therunaway-mistake

2008-01-04T18:36:00.000-06:00

i 've MOVED.

to : http://crumbled-up.livejournal.com.

2008-01-02T00:48:00.000-06:00

no one else can speak the words on your lips.

super bored.
bless me, i'm gona do my malay role play tomorrow. malay leh! die la. -.-

bye world,

2008-01-01T06:18:00.000-06:00

i won't deny that i missed you.

location : on this damn bed.

joey's flushed and having a very drowsy + heavy head on the neck.
so damn cold outside.

wished you were here.

yippeee, 2008!

back to bed. goodnight. xoxo.

bye world,

2008-01-01T00:29:00.000-06:00

i fake a smile so he won't see.

Pumps for you people yo?

beautiful? its hand-painted!

visit www.its-szes.blogspot.com for more details!

bye world,

2007-12-31T07:09:00.000-06:00

don't look back at a new direction.

yes, they are back. with 8 pairs, no i mean 10 pairs of shoes, plenty of clothes ( but i only got a piece of everywhere also got sell that kinda tank top but nevermind.) 4 bags? ( i've got none) some accessories for the head ( which i don't think it looks nice on short hair ) necklaces. and a purple watch ( which i dont like purple ) blah. and i got my baileys! thanks, i didn't mean to grumble. the fact is that i don't even care about all these stuffs.

but i'm just upset. i'm on so many kinds of medications, visit this dental, visit that sinseh. AND TO ENDURE those stupid pain. Just came back from the sinseh not long ago, he poke my poor little toe so many times to squeeze out blood, its so painful you know. and its "tuo jiu" already. The worst part is my mom looked ultra happy looking at me. wtf?

went to the dental earlier, another agony, took xrays and the dentist injected analgesia and 1/2 of my mouth is some sort of paralysed and so numb. Then insert medication la blah and it cost 90 bucks man. sigh.

And to imagine that i've to reach amk by 9am pissed me off totally. its not as if i live so near there. limping there is another issue. wtf.

This is how i spend my last day of the year. In addition, with the non-stop suan-ing rubbing onto me by my mom. THANKS MAN.

:(

bye world,

2007-12-30T22:54:00.000-06:00

drew looks at me.

airport soon,
visit the dentist later ( i freaking hate this )
i'm gona get real screwed in 2 hours time.

sigh.

bye world,

2007-12-29T22:01:00.000-06:00

you'r the song, in the car that i keep singing ; don't know why i do.

the most irritating stuff isn't because its painful. its the stupid sis of mine. she enjoyed laughing at me so much when the sinseh was pulling my toe straight while i was screaming like whatever. damn her.

knowing that i can't walk fast like her, she left me behind all the time. and occassionally turn around and giggled at me. -.-

ooh. i super bored, i painted my nails again / nicely done. :D

i want a haircut again, i want my bob to be perfect. its like some out of shape thingy now.

i can't imagine that i listened to my sis who's telling me her ups and downs, i never felt that we'r real sisters till yesterday. & god damn i don't even know how to console her.

We all will ,miss out our chances each and everytime, it depends on how you face it and tackle the situations right.

Well, i'd too, but i chose to leave it all behind me. take a chance, take a smile. breakaway.

you'll be more than happy.

New Year Resolutions.

Create more time for my family
To be LESS lazy
To achieve better and better grades.
To do more shoppings, more clothes for my waredrobes ( i don't care )
To save some money to go for my car license.
To behave more like a girl, less vocabs for me. yay baby.
To have longer legs! wahaha.

bye world,

2007-12-28T13:01:00.000-06:00

so you are the one, still.

suddenly, i've got a new nick name : 1.90 LOL.

and i think i'm so throwing my face, so throw face throw face. ahhhhhhhh.
next time, shall keep my eyes close enough not to let others know what am i looking at.

bye world,

2007-12-27T22:12:00.000-06:00

you made me smile like that.

2007-12-27T08:46:00.000-06:00

i gambled in this game called love.

i thought i can enjoy the few days of freedom but my mommy still checks on me through smses asking my sis what time did i reach home everynight while she's shopping till her legs sore in taiwan. why didn't she sms to my phone man, i kinda miss her.

although i'm freaking broke, i still managed to crawl out of my house and went shopping with my sis. and as usual..and when i got home my dad asked : "ah girl ah, you go buy clothes yourself isit? you got accompany jie jie go buy clothes anot? don't everytime run and disappear leh. "
then i go : .....

despite the fact that i'm hungry, i can't eat properly, when i chew, i cry, then my uncle laughed at me. -.-
now i'm hoping for someone to murder me or knock me out from the behind or do something to kill this pain. i swear its terrible / horrible / not-bearable / die-able.
i hope my pain killers work.

lie next to me, close enough so that i can hear your heart beating.

xoxo,

bye world.

2007-12-26T01:03:00.000-06:00

i saw you looking at me, looking at you.

The Clique
i always wanted to take a proper picture when i'm at fiona's place, know why? SEE that wallpaper? this is the reason why.

Fiona & i.

Me & Szeli love.

They Baked Cookies & We played twister!

so fly, so high.

The Girls set up the fire and started BBQ-ing.

Love Love.

on A Leopard?

i'm falling....

SEE. play somemore, later more pushups!

caught you!

BBQ..

& the clumsy guys! HAHA!

CHRISTMAS CELEBRATION

We all bought gifts to exchange and those guys are so damn hilarious as they bought real cute stuffs to exchange! haha!

After all these, we stayed at fiona's place for the whole night till the morning. & i didn't sleep at all. Supposingly was watching deathnote together with wuye while the rest were already sleeping but my lenses went too dry that my vision became blur and i didnt managed to see the subtitles clearly, haha, so i went to join amos & xianli to watch some car accident ghost video, weird stingray-human, blah.. on youtube till morning. LOL!

my mom & sister flew off this afternoon. LONELY ME!

wha, dead drained.

i don't know why but i loved this christmas. xoxo.

bye world,

2007-12-24T08:03:00.000-06:00

love, broke your heart & brought you lies.

Carrefour. ( almost killed me )

see the amount of stuffs we've got!
damn, i'm uber broke.

then we turned spastic.

see that trolley full of.....FOOD.

i love corn.

everywhere is so packed, crowded with people. out with yiting to get gifts & stuffs for the bbq tomorrow. i spent SO much.

why did i feel so tired and drained.

happy birthday darling!

xoxo.

bye world,

2007-12-23T05:55:00.000-06:00

What will it be like when my world meets yours.

The bliss. / i felt old standing together with them ; all my cousins.

Christmas Celebration!
& i won a $10 ang bao. LOL.

i suddenly wanted a sunflower, but i've no idea what to do with it. HAHA.

xoxo.

bye world,

2007-12-20T13:02:00.000-06:00

tattoo.

I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo.
i'll always have you.

2007-12-19T11:04:00.000-06:00

you made it happened.

FM20.12

met new people, made new friends, had an enjoyable day.

& i'm too lazy to post all the pictures. HAHA!

2007-12-18T16:36:00.000-06:00

crossways, we met.

rainy days, healing heart, the perfect bus ride with me and my grey.
i love my ring.

yo, lets rot & do facial masks at home.

2007-12-17T11:21:00.000-06:00

i heard you calling my name.

joey should really stop coughing before she dies or get pissed with talking & she jolly well shut up.
blah..

got home damn late and i got a warning from my mom.
: " its either you make sure that you reach home before 11.30pm or you quit your cheerleading, if not i'll make sure you quit. " so sad.
bleh, good girls only PRETEND to listen. hahaha!

damn, i'm still coughing so badly.

bye world,

2007-12-16T09:18:00.000-06:00

i loved you for the times that you made me smile.

DONUTS.

Me.

& fiona.

after so long, we finally got a nice & proper picture.

best friends smile at each other!

yayness.
went to Sunshine Empire today with bestie and roger. listened to some stuffs regarding business. good money man.

then we went novena for donuts. hanged around and i saw this ladybird plush toy with a clover print at hallmark, so lovely, i want it man. it reminds me of my mom, she's so mean. recently,she kept all my soft toys and hide it somewhere. when i asked her about my yellow duck, she refused to tell me. damn mean. so sad.. ):

with you, with me.
you make my world escalate.
i want you here with me.

xoxo.

2007-12-15T09:21:00.000-06:00

with you, i'm so alright. xoxo

the usuals, what do you think? shopping loh.

sometimes i think i'm like a trash bag. people throw their whatever to me whenever they like it.
hello, i'm human too alright.
i think i better should re-consider.

2007-12-14T22:23:00.000-06:00

you hear me?

i never should have waited so long to say,

what ive always known since the very first day.

2007-12-14T10:57:00.000-06:00

together is the beginning of seperation.

i really feel like smashing my computer. its getting so slow nowadays which is getting on my nerves. blah.
attended andy's lecture and i always find his lessons particularly interesting. then discussed my malay ica, complete horror. wahahah. kill shane & wanhin by asking them to translate the whole script. wahaha.

met alison and we stayed in the clubroom for the rest of the afternoon.
then some disaster happened during training, i tried very hard not to let it out but i failed so badly. so heartbroken at the point of time. sighh.
but, looking at the other perspective, vesper is going for more, which is good, i supposed. yet i didn't get really excited about it.

was on the bus and this man was a total disgust. he actually spit saliva out from his mouth in the bus man. ITS THE BUS, aircon bus, so nice, so comfortable. then you heard someone " KARrrrrraaaach PUI~" wha lau i tell you i super feel like smacking him on the head. He PUI twice can. Then he started digging his god damn nose after which his fingers exploring everywhere on the seats. And he still got the cheek to stare at people with that " what the fuck" face. come on la. so uncivilised. blah.
i'll be so busy during the hols.
& i think i'm sick now. shit.

to love and to lost, or rather to not love at all. which do you want?
i thought you were the best thing that had ever happened to me.
you hear me?

bye world,

2007-12-11T00:32:00.000-06:00

Closed off from love.

selling my soul to cgh.
i hear holidays calling my name.
& i'm coming yea.

bye world,

2007-12-09T09:21:00.000-06:00

who needs the world when i've got you.

i'm so happy today. its been awhile since we sat down as a family to eat and laugh together. For the past few weeks, my mom & dad quarrelled over stupid small stuffs and its on and off. Now finally they are back. xoxo

joey is exhausted with her brain juices all squeezed dry.
having sore throat.
blah.

bye world,

2007-12-07T22:14:00.000-06:00

i keep bleeding love.

now you know why no short skirts.

i want long long long legs! HAHAHA

i came across amy's blog and this song, i thought it was nice.
(:

2007-12-07T01:55:00.001-06:00

location: in that damn library

joey's freezing to death with her brains almost cracked open for that damn essay.

2007-12-05T09:56:00.000-06:00

you are my habit.

joey skipped lectures yesterday & went for a movie/shopping yesterday with her dearest friend despite having practical exam the following week. damn her, she's so dead.
yay, "enchanted' was pretty hilarious but sweet, really sweet. bought a top for wanhin's VERY belated birthday & got 2 betsey shirred tops of vibrant colours from cotton on plus an oriental pair of studs which is quite costly ( i must be having a brain damage to actually buy that studs) and when i got home, i got screwed by my mommy for splurging on clothes AGAIN. ( i can't help it. ) : /
joey shall not shop anymore. she meant it.

met up with nizz this afternoon & went to novena. we both got our training shoes & mine's like a primary school kido school kind. hahaha.
Training was supposingly cancelled, but in the end me & nizz decided to train. so we got all the rest of the peeps to come along with us. & was kind of happy to see graham coming back today, although its only for awhile, but its still a happy thingy cause we haven't been seeing him for a few trainings already.
xoxo.

no more short skirts, cause' i've awful bruises on my knees.
i wana watch THE GOLDEN COMPASS! anybody interested?

its 12.31am. i have yet to complete my homework. and my essay is due the following monday. woohoo.
i got pestered by some prudential insurance agent just now. haha. weirdo, instead of telling me about his insurance thingy, he told me a riddle about a potato. -.- and he commented that i don't have the "nurse look". i bet he's got nothing better to do.

i'm the oil in the chai poh of the chwee kueh. ; i float. (:

you'r starting to become a part of me. so fly, so high.
bye world,

2007-12-01T08:07:00.000-06:00

its my courage that you took away.

started my day off crying in bed. i woke up due to the extreme pain on my calf, its a cramp. yea so i cried, cause' its so unbearable. then i didn't know why i behaved like a zombie, i spent my whole afternoon lying on my bed. breathing yet so dead, that was what my mummy said.

then i went out in the evening for dinner and went shopping. & I MET NIZZ! haha. what a coincidence, and we'r like talking about the same bag that we both liked. haha. & i got one myself.
bought a pair of flats too.

i hate shopping/ going out / whatever. because my back can't tolerate and which it causes pain like fuck.

would you find the right slot to my sacred key?

bye world,

2007-11-30T11:03:00.000-06:00

the healing heart.

today's training was simply one of the most enjoyable ones.
christmas is coming, how many times have i been saying it. but i just like christmas. because it's so special <3.

somebody give me a hug please.

bye world.

2007-11-29T06:44:00.000-06:00

i'm waiting for the rain in this drought.

i realised i'm so weak, i'm sick.

bye world.

2007-11-28T09:59:00.000-06:00

you sent me hugs & kisses from miles.

woke up at 4am this morning to study, just because yesterday i'm not in a clear mind haha. amazing. then after the theory test, i went to meet yijun & hengda this lovely couple. ( at the same time, i'm a super big lightbulb because jac suddenly didnt wana meet us! )
went shopping and bought some stuffs.
watched "Fred Claus". then went home.

i need shoes, i really need them.
i think there are loadsa nice movies coming up that i wana catch,

The Tattooist, Enchanted ( damn, i've yet to watch it), The golden compass, Mr Magorium's Wonder Emporium, 2 days in paris.

my eyelid bleeds. T.T

Christmas is coming. <3

bye world,

2007-11-27T08:58:00.000-06:00

paperbags, hearts & loves.

i'm supposed to mug, but hell. i got so disturbed.
i won't deny anything.
& big girls don't cry.

bye world,

2007-11-26T10:45:00.000-06:00

it says it all.

2007-11-26T10:15:00.000-06:00

the day i thought i'd never get through, i got over you.

something's pretty wrong with my goddamn eyelids. its hell painful & its swelling for so many donkey days already.

all the tests are like queuing up one by one waiting for me. & i'm VERY stressed up. i think i'm gona sacrifice some stuffs. anyway, no point.

fucktards everywhere. okay, thats so whatever.

i'm so hungry, didn't have my dinner at all.

i've met a clone of a trash,

time's proven me so right.

i rather have it tested and true.

& i got it all right.

till then,

bye world,

2007-11-23T10:09:00.000-06:00

we used to say, let us love till the world die. but it never came true.

its short now.
ira & me. having fun playing with forceps. -.-

i hate periods. i feed on panadols like having M&M's chocolates.

bye world,

2007-11-22T09:49:00.000-06:00

the perfect mistake.

My girlfriends are all so pretty. i cant stand it. SEEE!

went tingfang's house for steamboat. its so heartwarming that she arranged such a gathering. & i really enjoyed alot especially when looking at those old school days photos & neoprints with stupid poses, it really makes me feel like banging the wall. we all looked EXTREMELY different from now.

But now that we were all in different schools and different paths, girlfriends hardly get to see each other anymore. which i'm kinda upset about. & i missed my bestie so damn much, but i didnt get to see her today )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

i wonder how is she. so much to say, but didnt know how to start.

i laughed my ass out during tut today. wei ling is making everybody laughing like mad. nice gatsby commercial demo ah, encore somemore. hahaha. presentations in groups are getting more and more creative, which is not good. who to blame? blame ourselves, we always spoil the market. damn, next wed is lab theory test. wahaha.

bye world,

2007-11-19T08:09:00.000-06:00

Upside down.

i want no stress. i'm feeling so messed up. EVERYWHERE, EVERYTHING.

stupid bio, i hate you. and alot of stuffs, i hate them all.

somedays, i wana quit.

its totally unbearable when you only see people concerned about THEY, THEMSELVES, and nobody else.

i seriously think i've not enough time for everything. i'm lagging behind. & i hate this feeling.

argh.

wanhin says i've double chin, do i really have double chin? oh my god.

bye world, i hate you.

2007-11-16T06:38:00.000-06:00

you had me, exactly, where you wanted.

class ended super early today & i went for my make up lab lesson. studied in the library which almost got freezed to death in there. its goddamn cold. buried myself with bio bio bio lecture notes and weekends that is going to keep me occupied would be bio & my runny nose with bad throat. shit.

ITS FREAKING COLD NOW. COLD COLD COLD.

& i'm feeling so " fill in the blanks with the most appropriate words "
i dont deserve this.
:(
pitter patter, its gone.

bye world,

2007-11-14T09:17:00.000-06:00

I remember like it was yesterday,first kiss and i knew you changed the game.

this was yesterday. & shall let pictures do the talk.

Dinner at MOF. with yiting darling!

my yummy chicken charsiew ramen!tofu's yummy!

yiting's udon!

not sure what's this thing, but it has got katen jelly, vanilla ice-cream, rice balls. & it is damn damn damn nice.

mochi mochi.

bye world,

2007-11-11T05:24:00.000-06:00

read my lips.

hahaha, nerd. LOL

2007-11-09T09:46:00.000-06:00

All things come to those who wait, they come, but often come too late.

school ends early today and we've completed our project! like FINALLY. And i met up with yiting for pizza hut! i've been wanting to eat all that ever since cailing showed me the flyer. haha. & it does reminds me of my secondary school days whereby we will end up dining at pizza hut after school, with my bestie fiona of course!
argh, miss those days. so carefree & happy. unlike now.
darn stress & all that pimples came settling down on my poor face again.

then, we walked around amk, i'm beginning to love that place. BECAUSE i can get clothes, bags, shoes at such affordable prices. oh god, and i got myself a flowerly long top today. haha.
let's go shopping. hehe.

was doing some online shopping and i found this domokun's bag, damn cute. but the size is quite big la. and i asked my mom whether i should buy and guessed what she say?

mom : " haha, you sure you want to carry such bag to school ah? "
me : huh? why cannot, so cute leh!"
mom : hmm, 25 dollars leh, go thailand buy confirm cheap like siao!"
me : " -.- hello? means i can wait untill singapore's having snow to get that bag la "
sister : " ehh. dont care la, you go buy that bag leh, so cute, you buy then i can use! "
me : what the.....

went training again. & BERRY TORE MY ROXY BROWN SHORTS! T.T
performance is so nearing, which is actually next wednesday. oh my god. scary scary & scary.

alright, thats all.

xoxo,

bye world,

2007-11-07T10:33:00.000-06:00

i rather think of you.

can i just collapse? i'm feeling so whatever & wana faint anytime. blah.

i slept in lectures, bus ( oh, and i banged my head against that bloody glass panel again freak.)\

tomorrow's a PH. PH meaning public holiday. & there's no school. BUT i freaking have to make my way back to NYP for project. somebody please murder me.

my eyelids are so heavy. dark circles forming, oh my god.

& my ankle hurts. sigh..

stormy days covered the skies of my november.

bye world,

2007-11-05T11:22:00.000-06:00

& a part of me died when you left.

my face is FAT.

& i looked as if i just woke up from somewhere haha! with nizz!!

subaru challenge!

YAY.

tired. why do i always drive myself so hard.

2007-11-04T02:41:00.000-06:00

all the happenings.

YESTERDAY;

subaru's performance at ngee ann city. reached there in the morning for a rehersal & got free coffee bean breakfast. hahaha.
Well, most of our stunts went up, except for the finale, which is abit of incomplete. but anyway, we all had already put in our effort and our very best for this performance! well done people! (:

after that, we went to have steamboat. then a late night movie ( "The Game Plan" ). i seriously think Dwayne Johnson is so hot. Cabbed home with yixun, graham and yiting. wha, during the journey, i can die man. i tried so hard not to fall asleep because yiting's already sleeping haha.

my voice is now so sexy.
okay, thats all that i can remember.
till then.
oh ya, pictures will be up soon. :D

bye world,

2007-10-29T11:36:00.000-05:00

twist cradle's like shit for me now..
To all bases, so sorry for injuring you guys all the time, but you people never fail to catch us & prevent the flyers from crashing to the ground! thanks ALL! :D

learnt melayu today. hell difficult. i can't imagine myself doing a role play in malay!

i think i'm falling in love with mondays. <3

xoxo.

we built our everything on lies.

bye world,

2007-10-28T05:54:00.000-05:00

like tragic.

okay, lets rewind. yesterday night, i went for a movie and had supper. by the time i reached home, its like around 2.30am? and i collasped into my bed till 11 this morning.

then i treated my family to the " family international buffet" for lunch. after that, we went shopping..
i seriously think my mom is super incredible, she spent almost 900 bucks today. thanks to my sis who hacked her for a 500 bucks spectacles, initially it cost like 600 over, but the man was kind la. haha.

my sunday's gone just like this....oh my.

byeworld,

2007-10-27T02:53:00.000-05:00

you had me.

saturday = online shopping day.
damn trapped.
& i'm going for a midnight movie later.

oh ya, my finger looks more like a carrot now. LOL.

bye world,

2007-10-26T11:30:00.000-05:00

& i need you like a heart needs a beat.

after training, nizz & me, with a little bit of graham behind.

i named this " caterpillar finger" . this was how it looked like when i got home.

then, after a while, it became like that! oh god, its damn stiff and pain now. & the colour's getting darker and darker! HOWWWWWW.

bye world,

2007-10-26T00:35:00.000-05:00

ICE CREAM!

2007-10-24T11:02:00.000-05:00

pride & prejudice.

crap, my whole world seemed to fall apart. For don't know what reasons, my world is spinning like crazy, did i hit on my head or something? i can't even recall.
Went training, like the usuals, & i can't do my twist cradle this time round. damn sad. & i fell.
my knees looked horrendous to me now.
supposed to do some work for tomorrow's group discussion, but i'm in such a state whereby i declare myself " brain dead " . howww. oh my god.

somedays, i feel so pathetically broke & i feel like ransacking my whole house for that bloody card and burn down the bank account into gray ashes.
yet, somedays, i feel so glad that i couldn't find it because THERE'S HELL LOADSA STUFFS THAT I WANA BUY LA! damn all those shopping malls. T.T

bye world,

2007-10-22T11:36:00.000-05:00

runaway.

hello, melayu! :D

went amk hub together with nizz! haha, shopping of course. nizz wanted a new bag, so we walked around and the ideal bag that she saw cost $29.90, but after walking around, we found cheaper deals! hahaha. i'm gona get myself one too! :D

& happy birthday my dearest yiting <3!

xoxoxo
at the other world, under the same skies,
i wonder, how are you?

byeworld,

2007-10-20T11:01:00.000-05:00

i feel like screaming out loud.
this is such a terrible emotion to bear,

2007-10-20T08:30:00.000-05:00

there's no other boy who can make me feel so sweet.

CAREBEAR! alamak, i so want a clover carebear, but its hard to find nowadays.

LOL, so unglam. HAHA.

went choa chu kang this morning / afternoon, or whatever you name it. & to IRA's place! so nice of her to invite us over. and the best part is that her grandma really cooks good food. i really ate alot, no joke, its alot. & everybody were kinda stuck to the dining table, enjoying the meal. Its like super full that can last me for the rest of my day! thanks ira! i love you!!

i think i'm seriously a freaking frickle minded person, i changed my mind & went for the CGH bond instead. haha.
yayness, i got my glenlivet commission, wahaha. & its quite alot more than martell, but in split seconds, my happiness turned so sour. i'm so angry with my mom that i dont wish to talk to her and i dashed out of my house. blah.

looking at you, makes me hate myself to the core.

byeworld,

2007-10-19T11:34:00.000-05:00

your chance has come & gone.

this afternoon, we went to rozi's new apartment!

this is jiayan!

cailing!

haha, all enjoying the food.

madness!!!

was supposed to wake up at 6am this morning, however, i overslept, woke up at 7.30am when lessons starts at 9am. LOL. rushed the hell out of my life and luckily i wasn't late for lecture. but suay enough, i brought the wrong lecture manual. and then my day ends at 10.

went to rozi's place and ate alot of food. HAHAHA. :D

xoxox

And you know

It's just too little too late

A little too wrong

And I can't wait

You know all the right things to say

You say you dream of my face

But you don't like me

You just like the chase

To be real, it doesn't matter anyway

bye world,

2007-10-18T07:02:00.001-05:00

marching in the parade of liberty.

this is before the lab class, nothing better to do. haha.

wanhin & me,

ira &me

yay, step that monkey.

tadah! NICEEE?

i'm getting a bond to SGH soon! :D

2007-10-16T08:23:00.000-05:00

i'm gona stay on and ride for you.

VIRGO - The Perfectionist
Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

i think this is so kinda true.

i feel like a half-paralysed idiot today.
alamak, new modules so boring, oh & i've decided to take melayu as my elective module. hehe.
okay, i dont know what to blog about,
i love my blog song. haha.
okay, thats all.

bye world,

2007-10-15T11:34:00.000-05:00

make a change & breakaway.

finally, got back to school. everything's as usual. crapping around, with endless boring tuts & lectures plus stoning without fail. haha. and i'm like super used up now.

all the yesterdays are love.
didn't mention didnt mean anything, including " i forget about you"
you got away for ages & i found mine,
now that i should be happy,
cause' deep down, i've buried you in my heart.

bye world,

2007-10-12T11:52:00.000-05:00

cause it's beautiful.

yea i'm fat. no, i AM not happy about this.
burn all my fats. burn burn burn burn.
and yea, i'm talking about going on a diet and all about having a lighter weight and yet i had mac for supper. and i happily told my mom " aiya, tomorrow also can go on a diet, dont worry, let me eat la, i very hungry you know. "

went for training, still can't do my scorpion due to my back which is still having pain.
hehe, today, i attempted something new, " twist cradle". and K-ed jiahao so many times. i feel so bad about it. haha. & i've got a new goal. :D

school's starting..YAY!

bye world,

2007-10-10T12:01:00.000-05:00

alter the choices.

my back's killing me. i wondered how long will it take to recover. haha.
i'm happy for all the wrong reasons, not all exactly wrong, but one thing for sure that i know is, i did the right thing that isn't worth regretting.
afterall, its not as difficult as it seems to be.
i'm a happy girl.

bye world,

2007-10-06T23:59:00.000-05:00

they speak.

goodbye ward 47.
had a family gathering at my grandma's place, as usual, we ate & bought loadsa food like nobody's business and we called ourselves as the "bua-ya family" which means crocs in chinese.
laugh my ass out.

& this is me and fiona, chinatown trip.

& more.

friday was the last day of my attachment, i'm being so emotional that when i spoke to one of my patients, my eyes filled with tears which threatened to pour at any moment. at first i didnt even feel like crying but when he said : " girl ah, heard that its your last day, hope that you can carry on your nursing course smoothly and all the best for your studies, take care. " so sweet right? sigh.

slept at 2.30am yesterday, know why? my sis's friends invaded my house and they played uno cards in my room. and we made alot of noise. haha.

i did something to my hair this morning. went to the salon and KA-CHA. its no longer long. no more grass haha! :D

bye world,

2007-10-04T09:45:00.000-05:00

if you were mine.

they are NOT donuts, but PUFFS with cream filled inside! fiona bought this for me and its super nice.

after my shift, i went to meet my best friend on earth, and we went chinatown.
had mango & pomelo with sago and some carrot cake in a dessert house, damn delicious.
and off to people's park, i finally got those buttons that i've been looking for but unfortunately not the belt, know why? there isn't much variety of buckles to choose from & we gave up. haha.
didn't really "shopped" the hell out but still enjoyed. (:

oh, did i mention that i fell asleep in the tea-room during my break time, goodness. i'm so horribly tired. and i went missing..
& tomorrow's my last day. happy? not entirely.

will be uploading pictures!
bye world,

2007-10-03T10:00:00.000-05:00

good girl gone bad.

sick of the food in CGH, so we called MAC delivery! i swear, it's good food. initially, i planned to go on a diet & live with sandwiches, but it failed so badly, instead, i ordered a grilled chicken foldover, damn nice. its heaven.

OT today, because of a patient that need to insert an NGtube. oh god. it took 4 student nurses, 1 EN and 1 SN to hold the patient down. finally we got it done, but the patient pull the whole tube out again. wthf. totally crazy. haha.
my friends were all laughing at my reaction. goodness.

seeing fiona tomorrow. <3

super drained.
bye world,

2007-10-02T10:33:00.000-05:00

i bless the day that i found you.

me, sarah & pal.

pal's just too free that he's got nothing to do except bullying me.

bye world,

2007-09-30T07:55:00.000-05:00

if i were to be a mistake, i hope i'm your favourite.

back to work tomorrow.
patients, here i comeee. :D

bye world,

2007-09-28T09:31:00.000-05:00

because these words were never too easy for me to say.

do you know how it feels like?
i'm everything you thought, but i'm not.
i need space to calm my stormy soul.
i don't feel like talking to anybody at all.

2007-09-26T22:23:00.000-05:00

ouch! haha.

2007-09-26T11:13:00.000-05:00

this is what i want us to be, today, tomorrow & forever.

triple one, yiting's strong! YAY WE ALL FLY!

YAY! we all did it!
hengda's lib ex. our wonderful male secondary flyer. haha!
see? he's so happy climbing onto yixun. haha.

love, joey.

2007-09-25T07:30:00.000-05:00

a girl like me.

i'm super sleepy during my shift that i had to sing to myself and my patients to keep my eyes wide open. crapped alot with my other pals and did stupid stuffs together. and there goes my day, haha, i learnt tamil from friends and i forgot all about it now. haha.

went home, and get myself charged & watched " Romantic Princess" on youtube, what the hell, first time ever, i fell asleep infront of my computer that my sis had to wake me up.

blogging's not fun for me anymore, i barely know what to blog about now. :(

if its passion & eternity,

which one?

much love, joey. (:

2007-09-21T11:40:00.000-05:00

feel the distance.

finally, one week's gone. two more weeks to go. and at least those limbs of mine are able to rest for 2 days or so.
life's so meaningful for me now.

2007-09-19T09:39:00.000-05:00

about me & you.

i'm super hell drained.
and i've got a damn bad headache now.
but i love this.

bye world,

2007-09-17T21:19:00.000-05:00

imagine a world without you.

this was yesterday,

orientation was super boring. i tried very hard to keep my eyes wide open and pretend to pay attention, but it never worked. haha. Its afternoon shift today. :D

bye world,

2007-09-17T11:37:00.000-05:00

2007-09-16T07:48:00.000-05:00

2007-09-16T04:10:00.000-05:00

everything little thing.

i ATE so MUCH yesterday. so SINFUL you know. :D
attachment starts tooooo-mooh-loool. & i'm so nervous, excited about it. and i'm having difficulties bun-ing up my hair, cause its too long. how i wish i can chop some off.

watched "Apocalypto" it was nice, but i thought it was a very brutal & bloody show, cause' parts of the scenes are so bloody and terrible that i think they are insane. Imagine a spear being pierce through the back of your head out from your mouth. wahaha.

my heart is the size of a fist, but my emotions are that of the skies.
' all about you, i want to know it all.
bye world,

2007-09-14T10:55:00.000-05:00

remember me.

Gelare<3

Exquisitely wrapped with Belgium dark chocolate and filled with liqueur truffles at the centres. Each box comes in two tantalising flavours:
Brandied Cherry Mooncakes with Brandy Truffle
Tiramisu Mooncakes with Rum Truffle

this is so tempting! i want! lol.

Wrapped in smooth Snowskin pastries & filled with chocolate truffles at the centres.

don't you feel like having them? haha.

bye world,

2007-09-13T03:43:00.000-05:00

cause we got each other, we got each other.

slept till i don't know when and watched "Cinderella 3, a twist in time ". i didn't even know part 2 & 3 existed. haha.
something so horrible happened just now, my mom asked me to collect the clothes hanging outside, so i did, and suddenly there is this kuku lizard, so big & fat dropped from the top in front of me. hell, i screamed and jumped like nobody's business oh my god, so heng, strike lottery also never that heng before.

bye world,

2007-09-12T11:26:00.000-05:00

your like a pillow i can hug onto.

VESPERIANS! <3

see what yixun is trying to do.
yijun!!
donuts are fun stuffs to play with!

thanks to yixun, another blueblack accumulated.

so seh 1/2

more seh. see my hair? like grass.

we played "risk"

plaits for yixun!

home sweet home, back from chalet. had so much fun that i need beauty sleep now. haha.

byeworld,

2007-09-09T01:48:00.000-05:00

Yesterday.

i think this is so cool.

2007-09-08T12:06:00.000-05:00

wrong time, wrong love.

i really wanted to post photos, you know, those foooooooooootohs, but my usb port didn't allow me to do so. so upset.
there isn't much for me to blog about because i haven't been doing anything, oh ya. i watched "1408" i thought it would be nice, but it kind of disappoint me. And next, i'm going to catch "The Magic Gourd" haha. Went to CCK, berry's house & had fun.

yayness, chalet on monday ..<3

my emotions are that of the skies.
bye world,

2007-09-05T12:22:00.000-05:00

wash away the miles between us.

my knees are so " fill in the blanks ". so many bruises. haha. and now, my arm's having a new "tattoo". i swear it is cool. nobody on the earth got the same as mine. hahaha.
well, enjoyed training today. had falls, laughters, fun, everything. vesper is love.

anyway, i can't think of what to blog, because practically there's nothing much for me to do currently besides having myself pressing that stupid key to kill snails..

is my blogskin really screwed? very sad. i thought it was nice you know.

bye world,

2007-09-03T11:25:00.000-05:00

so if you feel me let me know, know, know.

i'm a happy girl.

i'm nuts, i actually played maple for 3 hours this afternoon. i'm so sorry, because i'm just bored.

i'm going to get some stuffs tomorrow, i hope i can get it all right, so that i can start on my thing so soon.

everything felt so heavy on my head. grrrrrrr..

i've lost the perfect reason to feel heartbroken for you.

bye world,

2007-09-01T11:12:00.000-05:00

cause when you're around me, everything's right, don't go.

i nearly died on my bed last night. took my usual medication and i went out. THEN. my right eye started swelling, very itchy and i kept touching it as it grew bigger. haha.
watched "881" this evening. i cried like hell man. although i've no idea what are they singing, but i thought it was nice. i wonder why they can speak & sing such fluent dialect.

if i didn't bump onto you again, perhaps everything's buried deep down like before,
and you know.

bye world,

2007-09-01T01:23:00.000-05:00

fiona, me, serene & peizhi

went back to sss yesterday for teacher's day. saw alot of my ex-classmates and they really changed alot. guys had their hair grew longer and of course, they looked better now. haha. and girls, all so different!

then fio & i headed off lunch at xiao bei, the food there is always that nice then we went for movie "Evan Almighty". not bad la. its about building an ark to change the world. by the way, its noah's ark. haha.

then went for training.

another day gone doing nothing much..

AHHHH I WASHED MY SHOES ALREADY! hope it doesn't stink anymore. hahahaha.

i saw you boy, you looked good.

bye world,

2007-08-30T08:29:00.000-05:00

thats what the word happy is.

after so long, i finally catch up with you all.

met up with ying & fiona this afternoon. had a VERY sinful meal treated by ying at Miss Clarity,mud ooze is nice. thanks babe! then we went shopping, of course i won't be empty handed, that isn't my style.

going back to sss tomorrow. <3
i'm so obsess with size number zero. cut down fats. i hate you.

if only you are not , perhaps i would like you many many.

bye world,

2007-08-29T12:43:00.000-05:00

i'll miss you like the child misses their blanket.

i travelled from toa payoh, to holland, to jurong east and to tampines.
i want to watch 1408!
:D

Like the little schoolmates in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds

bye world,

2007-08-28T08:15:00.000-05:00

this is fun. wahaha

2007-08-28T04:51:00.000-05:00

hello, goodbye.

helped my mum in the kitchen with the cooking and i thought i'll be useful, but it turned out to be the opposite. she wanted me to chop those onions so i did and pieces and bits kept flying off the chopping board everywhere and i thought that was okay, but worst of all, i cut my own thumb. and i really went speechless.
my mum was like " ah girl ah, why you so lousy.."
seriously, no talent.

rainy days.
i don't like.

bye world.

2007-08-27T00:53:00.001-05:00

like you chase away the storm.

i want to go shopping. anybody?
:D

animal planet is real cool.

2007-08-26T10:03:00.000-05:00

switched.

MY HOLIDAYS ARE HERE.

2007-08-25T22:32:00.000-05:00

You're the one mistake,i really didn't mind.

My Birthday Cake.

it doesn't look like a cake to me.
you see..

you see..

you see...

and you seeee. thanks yongshen!

my hottie is rusty.

ah hin bought me a new one. black is nice. :D

100% ineffective.

2007-08-25T11:54:00.000-05:00

last but not least, happy birthday to me. <3

2007-08-24T11:48:00.000-05:00

talking crap. shut up.

YITING & JOEY

i must be crazy to queue for this.

cute?

2007-08-22T07:37:00.000-05:00

reminiscing those days.

after i saw tingfang posting all these old photos, i feel like too.

Those were the days whereby we sat around playing guzheng anywhere, we can even play without our instruments by using just our fingers to do the motion and sang the tune together. and now..my guzheng's really really pathetic, i hardly get to play now.
sports day, at the end of my sec school days i participated. hahaha. won something, but i forgot what isit.

because we both were food and nutrition student, we'r always given fruits.

we mugged so hard that we lived on mac.

racial harmony day!

last year's christmas with the peeps<3

last paper, last paper on friday and i'm set free.

psychology, i must love you. i really must.

bye world,

2007-08-20T07:27:00.000-05:00

favourite hello.

slept at 1am yesterday and digged myself out of the bed at 5 just to study my biology...and i fell asleep in the bus journey with that book and yiting had to wake me up because she's afraid that i'll fall off the seat.
and second time, we took a taxi down to school because we'r gona be late for our papers.
and the uncle dropped me off somewhere at the back of the business school which i really don't know where. i'm so desperate for time that i wanted to cry so badly simply because i couldn't find my way back to my nursing block la. hell. total embarrassment that i still need to ask people for the direction.

then, yiting & i headed off to amk polyclinic for my second hepB jab. the needle really freak me out so much. and its VERY VERY painful i tell you.
and yiting had her's at the very ridiculous tm polyclinic which made her consult the doctor for nothing.
and i'm back homeeeee.
why am i always that sleepy..

bye world,

2007-08-18T09:52:00.000-05:00

pictures worth thousands of words.

AZABU SABO.
i love this green tea ice-cream!

darling fiona!

SzeLi says formal shot.

then..we went to have STEAMBOAT!

this is fattening. but i like.

we see, they enjoyed so much

SzeLi darling!

Lindy and Yiting darling!

We wanted to catch the fireworks initially, but thinking of the crowds..we went starbucks instead.

i will snip off that few strands of hair

so random..

i love making funny faces.

my best friend tingfang likes it too.

ah kwek and yiting's behind...hahahaha

and we tried squeezing ourselves in this pinhole to get a picture of us.

and i love them so much.<3

i got a big sotong cushion. hahaha.

bye world,

2007-08-17T10:57:00.000-05:00

your my eyecandy.

i can't fly properly today.
T.T
so demoralized....
haha.
why is bus 72 sooooo SLOW.
random.

bye world,

2007-08-15T09:29:00.000-05:00

seems like its been forever, that you've been gone.

i stood on the ground, flipping my "foundation of nursing" lecture manual, realising that its VERY thick. see how am i gona make miracles tonight.
but i'm feeling so giddy , headache and feverish.

if i didn't miss that chance, i thought we were perfectly fine right now.
because only you know the right worlds to make it escalate.
but not anymore.
i'm happy girl.

bye world,
i miss my girlfriends so badly that i hate my life so much now.

2007-08-13T22:54:00.000-05:00

alright, two person asked me to do this...
this is for fiona & wanhin.

10 things weird/random about me :

i'm born with freckles on one side of my face. wahahaha.
if there isn't any food at home, i can don't eat. just like what i'm doing now.
i can't take spicy stuffs, i'll go like a dinosaur with burning nostrils.
i can't sleep without a soft cushion or something on my right, because i tend to knock my head against the wall so hard.
i don't like fish. ( don't ask me why, i dont like it since young )
i can't stand people of the same sex clinging on me as if we know each other for long( but the fact's not ) i can get goosebumps.
oh, people say i have legs one side shorter than the other? ( is this so - called weird ?)
i seriously can't cook although i'm a food and nutrition student. ( i remembered burning my towel when frying a piece of beancurd, that really shocked the hell of my life)
i can only study when i'm sitting on the floor, even though there's a comfortable desk infront of me. if not, i'll bring a portable table around the searching for the best fengshui in my house to study.
oh, my eyelashes' weird, part of them know how to curl while the front part usually fall.

i don't even know are the above considered as weird? or what. whatever, i managed to crap 10 things out. ahahaa.

tingfang
lindy
yiting

now its your turn girls.

2007-08-12T09:30:00.000-05:00

travelling, i always stop at exits.

Honestly what would become of me
Don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is dandy
We are what we don't see
Miss everything daydreaming
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end

2007-08-11T12:12:00.000-05:00

secret ; but i'm not telling you.

went to watch jay's " secret " with the peeps.
At first i thought it's gona be a lousy show, but so out of my expectation, its damn nice.

at ben & jerry's. i love strawberry cheesecake.

i'm holding on to something and i didn't know why i tried.

bye world,

2007-08-09T11:33:00.000-05:00

100% reason to remember the name.

i'm a idiot. i prepared myself at home cause i know i've the tendency to be late but i sat on my couch, watching animal planet featuring a dolphin named "fuji". Because she had a disease therefore the tail had to be amputated making her can't swim. Then people tried to make an identical tail for her and it works! bah..and i'm late. lol

squeezed ourselves in between the crowds,tip-toeing here and there but at last we got quite a nice spot. and this funny hengda keep wanting to capture some nice images but somehow his camera's quite slow therefore....hahaha.
watched the fireworks,beautiful man. :D then we went to eat, slack and i had my ice-cream. hahahaha.

thats all.
tired.

bye world,