together on a telephone line but living at the world's opposite ends.

Thursday, February 09, 2006

the usual morning froze me to death. it drizzled when i made my way to meet yiting. and fiona wasn't here in school today.
i think im real nuts. i actually went to look for her. lol and she wasnt there. i bet she would be extremely STUNNED to see my face. LOL
Well, i don't think its very nice of me to be happy at somebody's plight uh? nono. its not yet a plight. i think i despise myself loads. i hate it. i feel so out of the picture, nevermind, its all just PURE CRAPs!

actually, that unexpected day, i gave up everything. there's no longer any reaction to whatever things that happened to me, but again, my choice wasn't been granted. im still, walking on the path, the path that leds me back.

I KICKED A SNAIL TODAY! i didn't did it on purpose. it was dark at night, and i couldn't see clearly what the path was and i think i kick something wet like a stone. so i didn't bother. but i turned my head and found out that it was a SNAIL! and i SCREAMED like MAD! not knowing there's a auntie staring at me thinking that i must be mad. so i got this fright and the expression remained on my face, unchanged. another uncle passed by me and gave a puzzled look. this is so hilarious.

i could always find the right slot for your sacred key.*

8:03 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.