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Wednesday, March 01, 2006
i feel like crying, shouting or scream out everything that is going inside me.
people just know how to point fingers and judge them without any good reason, did they ever spare a thought for the rest? how would they feel?

i know i have a damn fucking weird stupid character. im trying to change. don't press me any further. i can't take it anymore. i hate the kind of life that i leading right NOW. perhaps in the first place im not in the picture. i just merely squeezed myself in. thats all. whatever, im just like a prisoner, waiting for the judge to sentence me. im really tired. whatever decisions that you'r gona make or how u want to judge me, go ahead. i cant do much now. ive loads of problems waiting for me to deal. im already having a heavy load of stress. i beg you. dont add on.

i don't want to be anybody's clown anymore. im gona be the real me. ii don't want to smile for anyone anymore. thats no longer a way to ease my sorrows.

in a state of Devastation
The heart had stopped beating

perhaps this is all lies to you

cry me a river.
Flood my emotions.


4:53 AM
 i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



reach my prismic soul.

Joey Wan
250890
VESPERIAN' i am.
i fly & shine with my mates
You'r on my heart just like a tattoo.
xoxo.


Unconditional desires.

To Tibet.


travel.


Make an Online Now Count



hear me.

Now Playing : Teardrops On My Guitar.

By : Taylor Swift.



Those words.


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