong" and jonene gave fiona her birthday present and we proceeded to our dinner! My treat at pizza hut! x)
fiona's veggie soup!
Joey's cream of chicken soup! yummie.
i do know that im vain. dont have to shoot that down. HAHA!
sweetie pie is too shy to take a shot?
care for more shooping spree? nono, thats just fiona's presents and my beloved baggie. =)
where's my pizza? waiting aimlessly and never thought of getting a nice captured angle. LOL!
YAY! my favourite shape! STARS!
Finally, our holly jolly delight! PIZZAS!
AFTER ONE AND-A HALF HR......
our leftovers, poor us, got stuffed by pizzas!
this made my wallet seemed soo slim now. =P Fiona's very best birthday present!
nana` cybershot in the TOILET! the peeps with obessions. =)
WE ARE BEST FRIENDS FOREVER, NONE COULD REPLACE.
yepps` thats all. TATAHS! HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAO PENG YOU! LOVE YA FIONA DARLIE.`
9:33 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
yepps. yst i went tution. alright la. getting back all those mathematical stuffs into my brain agn`. after that, yiting and i went shopping! not exactly shopping, is just that we hanged around for peep's birthday present! and im done with fiona's =P
hoping to watch kingkong this friday night and treat fiona dinner too. x) and tingfang DATE me on saturday! wakakas. yay! i dont care. im gona get that stupid skirt! i want i want the stupid hot pink heels. =P
today, i worked alone agn`super tired. well, everyday is tired for me. hahs!
IM NOT FAT!!!! T_T
please dont break my heart by saying im fat. HAHAAHA!!! =x
very hungry! fiona awaiting for pastamania! hehe
4:31 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
hoping to watch kingkong this friday night and treat fiona dinner too. x) and tingfang DATE me on saturday! wakakas. yay! i dont care. im gona get that stupid skirt! i want i want the stupid hot pink heels. =P
today, i worked alone agn`super tired. well, everyday is tired for me. hahs!
IM NOT FAT!!!! T_T
please dont break my heart by saying im fat. HAHAAHA!!! =x
very hungry! fiona awaiting for pastamania! hehe
4:31 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Monday, December 19, 2005
"The promise"
went to watch " the promise " yesterday, with my aunt`. it's so out of my expectation. very beautiful animations` i loved it loads. i liked the storyline` hehe.
To : tingfang & fiona
i wana watch the chronicles of narnia and Kingkong!!! =P
okay. today, i simply worked alone. and even during the peak hours. hehe. so great duh? LOL
perhaps due to the rush of time i cut my finger again without notice, until i touched the water, my finger began to feel pain. sigh` and my middl finger's damm pain and red. looks like the skin's coming out. =x i put on a plaster!! harhs.
worst of ALL is that, i knocked my head twice on the sharp ends of the metal plate. so damm painful until i squat on the floor!!! =x sigh`twice somemore. i pity myself terribly!
and what a stupid customer ive got today. this bloody person ordered " orange juice with ice " so i gave her one and she told me " can u pls dig out the ice for me? " i was like WHAT THE FUCK? so i throw one tiny stupid cube of ice through my spoon. den i handed over the cup to her with a damm " bu shuang " face , not saying any thank you or whatever. i simply left her out. LOL.
i dont know such people still exists. LOL
sigh`. my heartbroke this morning. the necklace dropped on the floor with a thud and chain dropped off. luckily i rushed home early to mend it well. =) precious things are meant to take good care of. =P
5:06 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
went to watch " the promise " yesterday, with my aunt`. it's so out of my expectation. very beautiful animations` i loved it loads. i liked the storyline` hehe.
To : tingfang & fiona
i wana watch the chronicles of narnia and Kingkong!!! =P
okay. today, i simply worked alone. and even during the peak hours. hehe. so great duh? LOL
perhaps due to the rush of time i cut my finger again without notice, until i touched the water, my finger began to feel pain. sigh` and my middl finger's damm pain and red. looks like the skin's coming out. =x i put on a plaster!! harhs.
worst of ALL is that, i knocked my head twice on the sharp ends of the metal plate. so damm painful until i squat on the floor!!! =x sigh`twice somemore. i pity myself terribly!
and what a stupid customer ive got today. this bloody person ordered " orange juice with ice " so i gave her one and she told me " can u pls dig out the ice for me? " i was like WHAT THE FUCK? so i throw one tiny stupid cube of ice through my spoon. den i handed over the cup to her with a damm " bu shuang " face , not saying any thank you or whatever. i simply left her out. LOL.
i dont know such people still exists. LOL
sigh`. my heartbroke this morning. the necklace dropped on the floor with a thud and chain dropped off. luckily i rushed home early to mend it well. =) precious things are meant to take good care of. =P
5:06 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Saturday, December 17, 2005
i think my eyes have a problem now. the left swells out of no reason and the right kept twitching. its so itchy.
i just highlight my hair` with blue, silver, gold and purple colour!!!! LOL. nice nice! my sister bought those stuffs in thailand . so we played with it. looked so cool` harhs.
yeah. my auntie's gona bring us to watch " the promise " hope it is a nice one.
argh` left about how many days to go to school reopen? i wana go school! cus i missed bitching around with my peeps. HAHA.
tonnes of homework left untouched.
yst. i checked the net for phones. i quite like N9o and N7o and 761o. but i dont know whether they are outdated or whatever. i havent been update myself for a VERY long time. so im kinda of sua-ku now. LOL yeah whatever.
can everything get back to the starting?
11:11 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
i just highlight my hair` with blue, silver, gold and purple colour!!!! LOL. nice nice! my sister bought those stuffs in thailand . so we played with it. looked so cool` harhs.
yeah. my auntie's gona bring us to watch " the promise " hope it is a nice one.
argh` left about how many days to go to school reopen? i wana go school! cus i missed bitching around with my peeps. HAHA.
tonnes of homework left untouched.
yst. i checked the net for phones. i quite like N9o and N7o and 761o. but i dont know whether they are outdated or whatever. i havent been update myself for a VERY long time. so im kinda of sua-ku now. LOL yeah whatever.
can everything get back to the starting?
11:11 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
went out with fio lindy tf and clement today. to study! in the and not more then 3 hrs everyone disappeared haha! yar. lindy moved on to her tution, tf and clement went home. haha! then, fiona and i hanged around tampines in search of presents! and we got half of it done! =)
and we took neoprints! super ugly. dono why, lousy machine.! cheat my feelings ! haha. and we went on the century square! and i saw this super lovely hot pink heels. its damm unique to me and for only 2o Bucks! i wana get it! i told fiona. and she showed me her choice of shoes. and after that she went home, i went bugis. i hate to go out with my mom and gangs. its as thou we'r opening a child care centre. she loved to bring those horrible noisy kids along! and simply so irritating and i got a headache! so i dont speak. thats fine. so we went back to tampines, i said i wana get that shoe, and i showed her, guessed what she say : aiyo so ugly! the yellow one looked like one banana, the pink one looked like lollipop and red one is worst! like the cai shen ye liddat! my heart broke man! she don wana let me buy, she claims that i everytime wear those hot pink colour and i looked like christmas tree! [ hello?! i thought u said i looked greta with that idiotic colour ] fuck.` and thats fine. so i sulk my face back home
i told her i didnt have dinner since 2 pm. she didnt bother. and she hit me cus i said my sister that idiot took my towel! and in the end im the one got hit. fuck` and im so hungry.
and thats how my dinner went away.
i should have got my phone tmr. and guessed what? parents dont keep their promises. and im made to pay my new phone. wth` and she wana me to give part of my pay to my sis?! [ excuse me, im not earning like 3oo bucks a day or whatever shit, i need money for my other stuffs, u guys happily shopped like hell in thailand and left me to rot like mad and now wana me to give u money!? NO WAY! over my dead body ]
mood swing` mood= sad
they dont seemed to like me from the start.
am i something like they picked up from the dustbin? i wonder
fly away sadness, leave me some happiness.
searching all these while for my very real answer and finally
i found it.
. i still do,
yet no courage to say yes,
thats the end of the story.
how i wish theres no barrier between u and me...
9:00 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
and we took neoprints! super ugly. dono why, lousy machine.! cheat my feelings ! haha. and we went on the century square! and i saw this super lovely hot pink heels. its damm unique to me and for only 2o Bucks! i wana get it! i told fiona. and she showed me her choice of shoes. and after that she went home, i went bugis. i hate to go out with my mom and gangs. its as thou we'r opening a child care centre. she loved to bring those horrible noisy kids along! and simply so irritating and i got a headache! so i dont speak. thats fine. so we went back to tampines, i said i wana get that shoe, and i showed her, guessed what she say : aiyo so ugly! the yellow one looked like one banana, the pink one looked like lollipop and red one is worst! like the cai shen ye liddat! my heart broke man! she don wana let me buy, she claims that i everytime wear those hot pink colour and i looked like christmas tree! [ hello?! i thought u said i looked greta with that idiotic colour ] fuck.` and thats fine. so i sulk my face back home
i told her i didnt have dinner since 2 pm. she didnt bother. and she hit me cus i said my sister that idiot took my towel! and in the end im the one got hit. fuck` and im so hungry.
and thats how my dinner went away.
i should have got my phone tmr. and guessed what? parents dont keep their promises. and im made to pay my new phone. wth` and she wana me to give part of my pay to my sis?! [ excuse me, im not earning like 3oo bucks a day or whatever shit, i need money for my other stuffs, u guys happily shopped like hell in thailand and left me to rot like mad and now wana me to give u money!? NO WAY! over my dead body ]
mood swing` mood= sad
they dont seemed to like me from the start.
am i something like they picked up from the dustbin? i wonder
fly away sadness, leave me some happiness.
searching all these while for my very real answer and finally
i found it.
. i still do,
yet no courage to say yes,
thats the end of the story.
how i wish theres no barrier between u and me...
9:00 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Friday, December 16, 2005
yeep` yesterday, the 6 went for the bbq.
harhs. out of my expectation that we'r going to go.
we reached there at about 7? lindy and i began to feel feverish. then, we sat around the pit chatting away and took stupid sadakos photos. HAHA thats a lame one. =P and i haven got more satay cus i was hungry! haha. yeep. and i bought m&m chocolates!!!! and we took photos agn. most of them are blurr. i dont know why, haha. nvm.
after that we went up cus we wana watch the 9.oo show!!! and me and fio went to the toilet which got two doors. and i accidentally locked it. i didnt did it on purpose!!! den i was lost and i "uh oh " to fiona. haha! we were so panicked so we went into the room to open the door. haha` and our whispering dont even wake that jonene until lindy and i called him out loud. hahas. AFTER A FEW MOMENTS, ROGER OUT HERO CAME. AND HE USED JUST A 2O CENT PENNY TO OPEN THE DOOR! =x so malu` hahs
yeah. den i went home with yiting. damm tired., i wana sleep
7:42 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
harhs. out of my expectation that we'r going to go.
we reached there at about 7? lindy and i began to feel feverish. then, we sat around the pit chatting away and took stupid sadakos photos. HAHA thats a lame one. =P and i haven got more satay cus i was hungry! haha. yeep. and i bought m&m chocolates!!!! and we took photos agn. most of them are blurr. i dont know why, haha. nvm.
after that we went up cus we wana watch the 9.oo show!!! and me and fio went to the toilet which got two doors. and i accidentally locked it. i didnt did it on purpose!!! den i was lost and i "uh oh " to fiona. haha! we were so panicked so we went into the room to open the door. haha` and our whispering dont even wake that jonene until lindy and i called him out loud. hahas. AFTER A FEW MOMENTS, ROGER OUT HERO CAME. AND HE USED JUST A 2O CENT PENNY TO OPEN THE DOOR! =x so malu` hahs
yeah. den i went home with yiting. damm tired., i wana sleep
7:42 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
yes, they are back. i used to think that they are very important to me. and i cant afford to lose them. However, i feel so different now. when my parents used to leave me for overseas, i will cry like mad. now, i feel that their exsistance to me is totally nothing. nothing at all.
i dont feel im part of them. really, i feel so sad and unwanted.
they came back, they cared only for their belongings and stuffs. they simply throw me aside. what they bought for me is what i feel so nothing. i can just simply throw all them into the dustbin.
so leftout. somebody. tell me where's my home.
8:03 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
i dont feel im part of them. really, i feel so sad and unwanted.
they came back, they cared only for their belongings and stuffs. they simply throw me aside. what they bought for me is what i feel so nothing. i can just simply throw all them into the dustbin.
so leftout. somebody. tell me where's my home.
8:03 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Sunday, December 11, 2005
!!! up fuck so
im all alone ; all along`
i wana watch the promise with szeli , and kingkong with yiting and the descents or dono whats that call. HAHA`
=(
12:12 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
im all alone ; all along`
i wana watch the promise with szeli , and kingkong with yiting and the descents or dono whats that call. HAHA`
=(
12:12 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Saturday, December 10, 2005
CAN I CALL MYSELF A SHOPPING QUEENIE?
lol. well, today, if im not wrong. i spent 1oo-12o bucks or so. LOL. went out today with yitiing the china doll` woots. china and chi-na the bestest. LOL. yepp`. first of all. we went to baleno and snatch clothes like aunties!!! $ 5 only` damm cheap. anyway, my mom loved it loads. yeah. after that we went to whitesands for lunch at magicwok. and we got cheated. T.T we ordered a mango salad for 8 bucks with no MANGOES at all. only cucumbers and chili and it was so spicy that we didnt managed to finish it. and total for a lunch was 20.79 bucks. my heart broke. T.T yepp` and we visited my HAO JIE MEI clement!!! he looked so cute in the uniform haha. x)
after that, we headed for bugis. this was when my wallet got a big big hole. the clothes was damm cheap and nice!!!! i bought a mickey white short skirt. so pretty , and followed by a yellow tank. never had that before. after that, i bought slippers, a blue tank with colour and a black fluffy skirt. AND FINALLY I GOT MY MICKEY WATCH. RED IN COLOUR. NICE NICE!!!!
and i got a black tee and a dark purple v-neck tee. =)
about 7 we went to pasam malam around our house and i got a chicken burger. yum yum!!!!
heehees. i loved shopping and eating. yupp, maii hobby`. lol
china dollie- chi-na maid. LOL!!!!
my mom and sisters left me at singapore. im so damm sad..
and im so pissed now. whatever u want. i don't want to care anymore. forget it.
6:24 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
lol. well, today, if im not wrong. i spent 1oo-12o bucks or so. LOL. went out today with yitiing the china doll` woots. china and chi-na the bestest. LOL. yepp`. first of all. we went to baleno and snatch clothes like aunties!!! $ 5 only` damm cheap. anyway, my mom loved it loads. yeah. after that we went to whitesands for lunch at magicwok. and we got cheated. T.T we ordered a mango salad for 8 bucks with no MANGOES at all. only cucumbers and chili and it was so spicy that we didnt managed to finish it. and total for a lunch was 20.79 bucks. my heart broke. T.T yepp` and we visited my HAO JIE MEI clement!!! he looked so cute in the uniform haha. x)
after that, we headed for bugis. this was when my wallet got a big big hole. the clothes was damm cheap and nice!!!! i bought a mickey white short skirt. so pretty , and followed by a yellow tank. never had that before. after that, i bought slippers, a blue tank with colour and a black fluffy skirt. AND FINALLY I GOT MY MICKEY WATCH. RED IN COLOUR. NICE NICE!!!!
and i got a black tee and a dark purple v-neck tee. =)
about 7 we went to pasam malam around our house and i got a chicken burger. yum yum!!!!
heehees. i loved shopping and eating. yupp, maii hobby`. lol
china dollie- chi-na maid. LOL!!!!
my mom and sisters left me at singapore. im so damm sad..
and im so pissed now. whatever u want. i don't want to care anymore. forget it.
6:24 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
four fingers injured T.T
clever uh? one got cut, two swollen, one blue black. pro me
i earned 1oo bucks in three days! x)
8:24 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
clever uh? one got cut, two swollen, one blue black. pro me
i earned 1oo bucks in three days! x)
8:24 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
everything's as usual.
woke up early and feel so dead. i sat on the sofa and dozed off again. until hearing the phone rang and i went to work.
today i work alone. without my cuzzie, wilson. cus he went to his wushu.
yupp`. so busy and messed up
i returned the wrong change to my customers etc.
my finger hurts alot. cus i almost hacked my own finger down.
i was cutting this idiot carrot which is so big bulky and hard. so i raised my knife abit and chopped down. i didnt even notice my finger was there and i just chopped down. T.T my poor finger was bleeding away. i went : OH SHIT. and the lady was looking at me as thou i was an alien. LOL although it was so pain, i still have to force out a stupid smile and say : thank you. being in the customer servicing line is never easy. yea?
yupp` i went home alone. and i bought 4 pairs of earrings at one go. and i wana buy a big bag which i saw. budden i wana save those money for shopping later. aha!!
our dear yiting and tingfang did their hair. hurray!!!
illove my finger so damm much now`
x)
3:53 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
woke up early and feel so dead. i sat on the sofa and dozed off again. until hearing the phone rang and i went to work.
today i work alone. without my cuzzie, wilson. cus he went to his wushu.
yupp`. so busy and messed up
i returned the wrong change to my customers etc.
my finger hurts alot. cus i almost hacked my own finger down.
i was cutting this idiot carrot which is so big bulky and hard. so i raised my knife abit and chopped down. i didnt even notice my finger was there and i just chopped down. T.T my poor finger was bleeding away. i went : OH SHIT. and the lady was looking at me as thou i was an alien. LOL although it was so pain, i still have to force out a stupid smile and say : thank you. being in the customer servicing line is never easy. yea?
yupp` i went home alone. and i bought 4 pairs of earrings at one go. and i wana buy a big bag which i saw. budden i wana save those money for shopping later. aha!!
our dear yiting and tingfang did their hair. hurray!!!
illove my finger so damm much now`
x)
3:53 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Monday, December 05, 2005
today` is my first day of work ; its also a long day for me`.
woke up in the dead morning and get myself prepared to go work at the s.i.a 's canteen.
i think for the whole day, my hand is always with fruits, juices , water. nahs.` ii hate fruits now. my darn cousin was so lazy and left everything for me. thats impossible. and my uncle's impression was : '' she's a blur sotong " and thats what he told my mom.
i packed those stuffs like usual, coz i used to work there before when i was younger. but now, everything seemed so fresh that ive to use my BRAIN to remember.
i forgot those prices and kept asking till i got it right and i almost cut my own hand again. LOL
yupp`. and the saddest thing of all was. someone called me : auntie. My whole face changed. and i was trying to fake a damm smile infront of that lady. but u know , thats offensive yeah?! so sad. im not an auntie. T.T im not.
those people there have weird taste buds. they wana have pineapple with lemon? super sour?
or greenapple with sugar cane? i NEVER heard of that. -.- i was crying like mad and give that man a [ wth ] looked. and he returned me a kinda [ thats ur challenge ] expression. sigh` anyway. things arent that bad for me. cuz tml would be worst
the blur idiot is gona take over tml and im the only one working without my cuzzie. damm him. yeah? see how m i gona die. peaceful. ilovegod. (x
anyway. i got my pay today! it was higher than what i expected. LOL
ps : tingfang` can i date u on saturday? to shop?! HAHA.
6:15 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
woke up in the dead morning and get myself prepared to go work at the s.i.a 's canteen.
i think for the whole day, my hand is always with fruits, juices , water. nahs.` ii hate fruits now. my darn cousin was so lazy and left everything for me. thats impossible. and my uncle's impression was : '' she's a blur sotong " and thats what he told my mom.
i packed those stuffs like usual, coz i used to work there before when i was younger. but now, everything seemed so fresh that ive to use my BRAIN to remember.
i forgot those prices and kept asking till i got it right and i almost cut my own hand again. LOL
yupp`. and the saddest thing of all was. someone called me : auntie. My whole face changed. and i was trying to fake a damm smile infront of that lady. but u know , thats offensive yeah?! so sad. im not an auntie. T.T im not.
those people there have weird taste buds. they wana have pineapple with lemon? super sour?
or greenapple with sugar cane? i NEVER heard of that. -.- i was crying like mad and give that man a [ wth ] looked. and he returned me a kinda [ thats ur challenge ] expression. sigh` anyway. things arent that bad for me. cuz tml would be worst
the blur idiot is gona take over tml and im the only one working without my cuzzie. damm him. yeah? see how m i gona die. peaceful. ilovegod. (x
anyway. i got my pay today! it was higher than what i expected. LOL
ps : tingfang` can i date u on saturday? to shop?! HAHA.
6:15 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Saturday, December 03, 2005
things are just going for a one big big round i think`.
everything seemed to went back to the starting point again`.
and im lost ` and i don't know what to do`.
im rather happy now` cause ive got what i have lost once before, and now , im not gona let it go , ipromise.
alright, nowadays, i don't really like mapling, especially in orbis. peeps dere are simply so pro. and often i got ksed. usually SINS! they suck. lol. except for lindy x)) . yea. so i took they ship back to vic. and wana train copper drake. however , i died because of the same reason. [ i forgot to press my pot ] yeah. and my exp dropped from 85 % to 79 % what the heck! continue to train so hard at curse eye . and gotta 87% logged out and went for supper at 12.
crapping so much as if peeps would know.- lol.
monday` my challenge. to work. lol` i hope i won't get stupid irritators. hars. x)) i wana get this jeans skirt with the lacy pattern below.` wakakas. and more clothes. tf must peii me go shop kays? haahs`
i wonder why i bumped ontp the same person all the time lol.
tired. gud nites.
9:29 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
everything seemed to went back to the starting point again`.
and im lost ` and i don't know what to do`.
im rather happy now` cause ive got what i have lost once before, and now , im not gona let it go , ipromise.
alright, nowadays, i don't really like mapling, especially in orbis. peeps dere are simply so pro. and often i got ksed. usually SINS! they suck. lol. except for lindy x)) . yea. so i took they ship back to vic. and wana train copper drake. however , i died because of the same reason. [ i forgot to press my pot ] yeah. and my exp dropped from 85 % to 79 % what the heck! continue to train so hard at curse eye . and gotta 87% logged out and went for supper at 12.
crapping so much as if peeps would know.- lol.
monday` my challenge. to work. lol` i hope i won't get stupid irritators. hars. x)) i wana get this jeans skirt with the lacy pattern below.` wakakas. and more clothes. tf must peii me go shop kays? haahs`
i wonder why i bumped ontp the same person all the time lol.
tired. gud nites.
9:29 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
Friday, December 02, 2005
can i say im not in a right mood? or whatever?
what the heck? i feel so idiotic. got pissed for nothing` okay whatever. hell with you`
alright. i think i didnt blog for a few days yar? cus ive got nothing to blog. LOL hmm. sort of having myself coop at home for this week?
i went to my grandma's hse and heard some irritating remarks. isit very weird for me to work? why do they ask me this funny and common senseless questions as though im an alien?! hello, i didnt wana work. if i did have a choice i rather fly to thailand. irritators-
im so great. i dismantle my phone again. it got worst. a small part of it dropped out. x= itchy hands.
we had disagreements again. she said that i looked more like an ah lian. [ im laughing hell and hope my tooth doesn't drop out ] she kept saying that. and i went : hello? do i looked like one? does she know what an ah lian looks like? . i just shut that crap out by saying : im not one. its up to her to believe or not. take it or leave it. whatever. i cant be bothered. she said i knew nothing ; useless at all. dumb at learning. lol. yar im dumb. im tired of it.
get rid of me please. i thank you
8:36 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
what the heck? i feel so idiotic. got pissed for nothing` okay whatever. hell with you`
alright. i think i didnt blog for a few days yar? cus ive got nothing to blog. LOL hmm. sort of having myself coop at home for this week?
i went to my grandma's hse and heard some irritating remarks. isit very weird for me to work? why do they ask me this funny and common senseless questions as though im an alien?! hello, i didnt wana work. if i did have a choice i rather fly to thailand. irritators-
im so great. i dismantle my phone again. it got worst. a small part of it dropped out. x= itchy hands.
we had disagreements again. she said that i looked more like an ah lian. [ im laughing hell and hope my tooth doesn't drop out ] she kept saying that. and i went : hello? do i looked like one? does she know what an ah lian looks like? . i just shut that crap out by saying : im not one. its up to her to believe or not. take it or leave it. whatever. i cant be bothered. she said i knew nothing ; useless at all. dumb at learning. lol. yar im dumb. im tired of it.
get rid of me please. i thank you
8:36 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.
