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Thursday, May 31, 2007
walking out of zero ;

i'm seriously seriously lacking of sleep. i slept my way to YCK with my mouth wide open on the bus. Went Rozie's place for ICA and i went off after my part was done. Took a taxi down from hougang to bugis and the fare was $12.40. The uncle practically drove me from hougang to yio chu kang, then ang moh kio, then bishan, then novena, then i saw bt timah rd, then thomson road,( still got somemore to mention, but i forgot, because i was 1/2 dozing off ) then little india and bugis.

caught SHREK! funny thou' then me and the other 5 people went suntec , walking aimlessly, went into the arcade, Toys R US , bugis street to search for alison's necklace! hahaha, and the most hilarious thing of all was that, a group of 6 went into Sketches, ( for dinner) sat down, with the menu on the table. But because we can't think of what to eat so 6 butts got up their seats and walked out. hahaha. Had a great day! although i'm ultra drained.

The Beginning, The Middle, The End.
We didn't make it,
its history ;

bye world,

10:34 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Wednesday, May 30, 2007
maybe someday, you will be glad that i'm around ;

its a good good day! went training instead, and woah, i super heart double-base now!
somebody teach me cart-wheel. i wana learn, learn learn! i got 3 blows on my head, my world's spinning for no reason.
its 12.32am now. weee, i'm wide awake. plus, i just had "ban mian" not long ago.

tomorrow's Vesak day, it was supposed to be a PH, but, i realised that my project went lala and i've to meet my friends at 9AM at YIO CHU KANG.
catching Shrek tomorrow with people.

now i know, 100plus + red bull = NICE DRINK.

my shoulder's painful........


i extremely hate you. and your the first.

bye world,

11:23 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Sunday, May 27, 2007
somedays ;

to that whoever/ jerm / whatever/ " my friend" ;

firstly, its none of your problem if even i have ugly teeth and eyes. for godsake, i fucking like what i am now. or are you too jealous that you have none? and i'm not pretty in the first place? so? i want to smile whenever, every single second and then? what you want to do? spam again? what the hell is wrong with you? Psycho impaired? or what?

please la, grow up kid! laugh my ass out.

4:30 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Saturday, May 26, 2007
a part of me died ;


thanks fiona, i love you so much. deeply appreciated!
random!
fiona took a picture of my wallet.


cheers!


candid!


thinking..


FIONA.


joey took this!


the after-process of shopping..


now she's here


now she's gone


tadah!






went out with FIONA today. i loved NYDC's irish cream mudpie, made with baileys! oh love.
bought my shorts and "little miss chatterbox" t-shirt.
met yanling, peizhi & pearline on the way to fareast. bank's dying.
ANYBODY WANA GO FOOD FAIR WITH ME?!!!
anybody please, dig my eyes out.
somebody just broke my heart like always.
somebody lied like always
somebody is what i wana forget entirely
yes, its that somebody that i once loved so deeply.
but now, its the real time to take it away & out of me.
dont worry about me doing anything, cause this time round, i give up chasing.
a part of me really died.
bye and hello new.
bye world.





10:18 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Friday, May 25, 2007
here its at it again ;





what has the world becoming into?

11:27 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



give out love, and to let it come in ;


yiting & i got nothing better to do on friday after schools, so we went msq for anderson's! thats my pouring puff! <3
us
And as usual...

Went to Chalet with tingfang for our company, Promopower / pernod ricard
Wyborowa & chivas 12 years is love.
this Wyborowa Vodka is under pernod's and i didn't know about it, well, its smooth with lime and i love it so much.
Here's Tingfang!
And as usual...

Nose digging can be an addiction




GREAT SINGAPORE SALE! Now then i realise it. i practically shopped my day off and i realised that i feel like taking out my contact lenses so that i cant see anything, thus not leading me to buy anything. my wallet's so not packed with notes, i feel like throwing away my posb card or sew it into a corner inside my bag so i dont even realise that i actually have it.
In conclusion, i still bought stuffs. shorts, tops, perfumes..
i'm meeting fiona tomorrow <3
i'm very bloated, asculcate my bowel sound anyone?


anyway, i'm very happy today, because our lecturer actually commented that our presentation is one of the best so far. At least efforts were appreciated. (:
bye world,




10:44 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



view me in another angle ;
people mugging so hard for bio, while me...cam-whoring & singing.
hello, this is 9pm and project's still in progress!















10:36 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Thursday, May 24, 2007
summer affairs ;

end class at 4pm, did project till 9pm in school, got home like 10.40pm? and i had my dinner so screwed, perhaps i'm just dying of starvation so i'm having gastric pain which also means i didnt really take a complete meal.
finally, 1am, my goodness critical ICA project is completed. and now have to do lab work. sigh..who says poly's great life. i'll smack you dead.

my mom's ( fill in the blanks )...she kept whining and whining for dont know what reason and chase me to bed, hello, of course i wanted to sleep, but my job's not done, how can i go coma peacefully?

i'm really not in a good state, fuck the pain.

11:40 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Wednesday, May 23, 2007
remember, its past tense ;

finally, after seven weeks of school, its my first time having lessons at 11 am. which also means that i don't have to wake up at 6am!
bio test tomorrow, i don't have to sleep tonight (:

without love,

9:09 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Tuesday, May 22, 2007
what i need at home is SILENCE and i can survive without others.


8:15 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Monday, May 21, 2007
silence is loud when all you hear is your heartbeat ;

i'm going so crazy, fed-up, irritated, annoyed, " Fill In The Blanks With The Most Appropriate Words ".

4 blooody ICA presentations
- critical thinking
- fundation of nursing
-physiology
- sociology

poly life's isn't that wonderful after all. all you have were the endless projects that suffocates ME to nowhere.

had training today, did my doublebase. woohoo. but end off with a lousy mood. haha. i'm ironic, i feel like going off with all these whatever stuffs.

i kept singing "Material Girls" everywhere i go.
And green cough syrup's no longer exist, but my cough's still alive.
i realised i'm so out of interest in everything besides my studies. argh..
it is 1am in the morning, i just came back from school & now i'm studying bio.

bless me ;

( If you did notice, my post is in a great chunk of mess with no starting, ending. just summaries of my day, so if you dont understand it, dont bother understanding it, cause' i'm lost too )

right here where you want me to ;

bye world ,

11:47 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Sunday, May 20, 2007
you know me the best ;


at Miss Clarity
jean wan caused me to have a hole in my pocket!
Ordered Ristto, black italian rice, mouth drooling, what the hell, i vomitted them all out not even home. Super angry and irritated by myself, so i ate bread & bread for the rest of my life.
i detest my life now, so many projects & presentations ; endless.
i'll take you away from here.
so hurry & hold me.


6:04 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Friday, May 18, 2007
i'll find another you ;
htoo!
kumar!
wanhin's monkey with my strawberry
i looked ultra paleeee




murder me please,








7:57 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Thursday, May 17, 2007
i dont like the way how you look at me ;

This is the 3rd time i went to the doctor, ( anyway, visit a clinic isnt cheap, it almost cost me 100 bucks already ) again this evening and was diagnosed as Lungs Infection & slight asthma. I was given a very strong type of antibotics and cough syrup which is bright green in colour! Those medications made my heart pumped bloody fast and i felt so uncomfortable. i can throw up 3 times in a day, which is what i just did.

seriously, i don't feel like talking to anybody. i see no point.

bye world,

9:48 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Tuesday, May 15, 2007
When will you turn back time, take it back from the start when you knew me;

early in the morning, i spent 20 minutes in the toilet hugging the toilet bowl - vomitting. And when i stepped out of my house i thought there was a typhoon, i see no difference between having a shelter over my head or not, because i'm wet & my hair is like all over my face.
Went Ang Mo Kio Hub with my love ones and i vomitted at a damn big long kang.
i hardly be able to speak / talk / converse / laugh properly. It's a real torture.
When will i ever recover?
When will i stop coughing so badly till i feel like having a parang over my neck?
When will i stop having my skin from dropping till i find myself an onion look alike?




i see your life's pretty good right now, so i'm done and shall move on.
we ride,


bye world,


8:57 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Saturday, May 12, 2007
another world, another you ;

i want shopping....cause' my bag teared. ( i usually bring loadsa rubbish to school & i've no idea why ).

now, my ribcage hurts like hell because of the cough.

1:39 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Thursday, May 10, 2007
tainted hearts, heal with time ;

goodness, i realised i've forgotten how to study. i tried so hard to study biological sciences today, but somehow nothing gets really into my brains. ( maybe because of that dumb medication which made me tremble so much ) but i'm still trying in process.
my world's spinning so vigorously.
put me to sleep somebody,

no zoo,
no fun,
i miss my gffs.

9:31 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Wednesday, May 09, 2007
me,you and my medication ;

woke up and saw a news on television that 2 young boys in china went to the beach and got a 2nd degree-burnt due to the sun. goodness, and i think my condition is roughly there la. hahaha.

JIA MIN, DEANNA, PEOPLE, PLEASE TELL ME WHAT I'VE MISSED FOR LAB! T.T
I DONT WANA MAKE UP LESSONS AH..

anyway, my lips had recovered, i can eat whatever i want now. gona take revenge.

i think i can't go for the zoo trip people, im so upset.

11:24 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



i barely see myself now ;

i'm on MC for 2 days!
due to upper respiratory tract infection & sunburnt.

When the doctor saw me again, she's like almost bursting into laughter and its so obvious that she's controlling herself. hahaha.
yayness, i need somebody to break all the mirrors at home so i can stop seeing myself & can prevent me from peeling my own skin :D


this picture here is drawn by me and it illustrates how i looked like now. the pink thing on my face looked like an eight in chinese is due to peeling. hahahaha.
what the hell, i'm so good at drawing. and i showed this to my elder sis and she said i'm gone.
laugh my ass out. i'm studying.

1:37 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Tuesday, May 08, 2007
i seek the truth ;

i'm being so pathetic that the only place for me to let out all my emotions is the toilet, i really tried very hard to let it all out and i did, at least i feel so much better.
my face is disfigured and i'm depressed.



the ageing, the peeling and the redness. what the hell, i cannot even smile properly. ahhah




9:22 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Sunday, May 06, 2007
love is when you learn how to let go ;

finally, i visited the doctor and the doctor looked at me as if i'm some alien because i'm so red.
Was told that i had an infection,slight fever and given an MC, but i rejected. i don't even want to have a thought of skipping school.
yay! i met up with tingfang today and treated her pizza hut! :D
got my pay! but i hope somebody can burn down shopping malls so i wont spend a single cent.

i'm so looking forward to 12/5, ZOOO leh.

ps : fiona, i'm free on thursday. isit okay?
in advance :
Happy Birthday To Koh Ting Fang!


6:22 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Saturday, May 05, 2007
love ;
SENTOSA!

jia hao, garie, graham, yixun,nizz,yiting, jac and yijun!

and the girls.
after the tanning..

with yongshen


1,2,3,4
this is funny
whose the ugliest!!!

with andy's specs!
WE'R JUST SO BURNT!














9:33 PM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



we look at things from an angle which is too different ;

went palawan beach 'sentosa today with vesperians!
and we did stunts in the sea, hahaha.
and i became soooooooooooo tanned and red. i think im darker than wuye now.
and i got screwed when i got home because i'm dark.
and i coughed my way to hell because i talked too much. ( no, actually i didn't talked that much, i was just "hmm, yar, ohhhh")
and now, i'm so itchy itchy papaya, i'm going off to bed.
pictures will be up too.
although 3/4 belonged to yongshen despite the fact that it was my camera. hahaha

goodnight.

11:13 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



Friday, May 04, 2007
It takes courage to forget ;
We are just funny people who wore black.
don't stress me up, i'll end up like this!
Cailing & me, in library cafe.


i'm so out of breath, so sorry that i made yiting talked to herself, because i hardly be able to reply properly.
yeah! sentosa tomorrow!
movies coming up ; and i wana watch
* pirates of the carribean ( at world ends) my favourite!!!
* 200 pounds..( i practically forgot the title )
* and there's this show coming up soon with a title starting with a "Te...berth." A cast like Narnia.
Life is full of choices and this is what i chose.

9:47 AM
i stayed up nightsuntil the stars leave the skies.



reach my prismic soul.

Joey Wan
250890
VESPERIAN' i am.
i fly & shine with my mates
You'r on my heart just like a tattoo.
xoxo.


Unconditional desires.

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