together on a telephone line but living at the world's opposite ends.

Thursday, January 05, 2006

another day, school's boring, none of the lessons had started except for my beloved physics. hehe. i think i must be mad. working so damm hard now, i even bought a planner to plan my own time. besides all these, i took a notebook which tf bought for me to school and to jot down notes. and i did. thats a miracle. wondering could all these replace the piece of my heart which i had lost? lol.

after school, i want to finish up my first composition is 2oo6, but i felt that this was the first time i did it so sucky without standard, just like a primary school kid english and i asked lindy to read it thru. and she exclaimed. : why your english become like that, wheres all your chim chim english? " haha. funny thou, so i tore away that paper and prepare to write another one again.

i envy my own friends, they found out who they belonged to and found their happiness, seriously happy for them. always trying to console people when they have a broken heart. Now, i guess it is my turn. haha. laughing at myself, at my plight. lol.

i think i did miss out alot of stuffs which i didn't know.
the truth, the facts that you didn't tell me,
you hide yourself away,

what am i left with? all those questions that u gave and left me with doubts.
i don't know what am i supposed to do.

i am tired, tired of everything.
don't push me any further, thats my limit
fragile. dont break it.

4:01 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.