together on a telephone line but living at the world's opposite ends.

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

pimples. get off my face!

ERM. tired. VERY tired.
probability QUEEN! i wanabe. LOL!
POA homework sucks so much. i rather be aladdin's new wife. xD

7:40 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Monday, February 27, 2006

meet mah doom tonite.
yay! my bill. 6o bucks. i maintained my record.
wonder how long this time's nagging and yelling would be.

i just enjoyed the very lil moment of happiness, can't i have it a lil bit more longer?
must sorrows and fear took over my current situation? thats not i wanted.

i want to skate through everything` everything that everything that i could reach mah happiness.*

opphs. i kissed lindy today. wahaha
YAY! kuku chi consultation tmr.

6:07 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Sunday, February 26, 2006

just came back from the run;jog.
it wanted my life. 4x1oo!!
its not about winning or being the champion. its about TEAMSPIRIT! yea?
fun fun! i loved running. wahahaha.
but i got blisters!! bloody shoes. wahaha. cos i never wear socks.

yippee yaya yippee yipppee yaya!

ben gu nai nai xin qing hen hao. LOL XD

6:21 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

yesterday. got dragged out by my auntie and family. to bugis. i went to hunt for that stupid watch. and finally i asked the price. whaha. 3o bucks. and my heartbroke la. nevermind.
clayton took away my mickey watch. he's so gay. spoil the image of my great watch. HAHA

then, we shopped shopped for awhile and went back to my auntie's office. hurhur. prints pictures! wahaha. im stil very proud of mah creation. xD

im bored. yes i m. finally. im going to run later with yiting!

argh! i want that watch lar. mommie i want i want!!!!

12:15 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Saturday, February 25, 2006

im so proud to present this! i did this! (:

THE BITCHTRIBE*

12:45 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Friday, February 24, 2006

yea. a piano piece for my blog` its from the movie called : windstruck, actually this is not the piece that i wanted. cos i cant find the themesong. so nevermind. ((x
i wana get the cd or dvd of windstruck. sooooo touching!

yesterday my mom had turned the whole hse upside now just becus my sis was sick. HELLO? a mere fever won't take her life. get it? and it wasn't my fault to make her sick. why is she pointing her fingers at me? if i didn't care about my own sister you think i still be bothered to fetch her water and medicine?
i see soo much difference. when i was sick. u didn't even care. and you even asked me to see the doctor MYSELF and said i always like to complain with small stuffs.what about her? u run down the stairs to get her medicine. so biase. although this had been a very usual practice at home. BUT I CANT STAND IT. u don't make me shout out what i feel and what u did to me and kat. thats even not fair. whatever. i already died very long ago. so does kat. we lost faith in our mom very long ago.

now ive turned into a JAILED bird.
how long you wana jail me. lets see.

I DONT CARE anyway.

7:47 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

somebody, knock some sense into my empty brain. what am i thinking. what am i supposed to do? i don't know. i really don't know at all.
i have great faith in you, cus i know you won't make me feel lost.

6:44 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Thursday, February 23, 2006

no f&n consultation! woohoo` but we waited for fiona and szeli the great. haha. so we left the school. yiting and i rushed for tution. and kianhao see us off at our tution centre.
erm erm. PROBABILITY QUEEN? bastard maybe. haha. yea. having a hard time digesting those nonsense, cos my brain was just so EMPTY due to the LACK of food. and i did something so stupid. i left my slippers at the bottom of the shoe rack. so i couldn't really see my slippers. so i just anyhow slip onto it. and i end up wearing the left feet which had my slippers on, the right leg has got other person's shoe. and i didn't realise it until i began walking ard and i go : ehh` wrong shoe la. i didn't know that i was speaking at a "quite loud" tone. and people got my attention and started laughing. ESPECIALLY fam yiting. she kept laughing nonstop as if she had just bang the wall or something.

then, finally we went to the prata shop for CHEESE and mushroom prata. wahaha. and indian rojak. i think we ate about $10 ++ however, the person had undercharged us. LOL we didn't bother to pay and we sneak off. wahaha. met kenneth and randal . hehe.

whatever or how long it takes, it doesn't seemed to work on me anymore.
passion or eternity?
i rather not to choose.
i love prata. ((:

7:37 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

you'r lost. so am i

7:41 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

kuku brained teacher. still gona have chi lessons with you? goodness. better don't provoke me too much yea? anyway. only perfect morons copy chinese. xD

where's the lost soul` come back.

3:00 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Monday, February 20, 2006

today` i hit clayton's butt twice. hurhur* he claims that im the maddest person. indeed im. haha` maths CT tmr. wish me luck. i wana score full marks for my loci. haha!
ate alot today. rather lost. ben gu nai nai mei you xing qing!

ate chicken and a hot fudge sundae treat from my aiai lindy` then, went to metro to find some clothes. then, mad mad awhile den went home.

im so excited about the bitch tribe soccer jersey! haha` i wana make JOEY` 25 hehe.
im mad. im REALLY mad.

screaming insanity*

i heard u singing with me, don't stop!

6:19 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Sunday, February 19, 2006

pls visit, www.our-madness.blogspot.com ; a new blogsite set up by lindy. featuring the o6 of us.* HAHA!

alright. i just watched "windstruck" i cried like hell till i got a headache. that movie was so sad.
i liked the phrase " come back as a wind" so touching`.

im going to jog with yiting at bedok reservoir later! woots. healthy lifestyle await us. xD

YAY! im going bonkers

1:29 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Saturday, February 18, 2006

in the stage of going mad ; insanity

pull the trigger. and let the bullet run thru my head, at least i'll feel better

8:01 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Friday, February 17, 2006

a moment of stupidity, turned into a billon of mistakes and end up in tonnes of sorries.

yesterday morning, i was trapped in my bathroom for sometime. When i was trying to find my toothpaste and i looked into the mirror, i saw a BIG CROAKROACH on the door. i was stunned. i don't know what to do. Its so damn big. i was standing at the furthest corner and started to cry. LOL then, after sometime, the pest MOVED and as if its gona touch the ground, i quickly pushed the door open and dashed out. and ive no idea where that creature goes. i only know i was crying cus of that creature. haha

i failed my first chinese paper in my whole life! 19/50 unbelieveable. this is horrible. i feel that tearing up the paper! luckily there's a retest. haha! not gona fool ard anymore. xD

YESTERDAY! the 5 went for steamboat. bud tf didn't managed to make it. Lindy and i was so stupid. we knocked our heads when getting out of the van. of course. we started to eat and eat. and i took alot of photos for the day! bud most of the time, im not inside. cus i suck yesterday! fio and yt, pls send me photos! hahaha. im so excited. then, we went to pool` cus szeli wants to. den play play play. i lost myself and took a cabby home. (:

7:18 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

have i crossed the line?

my darling yiting's gona treat me for steamboat* friday! pls come!
i just realised that im standing on a point wondering thru back and forth to get rid of time.

i need a brain wash! xD

it's not all about you that i need. (:

6:32 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

YAY! i loved daryl and clayton! thanks for the two big flowers yea? ((: this is what i called GREAT friends. and never forget tingfang as well. xD thanks for the wind chime. damn sweet. angels angels.

i ought to be happy today. but the continuous of repeating the same old thing freaks me out so darn much. im tired, im tired of hearing what am i suppose to do and what is it all about. don't recite to me those stuffs.

whatever it is. i shan't put myself to the limit. i had more than enough.

IM HUNGRRY!

12:08 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Monday, February 13, 2006

i've got tonnes to shout it out. i got loads to tell you, about how i feel.
but i simply can't put them into words.

8:08 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Sunday, February 12, 2006

why don't we hit restart, and pause it at our favourite parts, cuz we can skip the goodbyes ]

watched "the pride and prejudice" this morning with chad and jackson. Nice show, its protrays how marriage is like in those victorian times. i barely stepped out of my house today. i thought i could spend my afternoon studying chemistry, guessed what? the QA send me off to bed. and i slept for more than 3 hours, thats how my afternoon said gdbye to me.

i ate so much today. to get rid of my STRESS. i found cookies, chocolates, sweets, whatever i have in my house, i put them into my stomach. haha! i had ice cream too! i wana grow FAT!

Lies is what i hear? isit?
HAHA`

6:59 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Saturday, February 11, 2006

i have no idea why am i so darn pissed?!
IM JUST GETTING OUT OF CONTROL

after all, finding every single stuffs to go back, doesn't MEAN ANYTHING at all

faces of death is what i see.

7:38 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

im starting to think that some people are pretending all from the start. and i hate it
to me, they are some two sided creature. or whatsoever.
i aint gona give me trust to whoever you are. Hypocrites

i thought im one the who is being needed. but now, i think im not.
stupid treating me like a rubbish bin.
ive choices, not necessary you

7:25 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Friday, February 10, 2006

i think im a student that comment ALOT in class. i even said out something that ruined my image terribly! and the whole class heard it and gave a loud laughter. especially daryl. kinda of embarrass. LOL
we' didnt have any food to eat today. except biscuits and PLAIN water. i cant live without justteaGREEN* grrr. no choice, but just have to bear with it and munch up the biscuits.

The release of O'lvls results. i was involved in the distributing of results. i sat beside miss song, and i was busy Kpoing with those results and whatever shit i don understand i just blurt it out and ask her. HMM. those graduated students really made me freak out so much.
i was there to witness their expressions, happiness, sorrows filled the air. the atmosphere wasn't a nice one. its rather uncomfortable. pressure is what i feel.

i think every person has got their very own limit to everything.
i don't like the way you are now, cuz you'r telling me that wasn't you anymore, its somebody else whom i do not know at all.
you might not know that whatever you said could actually hurt someone.

i don't really know what im to you. i hope i wasn't a tool or whatsoever.
whatever

7:41 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Thursday, February 09, 2006

the usual morning froze me to death. it drizzled when i made my way to meet yiting. and fiona wasn't here in school today.
i think im real nuts. i actually went to look for her. lol and she wasnt there. i bet she would be extremely STUNNED to see my face. LOL
Well, i don't think its very nice of me to be happy at somebody's plight uh? nono. its not yet a plight. i think i despise myself loads. i hate it. i feel so out of the picture, nevermind, its all just PURE CRAPs!

actually, that unexpected day, i gave up everything. there's no longer any reaction to whatever things that happened to me, but again, my choice wasn't been granted. im still, walking on the path, the path that leds me back.

I KICKED A SNAIL TODAY! i didn't did it on purpose. it was dark at night, and i couldn't see clearly what the path was and i think i kick something wet like a stone. so i didn't bother. but i turned my head and found out that it was a SNAIL! and i SCREAMED like MAD! not knowing there's a auntie staring at me thinking that i must be mad. so i got this fright and the expression remained on my face, unchanged. another uncle passed by me and gave a puzzled look. this is so hilarious.

i could always find the right slot for your sacred key.*

8:03 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

finally ive removed this archive thingy from my blog. and thats a request from kio xixiang and fiona goh.

so, today. BAD DAY! i thought im a FOC A.C shan't mention what the hell is that yea? thats hilarious. indeed. so, my soul was kinda of floating around until lindy catches them back.

i find the whole class standing during poa lessons, cus we barely understand what is provision for bad debts and we got punished for not doing homework. and including the poa rep. which is the wonderfully ME :)

social studies common test. HAHA ive no idea what am i crapping in that 3 questions, i didn't bother. cuz there's more other stuffs filled in my mind.

den we went to mac to eat my strawberry sundae and we chatted as usual.
i refreshed some of my memory. can't take you off my mind.

5:54 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

we had our empire. called the : shut up gang . yiting is our head ; FAM huang hou, Xianli the Great green shit emperor (qing SHI huang). We also had the Chief of TAIJIANS , which is seb. the white horse taijian. Kianhao. the hao gong gong! who guards all the toilets and we've got lindy the concubine ( chow fei niang niang ) hahaha! im laughing my heads off. this is super lame. recruiting! lol

social studies CT. how am i gona survive?! sigh`

im contradicting myself so much. i don't know.

3:23 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Sunday, February 05, 2006

i screamed in the toilet today! the wound HURTS so damn much that i cried in the toilet!

no nothing, no whatever stuffs sigh! i think one part of my brain is not functioning properly. i think i left it somewhere.
my mom is so ridiculous, she say : can u please faster go find a boyfriend, so that whenever u go out late at night, somebody will send you home and i don't have to wait till the late dead night ." my mouth opened so wide. and i have 3 letters to say LOL! i'd wish ive one too. haha. its just so hilarious that i kept laughing.

i think im NUTS. thats so embarrassing. omg`
im not happy` just contented.*

6:38 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

finally, i catch the movie [ i not stupid too ] haha. indeed it was a nice show. (:
yesterday , was eight of us. lol everyone got a pair. a real pair. except me of course. haha
thou seeing them makes me jealous haha. but im just getting a lil bit of happiness and it is already enough to fill my whole heart with content. (:

reached home at around 12.45? somewhere there. so sleepy. i went to bath and scream in the bathroom. the blisters real hurts. lol!

guess wad's today? 5 feb. wonder if it is still in the person's brain. haha.

12:11 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Friday, February 03, 2006

your very little, makes alot of difference to me.
don't ever stop looking at me, cause that's my faith.

yesterday, today. tomorrow.
last yesterday, the next day. not tomorrow.

9:22 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

HOW CUTE!! haha. those fingers belonged to mine. wahaha. i loved this boy.

so my holidays were over. darn. so fast. GRRR. haha. yesterday. we went to watch a movie. which i dono wth is the title. haha. funny thou. erm. then we went to douglas hse to bai nian. haha. and austin is so ke ai. took loadsa photos. haha.
happy times i had.
feel like cinderella, which im not. LOL

8:51 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.