together on a telephone line but living at the world's opposite ends.

Saturday, March 03, 2007

That was what we used to be ;

I was so upset, because my coloured contacts teared during my work, and i can't take them out, firstly, i'll look like some monster with one brown and black eye balls if i were to take one out, second, i can't take off both because i can commit sucide due to the ultra blurred vision, it is as good as nothing. So i was in pain for the whole 8 hours. After work, i rushed home with bus 27, at first i thought i took the wrong bus, because i seldom take the bus, even if so, it was with someone who remembers what bus to reach tampines.Suddenly ,i lose dependent and i've got that urge to call and ask which bus to take as i always confuse between bus 24 &27. But forget it, i just try my luck and i got it right.

Then off to Cest La'Vie. GUZHENG IS SO IMPRESSIVE. I spent $15 just to support my own juniors and seeing them in such beautiful performance, i'm really touched.
Then followed the gang for supper and reached home around 12am.

Woke up at 4.30, which means i slept for less than 5 hours. Wondering why i woke up so early despite my job starts at 7am? This is because, i'm slow, slow in everything and the best part is, early in the morning, i tend to chase for buses and mrt train.

Glenlivet, my new job. New Uniform which looked dainty. But bad enough, first day of work, big big bosses came. I didn't get shot.

I seemed utterly transparent, not visible. Why do i always hear things that tarnish my dignity so much? its not like i don't want to share a thing neither do i not speak, but am i given a chance & the attention which everyone need? i don't see why i get such different treatments everytime.i feel so speechless. Somehow, because of all these issues, i tend to learn to keep everything to myself,show no emotions and slowly, i'm feeling nothing, nothing at all anymore.

My love had destroyed,
but i hope to build it back again.

bye world,

7:36 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.