together on a telephone line but living at the world's opposite ends.

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

first day of school, was not a very great one. first thing in the morning, i woke up late, and the lights in my room went berserk, causing me not to tie my hair. and i was force to tie in on the MRT train. HAHA and it was darn messy like freak. and till school, i comb and comb and see no difference, so i went out with that funny hair around with that clip, looks weird to me, i dont care. haha.

early in the morning, principal talks so much that i cant stop yawning, almost fell asleep in the morning assembly. harhs.` then, we went back to our respective classes, and something so sad happen again, my WHOLE BAG drop on the ground ! T_T my poor handphone. haha. okay. whatever` yepp.

that was all FINE` except hearing Mr Lim telling me that : ive told mr lio that i have appointed you as the poa rap for this year. " and i was like WTH? so i gave such a unbearable smile that i think it is so ugly. AHHA. then, finally poa lesson, he came to the class and annouce to the WHOLE class in a very suan manner. he said : this year, ive choosen the most beautiful girl in the class, and she i none other than JOEY~." and i was like covering my face everywhere. i know i dont looked extraodinary pretty or what so ever.sigh` so unfortunate. T_T nevermind.

after school, szeli lindy yiping and i got the eagles award on stage, so malu. i must be looking weird on stage. HAHA. im so happy that i completed ALL my hols assignments!

to hate is very tiring, isn't it? so i won't hate anymore. im gona smile infront of you and let you get what im trying to say cause you simply suck too much. LOL

why does my best pal often get bullied by people? or isit she's too soft spoken in the sense that she's too fragile? sigh.

If we were to put on the brave and hide the fragile side of us away, things would be in a different situation. we might get to see the sun, happiness and those peaceful atmosphere.
If we were to keep clinging onto the fragile side of us, all we would see is hurt, saddness, darkness, what for? we smile for who we are. aint that right?
perhaps all i could do is just smile, a smile could hide away everything. deep, so deep inside.

7:36 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.