together on a telephone line but living at the world's opposite ends.

Sunday, July 30, 2006

woke up at 7.30am by the intensive pain working on my stomach.
i thought its just normal and i'm gona bear with it.
guess what?
i stood beside the toilet bowl and vomitted like hell, and i cried.
and i thought its gona be fine, but i vomitted again. hell man!

i skipped english tution and slept with two blankets. and ive got a paper crane saying get well soon. (:

1:22 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Friday, July 28, 2006

For just 2 minutes differences, we have to pay an addition of $2, what a killer. But the sausage mania was delicious! (:
i think im falling sick. damn cold day.

if i lay here,
i would just lay here,
but will you lie next to me and forget the world?

2:43 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Love, like rain, can nourish from above, drenching couples with a soaking joy. But sometimes, under the angry heat of life, love dries on the surface and must nourish from the below,tending to its roots, keeping itself alive, just like you and me.

i got punished by Ms ong today. cause i forgot about my chemistry tys ): and i was sent out of the class with half of my classmates.

its not like i never try, i did ; its just aint right.

when will this ever end?

6:29 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Monday, July 24, 2006

first time in my life. i ATE A BRINJAL! A RAW ONE!
thats so cool that it nearly sent me to vomit.
thanks to the fnn course work. (:

6:11 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Friday, July 21, 2006

szeli's idea

hei bai pei!

my peeps

lindy tingfang and joey

szeli

Lynette's my joy

My first bestie in Siglap

finally yingying! and my SON ERIC

YANLING` that pink costume was mine and her's was the black one initally. haha

BLACK BEN

LAM, dragged for a snap ((:

vanessa and fiona

omg i love her outfit. its PEIZHI

SERENE

YAY! jie xing and me

kenneth low and me

chihuahua

my joy

looks like we'r having an interview? hahaha

posing for more?

racial harmony

JUNYANG!!!

yiting and i

zul and alann

the virgos * 25 August'1990

isn't she lovely in her purple outfit. damn sweet!

4e3 guys and 4e1's junyang!

look at that toilet bowl! hahaha. lime green so cool.

feathers & umbrella are nice stuffs to play with!

rebecca, joey and cassandra!!! (:

lovely outfit yea? but those laces made me develop rashes on my neck. haha

Racial Harmony Day! Creating peace in school. Yet, a war broke out in my very own home, i shattered with disappointment.

what can i do? what am i supposed to do?

im used getting left alone, i think you dislike me to the core so i decided to make myself as invisible as i can. yet you even want to control my expressions on my face. im your daughter, not your puppet.

left with a sad symphony ;

7:29 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Where'd you go
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone
I miss you so,
Please come back home

Waiting endlessly, it seemed to kill me fatally.

7:04 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Monday, July 17, 2006

im standing at the edge, falling so soon. The one who rescued me wasn't you.

i can't grab a hold on myself, big sorry my friend .

6:24 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Friday, July 14, 2006

yours sincerely,

8:08 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

i don't see, i don't hear , i don't talk.
life made me feel so ironic till now and then.

pathetically cold in the morning due to the downpour. i almost froze to death cus' the fan is ontop of my head and it made me feel like drowning into my bed, and thank god alann lent me his jacket, so warm.

go on, i love that kind of achievement when you finally figured out how to solve a maths question. it apply to my other stuffs as well. like today, when im in doubt, ms fong go through it once and i caught it. i feel so elated and i go "YEAH! finally i know it, so clever! " like that. thou` its kind of lame, but to us, we really feel very different.
daniel is giving me stress. now its geography. i won't lose. saturdays and sundays are meant for my practice exams preparation.
an exception for this sunday, cus' im going for japanese food! cool that resturant will cause my aunt a big bomb, whole whole family is going. therefore i can take photos again. yay!

i got diverted.

im not a girl ; not yet a woman

6:08 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Monday, July 10, 2006

you know that im one of a kind.

so be it.

missy tic tac #

9:29 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Saturday, July 08, 2006

Went to watch "just my luck" yesterday with Ms Koh Tingfang. kinda nice. haha. drowned myself into laughters. then we hanged around someplace to wait for Ms Teo SzeLi then we procceeded to the Pasir Ris Park. Then, went home. collasped. too tired. (:

there's SOCIAL STUDIES TMR!

kill me.

9:55 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Friday, July 07, 2006

There's a lost soul that possessed onto me and i feel like a wet spot in the midst of the fire ; feeling very lost.
I couldn't really handle my emotions perfectly like what i used to do.
It feels like clowns who had their faces drawn, smiling endlessly but none ever spot the tears below their eyes which is exceptionally ironic.
And it applys to me, some people just say whatever they want without thinking of the consequences that they have to bear.They never spare a thought of how will you actually feel. heartbroken? hurt? or feel like as thou you are walking through a forest of thorns that made you bleed so profusely. they never did.
i listened to them, feeling very squeezed up on the inside, having an urge to walk away immediately. but i can't, i still have to stand there, listening even though it is particulary uneasy absorbing the content of the conversation and smile unwillingly , un-naturally.
Someone told me that i hung a face with very little expressions this few days which i think it is true. Its always her who understand how i feel. thank you very much (:
Perhaps its very normal for one to be down at times, but its really tormenting to depress.
i never quite tell people about how i feel recently. Only trustworthy ones. Whats the use of elaborating so much when they aint the one experiencing it?
So random.
im having to much on the inside, its exploding very soon, and now i learnt to let it all out.

Thats the way.

7:33 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Eye lids kept twitching,

i could sense something bad happening,

its true.

Had our chemistry practical today. i took extra care to do those experiments. We were told to put one spectula of calcium carbonate or whatever into the test tube and let it warm with the bunsen burner. guess what happened? after i attach the delivery tube to the solution and i bring it to warm. i saw the spectula inside my test tube. i screamed i laughed cause its too hilarious and ms ong saw. How embarrassing. i really have no idea why it is inside. then, i tried to detach the delivery tube and the solution poured all over to my hand and to my watch. After everything was done, i begin to warm my experiment as told, but i burnt one of my fingers. feeling so helpless and i stopped whatever i was doing and wash up. ROARS.

Those grey eyes of yours stared back at me,

So teary and stormy,

It was threatening me as thou` its going to pour down at any moment.

At this moment, i realised that i never open my heart to all the possiblities.

Now i looked back into your eyes,

i can feel in my heart of the start of something new.

8:11 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Sunday, July 02, 2006

there's a face on the trunk!

the buddlha hand

i saw a HORSE!

full view. SO BIG!

that stupid girl scratching her head was my sister

The amazing tree trunk

yesterday, i went to a temple to visit a big big tree. As i said, i love nature. The tree is about 100 over years in this temple. It wasn't an ordinary tree. It is a Bodhi tree. Which was said that in india, people are not supposed to pick the leaves of these trees up if not, you'll get a fine. This Bodhi tree is the legendary tree that the man who sat under it and cultivate until he became the Buddlha. Perhaps there are many of these trees in Singapore, but this tree is more than 100 years old, and the temple itself is already 65 years since the day it was established.
However, the government wants to chop it off, isn't it a real pity?
Therefore my parents ; family and i signed up for the peition. and i hope you people can also do the same. please visit this website : http://www.petitiononline.com/bodhi3/petition.html
you can also visit this place at 61 Lorong How Sun
Protect the tree!

your support will be really appreciated. (:

9:37 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.

Saturday, July 01, 2006